Marshal, your vest is off

Chapter 124 The benefits of liking her
"I don't care." Bai Xiuyuan said stubbornly.

"you!"

Cheng Qing was about to scold him for being stubborn, but when she saw the almost childish persistence in his eyes, she suddenly couldn't scold him.

She may not love him, but she cannot trample on his feelings.

She can't do that, otherwise, she will look down on herself.

Silence spread between the two of them until Bai Xiuyuan helped her bandage up.

"Qing'er."

Cheng Qing looked at him, his eyes dim and almost without any light.

"I'm sorry." Bai Xiuyuan felt very sad and said with heartache: "I didn't know that you were carrying so much in your heart, and I said so many things that I shouldn't have said to you. I was very selfish and wanted you to face your own problems. I also faced my feelings for you, but I never thought about what would happen after telling you this? I'm sorry."

"You don't have to say sorry. You told me what love is. I should thank you." Cheng Qing twitched the corner of his mouth and said.

"Qing'er, you are not a disaster."

Bai Xiuyuan suddenly said this, and Cheng Qing was stunned. Why did the topic jump back again?
"You are not a scourge!"

Bai Xiuyuan looked into her eyes and said these words solemnly.

Cheng Qing looked at him in shock, his thin lips twitching as he wanted to say something, but he didn't.

"Qing'er, if you say this about yourself, don't say I don't agree. Ask your brothers who have gone through life and death with you. Ask the people who have never suffered from war because of you! Will they agree?!" Bai Xiuyuan said with great emotion.

"I..." Cheng Qing was so choked that he couldn't speak and closed his eyes sadly.

"Qing'er, what are the benefits of falling in love with you? I'll tell you now." Bai Xiuyuan looked at her affectionately and said, "Do you still remember the first time I came to the military camp? That was my most embarrassing day. , and also the most desperate day.”

"That day, after my stepbrother died, I learned the news of my mother's death. At that time, I was completely despairing and no longer wanted to live. Just when I wanted to commit suicide, you appeared in time to stop me and then laughed at me. I’ll have a meal.”

"As for me, people have already arrived at the border. They have the courage to die but don't have the courage to join the army? It's really ridiculous."

"At that time, I had no idea of ​​joining the army. If I wanted to go to the border crossing, I just heard someone say on the way that it was the most dangerous place."

"And you, who didn't know anything, said something to me that I disdained at the time. It was your second sentence that saved me. Do you still remember what you said?"

Cheng Qing looked into his eyes and saw that he was injured and still kneeling on one knee to talk to her. There were some tears in his eyes and he shook his head.

Bai Xiuyuan showed a clean and warm smile and said: "You said, there is a difference between a person dying with dignity and a death without dignity. If a person dies without dignity, how will those people who wish me die laugh? "

Cheng Qing nodded and said in a hoarse voice: "I remember. I also said later that you not only want to die with dignity, but also use your glory to piss them off. Going to the military camp is the most direct way."

She had already joined the army at that time, and she suffered a lot of arrogance in the military camp. She dragged Bai Xiuyuan to a large extent just to find someone to support her, and rescuing people was just a casual thing.

Bai Xiuyuan smiled and said: "After I calmed down later, I realized that there were a lot of elements in those words to deceive me, but I have to say that they were eighty-nine percent true. After understanding, I love you and Hate also started at that time, and I valued dignity very much."

"Yes." Cheng Qing nodded numbly. There was nothing surprising. She had known this for a long time. Otherwise, why would this guy treat her as a good brother and argue so hard with her?
"Qing'er, don't you understand? Because of you, I saved my life." Bai Xiuyuan said.

Suddenly, Cheng Qing shivered and asked, "You liked me then?" Bai Xiuyuan's face darkened instantly, and the corners of his mouth twitched, "That's not true."

Don't say that he thought Cheng Qing was a boy at that time, just say that she was still a child at that time. How could he be so perverted?

It was just that Cheng Qing became special in his heart at that time.

Apart from his family and master, he was the first person he cared about.

"Oh, that doesn't count." Cheng Qing said.

"..."

After talking so much and being defeated at the end, what could he say?
It's really scary for smart people to get into trouble.

"Okay, that doesn't count. Let's talk about my return home this time. If I hadn't gone to see you before I left, what do you think I would have done after I went back?" Bai Xiuyuan asked.

Cheng Qing knew his character: no matter how kind he was to his friends, he would be cruel to his enemies.

The mother and son of the Bai family will definitely not survive. His father probably won't survive the last few days. He will be angry to death first and then be hastily buried by him.

Seeing her thinking, Bai Xiuyuan also knew that she would definitely not be able to tell, so he said: "My plan is to go back and kill Aunt Liu and her son with my own hands, take their heads to sacrifice to my mother and brother, and then go to my father's place Seize the position of the head of the Bai family and tell him that I killed his favorite woman and son."

Cheng Qing sighed, it was indeed like this.

But in all fairness, although this is unreasonable, it will give you the pleasure of getting revenge.

However, after the pleasure is over, this guy will probably hate himself, right?

Even if he killed Aunt Liu and her son, it would be extremely unfilial to anger his father to death, and Bai Xiuyuan was not a truly hard-hearted person.

He is affectionate, very affectionate.

Bai Xiuyuan recalled: "It was your words that made me change my mind. At that time, I instinctively listened to your words and did it subconsciously. But later, I really felt from my heart that you were right. "

He went back to see his father for the last time. He was not angry with him, but he did not say any words of comfort and watched him die.

Now everyone in the Bai family obeys him from the bottom of their hearts, and he has not disappointed his last relative. This is already the best result.

Cheng Qing sighed again and said, "I'm sorry for you."

Bai Xiuyuan smiled and said: "Now do you still dare to say that falling in love with you has no benefits?"

The topic returned to this topic again, Cheng Qing's mouth trembled and he said nothing.

Bai Xiuyuan looked at her and said: "Qing'er, I know what you are worried about, but what I want to tell you is, don't think so much. When you love someone, you have no choice. I can't avoid it, and you can't push it away. , I don’t need you to accept it now, and I won’t embarrass you like this again. Wait until you are sure of your feelings, and then we will talk about it. Before that, we are not lovers, we are brothers. "

"Are they brothers?" Cheng Qing's eyes were confused for a long time, but they suddenly became clear when he heard these three words.

(End of this chapter)