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When Wang Quansheng's studio opened, the illustration of a high school girl that I saw was the huge illustration of a back view that occupied the entire wall in Wang Quansheng's studio. Whether it was the composition or the use of color, it was all the same as the one in Wang Quansheng's studio. The one above is exactly the same!
Huang Yuxuan still remembers that when she saw the illustration in Wang Quansheng's studio, she knew clearly that this girl with only a back view must have a special meaning to Wang Quansheng.

The jealousy in her heart was instantly overturned several times, and she wanted to pretend to be generous and indifferent, but Huang Yuxuan couldn't help but find fault with the illustration. She felt that the immature style of painting had lowered the taste of the entire studio, so she persuaded Wang Chuansheng Replace.

No wonder Wang Quansheng just smiled and said nothing at that time. No matter how coquettish he was, he was unwilling to change.

It turns out..., it turns out that the back figure on the wall is Chen Yunru, and she is also... Huang Yuxuan!
From the beginning to the end, whether it was Wang Quansheng or Li Ziwei, he only had her in his heart.

"Chen Yunru, do you want Sprite or Coke?" Li Ziwei stood at the door and shook the drink in his hand, interrupting Huang Yuxuan's thoughts.

Huang Yuxuan took a deep breath, her eyes turned red, she forced herself to hold back the tears that were about to fall out of her eyes, and looked straight at Li Ziwei who was standing at the door.

At this moment, Huang Yuxuan finally understood what the last sentence in Chen Yunru's diary meant.

He is Wang Quansheng.

Seeing that Huang Yuxuan suddenly became agitated, Li Ziwei asked cautiously: "You... are you okay?"

Huang Yuxuan stood up, her eyes filled with tears, and her young figure was reflected in her eyes.
"Are you Wang Quansheng?...," Huang Yuxuan slowly walked towards him, but the boy in front of her became more and more blurry, and she seemed to hear someone shouting in her ears.

"Huang Yuxuan? Wake up, Huang Yuxuan, do you hear me? Wake up quickly!"

"Chen Yunru?" Li Ziwei walked towards her.

The two voices overlapped, and before she could distinguish them, her vision suddenly went dark.

"Huang Yuxuan, you finally woke up! I was scared to death by you!"

When he opened his eyes, he saw that he was lying on the sofa, next to Kunbu and the landlady who looked anxious.

"Landlady, why are you here?" Huang Yuxuan looked in a daze.

"I asked her to open the door. You didn't ask for leave all day today, and no one was at work. I sent you a message, but you didn't reply. I called your cell phone, but you didn't answer. Of course I had to ask her to open the door and have a look. !" Kunbu grabbed Huang Yuxuan's hand and looked at her face carefully.

After listening to Xiaodai's explanation, Huang Yuxuan still looked a little dazed, as if she hadn't fully woken up yet.

Are you dreaming again?

But I seem to have found some important clues in my dream...

Suddenly, Huang Yuxuan got up from the sofa. Regardless of her disheveled clothes and the fact that she had not washed herself after sleeping all day, she rushed out the door excitedly, leaving Kunbu and the landlady at a loss.

Taipei, 32 Cafe.

"Sorry we're closed."

Wu Wenlei was settling accounts when he heard someone pushing in the door. He looked up, was stunned for a moment, and then greeted: "Miss Huang, why did you come here suddenly?"

Huang Yuxuan looked at Wu Wenlei and panted: "Tell me, Li Ziwei is Wang Chuansheng, right? Is he like me? Just like I ran into Chen Yunru's body, he also traveled through time and space and ran into Li Ziwei's body. Now, the person I met is Wang Quansheng, right?"

Looking at Wu Wenlei who was silent, Huang Yuxuan said anxiously: "You must know something. If you want me to help Chen Yunru, then just tell me and don't hide it from me."

"Let me answer this question for him."

A voice suddenly appeared behind Huang Yuxuan.

Huang Yuxuan held her breath for a moment, she recognized this voice!It was the voice that she had been thinking about for the past two years and just wanted to hear it again!
Huang Yuxuan turned around tremblingly, and there was no mistake. The man standing in front of her wearing a windbreaker and leaning on a cane was Wang Quansheng!

No, it’s not Wang Quansheng…,
The man standing in front of her had crow's feet at the corners of his eyes and the haggardness and sadness in his eyes were so obvious. This was not the Wang Quansheng in her memory.

Although Wang Quansheng is her college student, he is the same age as her because he is retaking the exam. If he is still alive, he should be 27 years old like her this year. But the man in front of her at this moment is at least thirty. It’s next year.

"You are..." Huang Yuxuan looked at him blankly, and a vague idea emerged in her mind.

If her dreams were real, could the man in front of her be Li Ziwei?
Huang Yuxuan burst into tears: "Are you Li Ziwei? Or Wang Quansheng?"

...............

Cafe on the second floor.

After listening to Li Ziwei's experiences over the years with tears in her eyes, Huang Yuxuan realized that it had always been Li Ziwei.

