After I die, I rely on the merits of the live broadcast room to continue my life

"Gong Duo, if you can still recover, what do you want to do in the future?"

Nan Xing suddenly changed the topic and asked Gong Duo.

Gong Duo was stunned for a moment, and then she fell silent.

What does she want to do?She didn't know because she hadn't thought about the future.

All she could think about was to get better soon, but reality only gave her a heavy blow. She might be in a wheelchair forever in the future. As her parents said, she was too cowardly and could not live with her disabled legs. .

Compared with those people who are physically disabled but still live a tough and upward life, she is too cowardly.

Gong Duo was silent for a long time, until Zhang Xiufen and Li Jian, mother and son, faintly woke up... they only let out a cry and were knocked unconscious by Nan Yu.

Gong Duo was surprised and didn't say anything in the end.

Nan Yu went out to eat, and she brought it in: "Sister, do you want to eat?"

Finally, she asked Gong Duo: "Would you like to eat something?"

Gong Duo shook her head. She couldn't feel hungry. She couldn't take care of herself now, so she ate very little. After what happened tonight, she didn't want to eat even more. Her slight hunger disappeared quickly after being ignored.

Nan Xing nodded: "Give me a bowl of rice and some fresh vegetables."

Nan Yu smiled and nodded and went out.

A big bowl was quickly brought to Nan Xing.

Gong Duo's eyes widened.

Nan Xing didn't mind either. It would take a long time for a self-isolated person like Gong Duo to say a few words. She still had to wait. Why not eat when there was ready-made food.

Nan Xing's guess was correct. Even when she was eating, Gong Duo wanted to talk several times, but she finally held back.

Nan Xing finished a large bowl and wiped his mouth slowly and methodically. Nan Yu came and took the bowl away.

Soon Nan Yu brought another fruit.

Nan Xing asked Gong Duo: "Do you usually eat these fruits?"

Gong Duo's expression was really surprised, so Nan Xing asked her.

Gong Duo shook her head and said in a low voice: "Aunt Zhang said that fruits are too expensive, and she only gives me some not-so-good oranges or apples occasionally. She always says that she doesn't have enough money."

Nan Xing laughed: "Didn't you open the refrigerator?"

Gong Duo was silent. She rarely left the room. Occasionally she would bask in the sun on the balcony and listen to Zhang Xiufen's nagging for a long time.

She said that such and such dishes are extremely expensive now, etc. Gong Duo would be very upset after hearing this.

Because her medication and living plus Zhang Xiufen's salary would cost her [-] yuan a month, which was just an ordinary expense.

She has spent too much money, most of which she does not dare to calculate. She, a loser, will never be able to pay it back in her lifetime.

But why are there so many good fruits in the refrigerator, they all look fresh.

Nan Xing inserted a piece of pear and gave it to Gong Duo. She said, "This was sent by your mother two days ago. She also gave Zhang Xiufen 500 yuan as a bonus. I hope she can be more patient when she takes you out for inspection."

Gong Duo was surprised. She recalled the last time she saw her mother. She lost her temper and asked why she had so many expectations for her and why she had to take the exam. If she didn't take the exam, she wouldn't need to practice dancing so hard. It won't be disabled.

Gong Duo lowered his eyes. That time, his mother's eyes were full of anger and sadness, because she only said one word of death, and Gong Duo hit the wall excitedly, "die, die."

Gong Duo really wanted to die.

She has actually committed suicide many times.She couldn't get out of this predicament.

Gong Duo always thought that they must not want to see her, and they must regard her as a burden as Zhang Xiufen said.

They were even divorced, and they must be afraid to have anything to do with her.

Zhang Xiufen said that they never came. She often called her to ask them to come, but they all refused and said they had something to do.

But there are a lot of fresh fruits in the refrigerator, some of which can only be found in high-end fruit stores. It is impossible for Zhang Xiufen to buy them and eat them.

Gong Duo held the phone tightly, her lips pursed and looked pale. She didn't look at Nan Xing. She unlocked it and dialed the number.

In nervous anticipation, the call was not answered.

Gong Duo's eyes dimmed, and her emotions kept surging and finally disappeared.

She thought that the two people who came to save her would be impatient and they might leave.

They never said a word again. Were they disappointed in her?
In Gong Duo's various thoughts, the bell rang. Looking at the word 'mom' dancing on it, Gong Duo did not move.

The ringtone disappeared and the phone went dark, only to light up again after a few seconds.

Gong Duo still didn't answer, and the phone went on and off again.

Gong Duo made no move, and the phone finally went silent. Gong Duo's mother made seventeen calls and finally gave up.

Gong Duo was in a daze. She didn't know how long had passed. She felt that the whole world was incredibly quiet, as if she was the only one in the world. But when she looked up, she saw Nan Xing and Nan Yu again. She even heard the sound coming from the next room. Make some game sounds.

She moved her lips as if she wanted to say something, but in the end she remained silent.

Nan Xing looked at Gong Duo, and she felt that Gong Duo's inner wall was getting thicker and thicker. Why did a 19-year-old girl, who was originally lively and cheerful, finally close herself off like this?
Maybe she wasn't killed because of the concert, but because of other things.

If she doesn't want to live, no one can save her.

Gong Duo looks like a dull and lifeless tree. She looks good, but in fact she has died long ago. No one even knows when she died. They will only sigh in the next spring, how can such a good tree It's dead, why doesn't it sprout?
"Jingle Bell--"

The doorbell rang outside and there was a knock on the door.

Gong Duo looked towards the door.

Nan Yu had already quickly opened the door.

Soon, a woman's voice sounded in surprise: "Who are you? Why are you at my house? How is Duoduo? Where is Aunt Zhang?"

Full of questions, Sun Jianqiu headed towards the master bedroom.

Nan Yu closed the door and followed.

When Sun Jianqiu arrived at the door, he exclaimed: "Ah - what's going on?"

Then she looked at Nan Xing in panic and said, "Who are you and what are you going to do? Don't hurt my daughter!"

Sun Jianqiu didn't know what happened yet, but there were two strangers at home. The nanny they hired was lying on the ground and her daughter was sitting on the bed blankly looking at her. She only felt a pain in her heart, an unspeakable hurt. Pain spreads in my heart.

She didn't protect her daughter well last time.

Sun Jianqiu was afraid, but she still entered the bedroom, avoided Nan Xing's side and walked around Gong Duo. She protected Gong Duo behind her like a hen protecting her cubs. She looked at Nan Xing's wary face, She suppressed the fear in her heart and said, "I'm warning you not to mess around. I've already called my husband. He will be here soon. If I don't call him within three minutes, he will call the police!" "

Nan Xing said nothing, and Gong Duo asked in a trembling voice: "Mom, aren't you divorced?"

Her stagnant eyes had waves. (End of chapter)