Who are you scolding for eating soft rice?

Chapter 106 105. The inexplicable jealousy begins to cause trouble

"Takiya-kun, your hand."

"Ok?"

"I said, don't touch your hands!"

".Can't hear clearly, fell asleep."

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In the room where she couldn't see her fingers, Ishikawa Satomi pushed away the burning heat covering her chest, and turned the face full of masculine breath to one side, and then turned over in the opposite direction with her whole body filled with heat. body, then close your eyes and fall asleep.

According to her promise, she allowed Takiguzawa to stay overnight.

And the price is that they sleep in the same bed again.

It was originally promised that they would stay overnight, but due to the failure to provide food, Takitanizawa took this matter as a moral criticism and fought for the right to the best rest.

The second time I slept in the same bed with a man.

It is impossible to say calm.

Even the first time was with this man.

Especially in the home where I usually live, Ishikawa Satomi has a strange feeling to the familiar environment of her home, and both the bedding and pillows are contaminated with his breath. Coupled with the threat that is different from the last time, I like it. The beginning and ending of you as the reason gave her a feeling of ambiguity.

She knew very well that this was a normal psychological reaction.

After all, with so many prerequisites, plus being in the same bed, being taken advantage of from time to time, physical and psychological reactions are inevitable.

In fact she could have avoided this situation entirely.

For example, if you give up your bed to Takiyazawa and throw your thin quilt on the sofa to sleep, if you really want to refuse, you can find countless ways, but it is due to some strange psychology and a slight sense of trust that is familiar once and twice. , Ishikawa Satomi still stayed on the bed to sleep with him, but her extra sober awareness and vigilance after drinking made her quickly regret it.

Once the mask is torn off, there will be gaps even if it is put back on again, not to mention that it will not be put back on even if it is torn off.

After confessing his original intention, Takitani Ze's various rogue behaviors are traceable, which is very consistent with their selfish behavior. If they like someone, they will subconsciously want to tease and tease them.

In fact, she had considered this matter before.

If you want to completely control the heart of a city like Takitani Ze who is no less scheming than one of your own, you will inevitably have to pay some physical price, but Ishikawa Satomi never thought about how precious it would be to pay, even for this kind of thing that is close to sleeping. She planned to have a heart-to-heart talk about sharing a bed only at a later stage to ensure her own initiative and physical safety.

But what about now?The offense and defense are alien!

While she was particularly uneasy, she was also very cautious about this situation that was out of her control.

Feeling one of Takitani Ze's palms resting on her waist with a burning warmth through her pajamas, she calmed down her breathing and said, "Don't you want to calm people down?"

"What I do is to calm my mind." Feeling the delicate feeling in the palm of his hand, Takitanizawa lay on his side and closed his eyes, pillowing one arm under his head: "Conceptual words like this, people Most people’s understanding of it will be different.”

"So why haven't you fallen asleep yet?"

"I probably need to be a little quieter."

Hearing these words, Ishikawa Rimi turned sideways and said, "Okay, just meditate. After Takiya-kun completely meditates, I will help you get rid of distracting thoughts for the rest of your life."

The eyes also have some vision in the dark.

After ten minutes of adaptation after turning off the lights, and the fact that they were leaning on the same side of the pillow less than twenty centimeters away, they could barely see each other's faces clearly.

Takiguzawa felt strange and opened his eyes.

Then I saw Ishikawa Satomi's eyes hidden in the darkness, not only glowing with danger, but also the lower part of her waist was being supported by an arm across the inner thigh, as if it would move up in an instant.

As for whether the upward movement will be in the palm of your hand.

Then it is unknown.

Takitani Ze looked at those slender moon-like almond eyes and smiled: "You are so cruel. It's a shame that I like you."

"So I can't refuse?"

Ishikawa Satomi obviously decided to counterattack.

Losing the initiative is not terrible.

The terrible thing is losing the courage to turn the situation around.

In this world, 90.00% of people are in a headwind situation from birth to death. At most, they can achieve a staged victory and then take a breather, and then they will face the next problem one after another.

Her previous experience was more headwind than this.

The reason why I was mentally defeated for a while and failed to organize a decent counterattack is that I have been staying in my comfort zone for the past two or three years and neglected to improve myself.

But now it's different.

She was already thinking of ways to win this game.

Takitani Ze also vaguely noticed the change in her mood, and felt a slight tremble in his heart. He unconsciously became more vigilant, but there was no wave in his eyes: "Of course, I didn't say I wanted to pursue you, but Ishikawa Sangyue is like this The more I like you, the more I will make you fall in love with me, and be dedicated from the beginning to the end.”

"Even if I fall in love with you, how can Takiya-kun be sure that I am a dedicated person?" Ishikawa Satomi turned her body completely and placed her right hand on her left cheek.