"It wasn't until that day when you told me that you were going to Shanghai that I suddenly remembered the reason why Wang Chuansheng left you." Li Ziwei's voice was a little low:
"It was at that time that I discovered that the sweet dream I had had as Wang Quansheng over the years had finally come to an end. However, I was not willing to end like this, so at that time, I made a very selfish decision. I have decided to let go of the idea of ​​changing the past, and no matter what method I use, I will continue to stay by your side."

Huang Yuxuan sat down next to him: "So you decided to propose to me at that time, because you wanted to accompany me to Shanghai as a family member?"

Li Ziwei nodded and said slowly: "It's just that I never expected that before I had time to propose to you that day, you would take the first step and get on the plane to Shanghai.

In order to chase you back, I went to the airport and bought the nearest flight ticket to Shanghai. But when I got the ticket, I knew that no matter how hard I tried to fight for the chance to stay with you, In the end, it will make me embark on the path of leaving you. "

Huang Yuxuan said with tears in her eyes: "Wait a minute, you mean you already knew what was going to happen before you got on that plane?"

"Yes..." Li Ziwei nodded: "That day..."

That day, Li Ziwei bought a ticket to Shanghai.However, just as he was about to get on the plane, someone stopped him.

"I know what you're thinking."

Li Ziwei turned around and looked surprised!
"You...how did you...?"

The person standing in front of Li Ziwei is actually himself?
It was Li Ziwei who never woke up after a car accident in 2003 and was taken back to Canada by his parents to take care of him.

Doesn’t it mean that the same self cannot appear in parallel time and space?Or is it because Wang Quansheng's body is the reason why the space-time line did not collapse?
"You should be thinking in your mind right now, if you can stop this plane from taking off, can you save these people? Change everything. I'm sorry, you alone can't change everything. The only thing you can do now Just choose not to get on this flight. Although I don’t know how the future will change, at least this way, you can continue to stay with Huang Yuxuan, and you won’t have to endure everything I experienced later.”

Middle-aged Li Ziwei ignored the surprise on Li Ziwei's face and took out a ticket from his pocket: "This is the next flight to Shanghai."

Li Ziwei suddenly understood something. Looking at his future self, Li Ziwei said slowly: "But if I didn't get on this flight, what would happen to you now? If I didn't leave here, what would happen to Huang Yuxuan? In the past? How can I fall in love with her? "

All of this is a knot of endless cycles. If she had not died unexpectedly because of getting on this flight, the heartbroken Huang Yuxuan would not have been able to go back to the past, and then the 17-year-old Li Ziwei would not have been able to fall in love with the man who had returned to the past. she………

Li Ziwei's eyes turned red: "That's right, what am I struggling with here? From the moment I decided to use up all my identity to meet Huang Yuxuan, I should have known that this day would come sooner or later. From the beginning, this was what we were doing. Came here in a moment..."

"Dong~dongdong~~, gentlemen and ladies, please note that Soar Air flight TH332 to Shanghai has now started boarding at gate d3..."

A reminder from the flight attendant came from the waiting room.

Li Ziwei looked at his future self and smiled: "I think I know what to do..." He stood up and handed the phone to his future self: "In this, there are memories of me and Yuxuan over the years. Please help me keep it safe."

After saying that, Li Ziwei walked towards the TH332 flight that was destined to crash without hesitation.

...............

On the second floor of the cafe, middle-aged Li Ziwei continued:

“Later, just as the news reported at the time, the plane had an accident shortly after takeoff, and when I woke up again, I had gone back to 2003, which was two weeks after the car accident.

When I woke up and returned to my original world, I slowly began to understand what the other me said to me at the airport. If I chose not to get on that plane, I would not have to endure what he went through later. What does all that pain mean?

The damage caused by that car accident was far beyond my imagination. It took me almost two years to get myself back on my feet. But compared with the physical pain, what was even more unbearable for me was that I am obviously in the same time and space as you, but I can't even see you.

I originally thought I could get through all this, but I never thought that every day and every second without you by my side would be so difficult. I can only continue to live in the memories of you, alone. Living alone, waiting, missing you, in the long torment of waiting to meet you again, the only reason for me to persist is to seize this opportunity to start over, but I still missed it. I knew Mo Junjie a long time ago meeting……,"

Having said this, Li Ziwei could no longer hide the sadness in his heart, tears rolled down in big drops, and he broke down in tears and said:
"..., but in the end it was too late to stop him. I'm sorry for him..., I'm sorry for him...,"

Thinking of how Li Ziwei had silently endured all this for so many years, Huang Yuxuan felt extremely distressed. She couldn't help hugging Li Ziwei tightly and holding his hand. Only then did she realize that his hand was shaking so much. Amazing.

Finally feeling the warm embrace again, Li Ziwei's emotions broke down. After so many years of loneliness, he was finally understood and comforted by gentleness. He could no longer control himself and burst into tears.

Huang Yuxuan hugged him tightly and cried silently. It turned out that he had never disappeared.It turns out that whether it is Wang Quansheng or Li Ziwei, they are really the same person...

………………

When Li Ziwei once again stepped into the rental house where he and Huang Yuxuan lived together, Li Ziwei was a little hesitant.

