After I die, I rely on the merits of the live broadcast room to continue my life

Chapter 73 The Cause
Chapter 73 The Cause

He slightly hooked his lips, with a bitter smile: "We are still in good health, and there are still decades to come. Parents will be envious when they see other people having children by their side. Parents are not the ones who want DINK, they only gave birth to you." , because I don’t want you to feel that your parents are biased because of your brothers and sisters, your mother and I are both in a multi-child family, and I don’t want you to bear the grievances we have suffered.”

"None of us thought that you would leave so early. During the year you left, do you know how many people told my father to give me a stepchild? Do you know what they said for? It's all for us It’s just property, they want to take the money, and they want to laugh at your parents who are dead, do you understand? Parents don’t need to count up three generations, your grandparents are all farmers, you have never lived in the countryside, you don’t know How uncomfortable those contemptuous eyes are."

"I don't know if you still remember. When we took you back to your hometown, those children always held you up. Did you feel that they looked at you with envy?"

Xu Mu didn't get a response to every word he said, but his expression slowly turned from seriousness to memory.

He knew that Xu Yuanan was there, but he couldn't see it.

"Son, if you were here, my parents would never have another child. After you passed away, we must choose to have another child. In addition to not wanting to face the ridicule of others, there is another reason. We are afraid of facing others. Can you understand your parents' loneliness?"

There is sadness in Xu Mu's eyes. Without children, they don't know what happiness is. No matter how much money is, it can't buy their happiness. Both he and Bai Nianci are not yet 50 years old, and there is still half of their lives to go. But they can no longer find the motivation to fight.

A child is not only a continuation, but also a sustenance of the soul and a bearer of love, just like an engineer who builds the most satisfactory high-rise buildings and a painter who draws the most proud paintings.

Bai Nianci's expression became even sadder when she heard this, and she couldn't help crying. The death of their only son dealt a heavy blow to their pride, and their backs were bent.

Xu Yuanan squatted in the corner, his numb expression gradually turned into pain. Hearing his father's words, he felt very uncomfortable, as if someone had opened up his dusty memory.

He lived a good life as long as he could remember, and he wore the best clothes. When he went back to the village in the countryside, when he said that a pair of his shoes cost 1000 yuan, the shocked and envious eyes of those people made him very proud.

His clothes are always good, and he can always be proud of his parents.

When he was in his teens, he could proudly say that he was the only child when he heard his classmates talk about the grievances he suffered because of his younger siblings or older brothers and sisters. He would never worry about those grievances due to partiality.

He has a good family background and is always envied by his classmates. His father is right, he has enjoyed everything he can enjoy. Why is he so indifferent and thinks that his parents should guard his loneliness for him?

Suddenly enlightened, Xu Yuanan felt that his soul had become much lighter, and the hostility in his heart subsided. Looking at his parents who were worried about him and their gray hair, Xu Yuanan's eyes gradually became distressed.

He wanted to say something to his parents, so he ran towards the kitchen.

In the kitchen, Nan Xing has already eaten fish and shrimp.

The fish is fresh and tender, and the shrimp meat is also delicious. It only needs to be dipped in a little soy sauce to be very delicious.

Nan Xing asked Song Yan if she wanted to eat, Song Yan shook her head, her affairs with the Xu family had already been settled, she would not eat a bite of the Xu family's food, and she would not drink any water, but this was her own petty hypocrisy, she would not say it out , and will not ask Nan Xing not to eat.

She helped Nan Xing peel the shrimp, and seeing Nan Xing's complexion gradually improved, she gradually felt relieved.

While Nan Xing was eating, she saw a black shadow approaching her, and she heard an urgent voice: "Master, can you help me pass the message? I have a lot to say to my parents. I was too selfish before. I shouldn't ask for a yin marriage to harm others, and I shouldn't feel resentful because they want to continue having children, please help me!" Xu Yuanan knew that Yin and Yang were separated and he couldn't talk to his parents anymore, so he could only beg Nan Xing, beg her Conveying what he wanted to say, he didn't even dare to think about Nan Xing on his upper body. Nan Xing is not like Po Liu. She has a golden light on her body. In fact, she will feel a little uncomfortable when she gets close.

Nan Xing looked at Xu Yuanan, and was a little surprised. Xu Yuanan's pupils were no longer pure black, except that people couldn't see him, he was no different from other people.

His emotions were all on his face, and his anxiety and distress could be seen in his eyes.

Nan Xing looked at the food in front of him and said, "Wait until I finish eating."

Xu Yuan'an thought that Nan Xing would not agree, but seeing her agree, he stepped aside.

When Song Yan heard Nan Xing speak suddenly, she was taken aback for a moment and then realized that she didn't make a fuss, and continued to peel the shrimps to Nan Xing.

After Nan Xing finished eating, Song Yan handed her a wet towel, and Nan Xing wiped her hands clean.

Song Yan said to Nan Xing: "Master, go and do your work. I will clean up this place and we will go back together in a while."

Song Yan didn't want to face the couple again, so she simply cleaned up the kitchen, and they could leave when the master finished his work.

Nan Xing nodded and left the kitchen.

Xu Yuanan followed her anxiously.

When Nan Xing entered the living room, he saw Xu Mu wiping his eyes, and Bai Nianci cried so much that he almost fainted.

Nan Xing looked at Xu Yuanan beside him, and Xu Yuanan said a little embarrassedly: "My dad just said a lot of things and made him feel sad, can you help them relax? I don't think I will stay here for long, I'm afraid that we will never see each other again in the future, and I don't want them to keep having knots."

After the angry thoughts in his heart disappeared, Xu Yuanan felt that he would not stay for a long time, maybe a few hours, or a few days, so he hoped that before going to the place where he should go, he would let his father Mom knows what he really thinks.

"Master, as long as you help me, I will give you everything I have in my possession. Those are good things that even my parents don't know about. Just treat it as my reward for asking you to help me. If you exchange money, you can exchange it for more than [-] yuan. That was a gift I planned to give them when I was still alive, but the onset of the disease was so sudden that I didn’t have time to explain it, and I couldn’t pick it up even if it was stored.”

Xu Yuanan was still sad when he talked about it. It seemed that after letting go of the resentment in his heart, he felt more and more guilty towards his parents. He also remembered that the gifts he had prepared had not yet been sent out.

Nan Xing looked at Xu Yuanan and said, "If you really want to thank me, then thank you sincerely. You didn't have time to send it, and they should be happy to receive it."

After Nan Xing finished speaking, she sat down under Xu Mu's surprised eyes, and she said, "Mr. Xu and Mrs. Xu, it happens that you are all three in your family, so let's clarify the matter at once, and solve any doubts together. "

(End of this chapter)