After I die, I rely on the merits of the live broadcast room to continue my life

Chapter 231: Reality

"Also, don't you hate Dad the most? I have been in contact with Dad for a long time. I took some money from you and gave it to Dad. You must be angry to death. You sell pancakes one by one. I give more than 1000 of the money I get out every month to my father. My father is very kind to me, and my grandparents praise me for being sensible."

"Did you hear it? I think Dad is right. If you were as sensible as me, you wouldn't have such a bad marriage, and I wouldn't have such a bad mother like you, so at the end, I I have also been a good daughter. Look how well I have done. If there is another life, remember to learn from it."

"As a woman, you can't fail like this again. Okay, it's almost twelve o'clock, and I'm on my way. If you want me to endure hardship, I won't endure hardship. Even if I only live for these 18 years, I will still be happy. I have lived a good life, unlike you, who always dwells on this regret and that shouldn’t happen, and will be depressed to death for the rest of my life. I live a beautiful life, I am just better than you!"

"One more thing, I already know that you have cancer, but I still bought tickets for the concert. You are not important to me at all. You are not as important as Xiao Huang, the stray dog ​​I often feed in the community. I know you have cancer and I am very sad, but when I think about it, you have lived for so many years and you have been such a failure in life. Getting cancer is God’s punishment for you, and cancer cannot be cured. Sooner or later, you will be He's going to die. It's not worth it for people like you to spend so much money on medical treatment. Hahahaha...Mom, can you hear me? I'm disgusted by your death. If you want to die so much, why don't you get hit by a car on the road? ? You keep saying you love me, but my family hates me and hates me. Huh! I won’t let you get what you want. Although I also died early, my life was worth living."

Chen Jiaojiao vented her anger and stretched her head towards the rope. Just like her, she struggled violently at first, then the movement became smaller, and finally she didn't even sway.

Chen Wenli thought she would see the ghost after her daughter's death, but she only felt a tap on her shoulder. Her whole body was sucked away by a force, and everything left her.

Her hands felt warm. She opened her eyes and saw the gentle-looking girl next to her. She began to tremble, her lips moved and she spoke with difficulty: "I, is everything I saw true?"

Nan Xing's face turned a little pale, and she spoke softly: "Yes, if I had not come, that would have been your original life trajectory, and your daughter would have died like that in the end."

Chen Wenli couldn't see what she wanted to see. Thinking about what she had experienced and seen, Chen Wenli just felt like a big dream. She wanted to say that it was fake and just an illusion.

But she couldn't say the words she was lying to. When she recalled her daughter's many abnormalities in the past, her heart hurt so much that even breathing was painful.

My daughter knew that she hated that cold family, but she still kept in touch with them.

She also secretly used her hard-earned money to subsidize them.

Chen Wenli felt that she would have died if she hadn't hanged herself. She felt that her lungs were about to explode. She felt that life was worse than death.

At this time, a pair of hands held her hand, and the warmth was transferred to her body, dispelling the chill in her body and heart.

She looked at Nanxing. Can Nanxing relieve her pain?

Nan Xing said gently: "Auntie, you have fulfilled your obligations to your daughter. You should live for yourself in the next life. Go see the scenery you want to see but have not seen, eat the things you want to eat but are reluctant to eat. Your daughter's grades It’s a mess, instead of hoping for her, it’s better to rely on yourself.”

What Chen Jiaojiao relied on was that she believed that she was Chen Wenli's only daughter. She couldn't live without Chen Wenli, and she looked down on Chen Wenli. She despised Chen Wenli and sucked Chen Wenli's flesh and blood as a matter of course.

Chen Wenli lowered her eyes as she listened to Nan Xing's words. She felt that her neck still hurt, as if the suffocation and pain from hanging still remained in her body.

She thought of the diagnosis and smiled bitterly: "Daughter Nanxing, don't lie to me. I have cancer and I won't live long."

She might want to try the life Nan Xing said, but she has cancer and she has no chance.

"Auntie, your cancer can be cured. It's only in its early stages. You have enough money for treatment. If you get the money back, you can cure the disease."

Nan Xing looked into Chen Wenli's eyes with firm eyes.

Chen Wenli couldn't move her eyes away. There were too many reluctances in her heart.

She cared about her daughter very much, but that care began to fall apart due to her daughter's ruthlessness. She looked into Nan Xing's eyes, closed her eyes and said, "Dear Nan Xing, thank you, but I don't want to give up on her just like that. I want to try again." ." She didn't tell her daughter about her illness. Her daughter didn't know yet. Maybe she wouldn't be like that if she knew.

Nan Xing nodded: "Auntie, I can only save you this time. Please be sure to save yourself again and again."

"Okay, okay, thank you."

Chen Wenli also nodded solemnly. She glanced out the window and realized that it was almost dawn. Had so long passed without realizing it?

Her daughter should be coming back too.

Nan Xing got up and went out with Nan Yu.

……

Chen Jiaojiao got out of the taxi and walked toward the community carrying her trophies in large and small bags.

She was in high spirits and in a very good mood, and she kept humming along the way.

After getting out of the elevator, she hummed: "The sky is vast and the earth is round...the sun, the moon, the stars...ah——"

As she opened the door, the humming stopped suddenly and turned into a fright. She patted her chest: "Mom, what are you doing? You stood in the entrance and didn't make a sound. You scared me."

Chen Wenli glanced at the several handbags Chen Jiaojiao was carrying. Chen Jiaojiao subconsciously closed them and handed a bag of apples to Chen Wenli. She changed her shoes and walked towards the bedroom and said: "Mom, eat the apples. I specially made it last night I bought it. I had so much fun with my friends last night that I didn’t come back. I’m a little sleepy and I have to catch up on my sleep. Please call me during lunch.”

After Chen Jiaojiao said that, she quickly walked into the bedroom. She threw her things on the bed and fell asleep without much thought.

And Chen Wenli didn't bother her. She walked silently to the kitchen with the bag of apples. She opened the apples and rummaged through them. She looked at her old and rough hands with thick knuckles and wrinkles, and tears fell down. In the pool.

A rotten apple was held in her hand.

It wasn't fake, it wasn't a lie to her, what she felt and saw was the truth.

This is like the rebirth novel that my daughter often talks about. She is equivalent to being reborn again.

People say that debts are wiped out after death, and it hurts her heart, she thought.

Even if she really owed her daughter something, she should pay it back.

She let go of her hand, went out silently, bought some good food, and came back to cook.

After cooking, she served herself food and ate in silence.

The pork ribs are delicious, the crayfish tails are delicious, and the cabbage hearts with garlic cabbage are also delicious.

She ate them all and was very full.