Anorectal department met first love, my agency died

Chapter 104 Dr. Han was also my psychiatrist
Song Shiwei had been restless all afternoon, wondering what happened to Zhao Rou.

After Han Yixuan sent her a WeChat message, she originally wanted to call Xiao Yi, but she was afraid that it would be bad if she called him at a critical moment and spoiled things.

Xiao Yi didn't know that Song Shiwei already knew about Zhao Rou's jumping off the building, and thought about telling her after getting off work.

In the afternoon, Song Shiwei couldn't help but send a WeChat message to Xiao Yi. He went into the operating room again and there was no reply.

Song Shiwei was waiting impatiently when he heard the sound of opening the door and stood up immediately.

"Why are you standing up? Sit down quickly!" Xiao Yi said quickly when he saw Song Shiwei standing as soon as he entered the door.

Song Shiwei sat down again, "Did Zhao Rou go find you today and jump off the building?"

"How do you know?" Xiao Yi was surprised.

"Dr. Han told me. What happened next?" Song Shiwei said anxiously.

Xiao Yi changed his shoes and walked over, with a slight expression on his face, "Did he tell you? It was indeed him!"

"It's really him, what do you mean?" Song Shiwei was puzzled.

Xiao Yi sneered, "I suspect that he was the one who encouraged Zhao Rou to jump off the building. Later, Zhao Rou wanted to see me, and I went to persuade her. I was about to persuade her to come down, but she refused to come down after looking at her phone."

"I suspected that someone was guiding her on the phone. When I asked her, she became anxious and said it was Dr. Han. He actually told you? What did he say?"

"He said that Zhao Rou was going to see you. If you didn't see her, she would jump off the building. He also said that she wanted you to say you love her and kiss her before she would come down. He also asked me to go over and have a look, but I didn't go." Song Shiwei said.

"She just wanted to sow discord between the two of us." Xiao Yi sat down next to Song Shiwei and held her hand, "Zhao Rou jumped off the building and then asked me to tell her that I loved her in public and to kiss her. It was probably Dr. Han's idea. "

"Then did you say it?" Song Shiwei's heart was raised. Although he knew that Xiao Yi had no choice but to say it in that situation, he was still nervous.

Xiao Yi smiled and looked at Song Shiwei with clear eyebrows, "Would you mind if I told you?"

Song Shiwei thought for a while, "It's a lie to say I don't mind, but I can understand the situation. At that time, Dr. Han also asked me if I would mind if you kissed Zhao Rou, and I said just treat it like you were saving a drowning person. It’s normal for people to do artificial respiration.”

Xiao Yi smiled, which was an appropriate description. However, if he really encountered a drowning person, he might not hesitate, but Zhao Rou would only make him feel disgusted.

Xiao Yi's heart softened, he held Song Shiwei's face and watched her slowly lean in affectionately. Song Shiwei's face gradually turned red.

Xiao Yi kissed her lips with great tenderness, "Thank you for understanding me, but I didn't say I loved that woman, nor did I kiss her."

Song Shiwei grabbed Xiao Yi's lapel, his breath slightly confused, "Then how was it resolved?"

"When I heard Zhao Rou say it was Dr. Han, I guessed that he was guiding her, so I said that Dr. Han was actually the one who really loved her. She was a little anxious and wanted to express her sincerity to me, so I let her come over."

"At that time, her cell phone rang again. I grabbed the phone and threw it out without letting her look at it. I dragged her over and gave her a shot of Valium before she calmed down." Xiao Yi said.

Song Shi frowned slightly, "I think she's mentally a little abnormal."

"It's not normal." Xiao Yi nodded, "She should have gone to the hospital long ago. I suspect that Dr. Han delayed her. She said that Dr. Han has always been her psychiatrist."

Song Shiwei's heart skipped a beat. He was also his psychiatrist before. Could he have misled him as well?

But he was still young at that time, so he had no reason to harm himself.After meeting again, I never sought treatment from him again.

Suddenly I felt a little lucky. Fortunately, I didn't listen to him later.

"Why is he like this?" Song Shiwei was puzzled.

Xiao Yi thought for a while, "The first time Zhao Rou came to see me was a month ago. I suspect that Dr. Han asked her to come. Dr. Han had already had evil intentions towards you at that time. Knowing that you were with me, Let’s start with Zhao Rou and want her to seduce me.”

"What does he think of me? Thinking that just any person can seduce me away?" Xiao Yi sneered, caressing Song Shiwei's lips, "I have always only had you in my heart, and I can't hold the second person."

"Brother Xiao Yi..." Song Shiwei suddenly felt a little uneasy and grabbed Xiao Yi's hand, "Actually, there is something I haven't told you. I'm afraid..."

Song Shi bit his lip slightly, "Actually, Dr. Han was also my psychiatrist before."

"What did you say?" Xiao Yi was surprised, "When did it happen? What happened to you?"

Song Shiwei's fingers contracted unconsciously, "It was when I was 15 years old, after I fell into the water in the park. I found myself feeling towards you..."

Song Shi swallowed slightly, "I have bad intentions for you. I always think about you, want to hug you, want to touch you..."

Xiao Yi was a little surprised, "So you liked me back then?"

I thought I was wishful thinking.

Song Shiwei almost cried, "But I feel like I'm abnormal. Even if I like you, how could I have such thoughts when I was so young..."

"I went to the psychology teacher at our school, and later she introduced Dr. Han to me. I went to his psychological clinic, and he diagnosed me with 'skin hunger syndrome,' which was caused by a lack of mother's care since childhood."

"You also know my family, so I thought he was right, and I have been receiving treatment in his clinic for nearly two years."

Xiao Yi frowned, "Why didn't you tell me earlier? You didn't even know about Shi Xing, right?"

Song Shiwei was on the verge of crying, "How could I dare to say it at that time? I felt dirty and I was afraid that I was a pervert. How could I dare to say it?"

Xiao Yi couldn't help but laugh, "I thought I was a pervert at that time. You think so too, so aren't we a good match?"

Song Shiwei patted him, "I was really scared to death at that time, and you still laughed?"

Xiao Yi hugged Song Shiwei into his arms, "Aren't you fine now? Don't worry, there is a psychiatrist in our hospital who is an expert in mental health care. I will take you to see him tomorrow."

"Yeah!" Song Shi nodded slightly and leaned into Xiao Yi's arms, "You really don't dislike me for having a mental illness?"

Xiao Yi shook his head and his voice was very gentle, "How many people in this society don't have mental illness? Besides, you have suffered so much since childhood. It's too late for me to feel sorry for you. How can I dislike you?"

"I only regret that I didn't care about you more and made you worry for so many years. You must have been under a lot of pressure in those years, right?"

Song Shiwei's eyes became wet. Yes, he was a little depressed for a while, but fortunately it passed.

Xiao Yi lowered his head and kissed Song Shiwei's eyes, "Don't be afraid. With me in the future, you don't have to be afraid of anything!"

(End of this chapter)