As summer officially begins.

Even in early summer, although the outdoor temperature at night is still okay, the indoor temperature is already starting to get stuffy.

So I turned on the air conditioner at 26 degrees.

The two of them were covered with a thin quilt, but it only covered their chests. They were both lying on their sides and looking at each other. It was very ambiguous, but there was a particularly strange feeling, at least Ishikawa Satomi thought so.

There is something indescribably weird and wonderful.

When Takitani Ze heard her answer, his face looming in the darkness showed a thoughtful look.

"The higher the spiritual level, the more dedicated people are to relationships. Because they are good at dealing with their inner desires, they will not treat such superficial things as finding a spare tire, who they play with, and who they have played with before, as conversation topics."

"Such people are more willing to shoulder the ups and downs of life with someone, because their time is used to do serious things. Although if you don't use it to follow the right path, you will be scorned by many people, but you and I are the same kind of people, there is no such thing The hidden danger is, as I said just now, someone who likes fancy things only proves that her level is too low."

"Desire is human nature, restraint is education, new and old loves come and go. What you think is your charm is actually cheap and versatile clothes. If just anyone wears this dress, then the value of this dress will be the same. Lost its unique and noble attributes.”

His voice was full of calmness, just like before he confessed to himself at Nippori Station tonight.

Although it sounds a bit confusing to understand.

It can be said that Ishikawa Satomi focused all her attention on listening and her understanding ability. She understood the moment his voice fell, and at the same time she understood it and also had some heartfelt recognition.

She didn't plan to be alone for the rest of her life.

That's unrealistic and stupid.

Everyone gets tired, and Satomi Ishikawa is no exception. She has been on this path for more than eight years since she was 16 years old. The time and energy she has put into it are hard to count. Although she has received notoriety, what she has received in return is difficult for her peers. The aura and wealth that can be achieved.

From walking on thin ice to calmly coping, it seems that she has gradually become less stressed on this road.

But in reality it is not.

Things that are increasingly unavailable will feel urgent to get after witnessing others having them.

What exactly is love?
She doesn't know the principle, but she knows the techniques that can arouse physiological and psychological reactions in others. She can get what she wants by using techniques only, but this does not mean that Ishikawa Satomi does not need this kind of thing.

Of course, she didn't expect to get it either.

I just hope that I can find a psychological support after I really get out of this road.

As for why not keep going.

Or marry into a wealthy family or something like that.
There is a ceiling in any profession, and Ishikawa Satomi has already touched the barriers of her profession at her age and can analyze the pros and cons.

Japan is a society with extremely solidified classes, and it is extremely rare for social resources to be tilted from top to bottom or bottom to top. With the things she has now, if she really wants to become a noble vase, her alma mater, also known as Ochanomizu Women's University, located in the back garden of Tokyo University, is a natural platform.

But she just drank the poison to quench her thirst and fished all the water, and did not choose to really bet on certain people.

A wealthy family is full of rules and discrimination.

Why are wealthy families so inclined to marry?
She has a clear understanding of herself and knows that the core of a wealthy marriage is the exchange of interests between two huge interests. As for her own origin and background, even if she gets married by some means, even if she wants to be a noble vase, , I’m afraid I don’t know how many looks and rejections I have to endure, and I still can’t get angry.

Rather than being a vase that can be broken, it is better to be everything someone is, both physically and spiritually.

So she resonated with Takitani Ze.Indeed, in order to maintain her unique and noble attributes in front of her future partner, she will not hand herself over easily, and once she hands it over, she will be determined to do so, because this kind of sunk cost life only happens once, so she must try her best. Keep it.

Ishikawa Rimi was a little dazed. It was not until a long time later that the ripples in her heart calmed down. Then she looked at him and asked, "So I aroused your desire to conquer?"

"Yes." Takiguzawa smiled and winked.

"Then Takiya-kun is also very dedicated?"

She rolled her eyes, rather coquettishly, lay down straight away from the previous position, and asked casually.

Ishikawa Satomi could predict his answer.

But what surprised her was that Takitani Ze, who should have said the words "I am the same" immediately after asking the question, did not respond and fell into silence.

And this is not the most important thing.

The most important thing is that the arm that she originally placed on his inner thigh to threaten him was actually to increase his ambiguity towards her. At this moment, Takitani Ze actually moved a few times consciously and squeezed the arm out.

This feels like to Ishikawa Satomi.
For example, when a wife and her husband were talking at night, they ended up talking about the husband's subconscious reaction to guilt after cheating on her.

There was an inexplicable fire in her chest.

"What? Are you not being single-minded and still telling me so many great truths in my bed? Or is there someone else in your heart and you are just saying this to numb me?"

"You are thinking too much, I am sleepy."

"answer my question."