Those years as Wang Quansheng had always been like a sweet dream to him.

Is all this true?
Huang Yuxuan noticed his mood and didn't say anything. She just walked in first, then turned back and looked at Li Ziwei quietly.

Then, he finally walked in.Only this time, he is not Wang Quansheng, but Li Ziwei.

Huang Yuxuan was preparing to accept another expatriate assignment and go to Shanghai. The house had been almost packed, with only a few large pieces of furniture and cardboard boxes piled in the corner. But as soon as he stepped in, full of memories immediately came flooding back.As he looked around, the home they had decorated with their own hands appeared in front of him again.

Looking at all this, Li Ziwei couldn't help but have a nostalgic smile on his face.

Huang Yuxuan hugged him tightly from behind and said softly: "I finally waited until you came home."

Li Ziwei held Huang Yuxuan's hand and said apologetically: "I'm sorry for keeping you waiting for so long."

The two sat on the sofa, hugging each other tightly, telling each other about their lovesickness after parting.

.........

"Did I hear you right? You want me not to do anything when I go back this time, not to find the murderer of Chen Yunru, and not to tell anything about what will happen to you and Mo Junjie in the future?" Huang Yuxuan looked at Li Ziwei in surprise.

Li Ziwei nodded: "Yes, the only thing you have to do now is to find a way to let her spend the New Year's Eve of 1999 as Chen Yunru. As long as she survives that day, no matter what, no matter what happens, you just need to It would be nice to do this.”

"I..., I don't understand...," Huang Yuxuan said in confusion: "You have waited so long and gone through so much pain, don't you just want me to go back to the past to prevent this from happening? Why do you want me to go back now? But do nothing?"

"Maybe it's because we want to change everything so much that these things happen again and again. Just like when I was Wang Quansheng, I tried my best to change the future without you, but in the end, It was me who put me on that flight.”

Li Ziwei smiled bitterly:

"In the 15 years since I've been waiting to meet you again, there hasn't been a day when I haven't thought about everything that happened between the two of us. I can't help but ask myself in my heart: Is this kind of scene the result of countless intersections? It has happened thousands of times in the cycle of time and space.

And every time I will be like now, hopelessly in love with you who comes from the future and wants to change everything. Every time you will be like now, no matter how hard you try to convince me to believe what you say. In the future, you have tried every means, but in the end you still can't stop what happened that night.

Then every time I would come here from the past in order to see you again, and fall in love with you again as Wang Quansheng. Then every time you would come here from now on because of my leaving, in order to see me again. Back in the past, the relationship between you and me was like this every time, in different time and space, repeated and intertwined, and cycled over and over again, and there would never be an end. "

After listening to Li Ziwei's words, Huang Yuxuan said helplessly: "If all this is like what you said, it cannot be changed and the cycle repeats again and again. Then what we are doing now, and your waiting for these 15 years, won't Doesn’t it all make any sense anymore?”

"Yes,"

Li Ziwei whispered: "So two years ago, when the other me, Wang Quansheng, went to the airport to catch the plane to Shanghai to find you, I unconsciously fell into this In the loop, facing another me, I said the exact same words I heard back then:
……

'I know what you're thinking, if you can stop this plane from taking off, can you save these people? , changes everything.

Sorry, you alone can't change this. The only thing you can do is to choose not to take this flight.Although I don't know how the future will change, at least this way, you can continue to stay with Huang Yuxuan, and you won't have to endure everything I experienced later.'

……

Just when I finally stopped trying to change the future I knew.I saw the slightest change in this past cycle without any change.

The young me answered:

'How is that possible? If I hadn't taken this flight, how could you be here now?Huang Yuxuan will not go back to the past because of me. Then no one can go back to the past to save Mo Junjie. Chen Yunru, are you still with me?Even if Huang Yuxuan can't change everything in the end, at least he and you will always be by his side in the future, right?I think I know what to do, and this ring. If we can't change everything in the end, please, you must take good care of Huang Yuxuan for me. '

……

When the young me finished saying those words and took out the ring, I knew that the future had changed!Although it was only a few words, a few emotions, or even just a thought, it was different from the time and space trajectory I had experienced before. At that time, I was completely braver and more confident that you could do it than I was back then. Do it all. "

At night, the two of them were lying on the bed hugging each other, but neither of them wanted to close their eyes and fall asleep, for fear that when they opened their eyes again, they would find that it was all just a dream.

"I'm afraid I won't be able to sleep. Can you talk to me?" Huang Yuxuan looked at Li Ziwei tenderly.

"Of course!" Li Ziwei turned sideways and held Huang Yuxuan's hand.

The two looked at each other affectionately.

Huang Yuxuan took off the ring in her hand and asked, "By the way, I've always wanted to ask you, what does it say on the back of this ring: only if you asked to see me..., what does it mean?"

Li Ziwei smiled, took off the ring on his finger, and handed it to Huang Yuxuan.

“our meeting would be meaningful to me”

Li Ziwei said softly: "Only when you want to see me, our meeting will be meaningful."

(End of this chapter)