"Currently, I only have you in my heart." Takiguzawa said casually. Although he could hear the anger in her tone, he had no intention of pursuing the victory.

He also turned his body around.

While remaining silent, the figure of Qingyi Xiaoquan appeared in his mind. If that child saw him lying on the same bed with another woman, he would probably fight for his life, and maybe even die together.

But Takitani Ze became more silent.

Ishikawa Satomi's anger became more and more overflowing.

"Don't touch me!" Her voice came from the darkness.

"I didn't touch you either."

"You're pressing my hair!"

Takitanizawa could feel her tossing and turning.

Although the mattress was very soft, they were sleeping very close to each other, so it was inevitable that they would make tiny sounds.

The two were silent in the darkness for a long time.

It’s just that Satomi Ishikawa keeps moving.

It seemed that for some reason, the feeling of heat on her body was stronger, but it was different from the ambiguous feeling and skin contact just now. This time, it was the depression that was involuntarily emanating from her heart, which made her not sleepy at all.

"Go to sleep, I won't do anything." Takitani Ze said: "We are the same type of people, so there is no need to be wary of me. You know I won't do anything secretly."

"So you plan to come in the open?"

Her sneer came from the bedside.

"Aren't you still tired now?" Takiguzawa also knew that he seemed to have done something wrong just now.

"The road we are walking on is inherently a matter of walking on thin ice. As long as we don't become enemies, we are confidants, so it doesn't matter if we take off some unnecessary defenses and rely on them a little."

He said these words obviously to change the subject.

The person beside the pillow didn't respond for a long time.

I don't know how long it took, but just when Takitanizawa was feeling sleepy and about to fall asleep, he suddenly felt Ishikawa Rimi running into his arms, and a fresh scent of shower gel entered his nose, making him wake up immediately.

"Ishikawa-san this is"

"Didn't you say you could lean on me for a while?"

"Ok."

Feeling the softness in his arms, Takitani Ze suppressed his sleepiness and decided to launch an attack before going to sleep.

Although I don't know why she is angry.

And why did he suddenly rush into his arms?

But he felt that this was the quasi-emperor of the tea ceremony who was deliberately showing her jealousy. He took advantage of the weakness he had revealed at that moment, and planned to wait for the opportunity to find an opportunity, even not sparing some contact.

If that's the case, then he won't be polite.

Of course a little restraint is still required.

Whether it's because of the common understanding between them that doesn't make them sweat profusely, or because of the faintly appearing figure in their mind, just try it for a while.

soon.

Her voice came out of the darkness again.

"Who told you to take off your pants?"

"It fell by itself."

"yes."

"Well, it's because it's uncomfortable. I don't have pajamas here. It's uncomfortable to sleep with clothes on."

"Then why are you burying your head in my arms?"

"This is more comfortable."

"Ha ha."

"I asked you to lean on me just now. It shouldn't be too much to switch to me now, right? And I have always had the habit of sleeping with things in my arms. At worst, you can switch back later."

"Then why are your feet rubbing against my feet?"

"I'm about to fall asleep."

Ten minutes later, listening to the faintly steady breathing in her arms, Ishikawa Satomi looked at the unclear face in the dark, her mood still not calm.

Just after Takitani Ze's strange reaction just now.

Her jealousy began to cause trouble for no reason.

Even though he knew that this was a strong signal that was extremely bad for him, Ishikawa Satomi was still impressed by her sensibility, and became increasingly angry that he was lying on the same bed but had someone else in his heart.

This is obviously not normal.

When have I ever had this kind of mentality?

"It should be the reason why I have joined in and prepared to play this game with him. Since I want to reverse the current decline, I can only break the situation from the current passivity. In this case, I will go from showing the indifference that he likes to gradually It’s natural to like it.”

"Conquered by his empathy, he could vaguely feel that I began to like him slowly, and then he maintained his original intention, and then turned back in the end."

"If you want to achieve this goal, you must devote yourself wholeheartedly. Then I have found the reason for the inexplicable jealousy just now. It's just that I have already started to take up this game without realizing it. I will be a little more vigilant in the future. It should be no problem, we can start with that unknown person.”

She thought silently in her heart and gave enough reasons to believe it, but her emotions were still a little uncontrollable when she thought about what just happened.

Ishikawa Satomi turned to look at the bedside table on the left.

Even though the environment was dark, she clearly remembered that before Takiguzawa went to bed, his cell phone was there.

However, she still sighed after a long time.

Due to the risk of being discovered, her rationality finally prevailed, and she could only close her eyes helplessly in the darkness, holding his hand tighter, feeling at the same time that she could never deceive herself.

　Thank you to the boss in heaven and earth for the reward
　　Thanks to milfeulle for the tip

　　
　
(End of this chapter)