Anorectal department met first love, my agency died

Chapter 119 This idiot’s life
"Of course I didn't agree. They actually went to my school to make trouble, saying that I was unfilial, ungrateful, and scolded me with all kinds of unpleasant words, making me look like a joke to my classmates."

Xu Qingmiao's eyes were a little red. The hardships and the most embarrassing things she had suffered in her life were all given by her family.

She thought she could get rid of all this by going to college, but who knew they were so shameless that they would go to school to make trouble.

Aren't they embarrassed?
They don't have any shame at all, they only lose their own face.

"Later, I had no choice but to borrow money. But as a poor student, who would lend me money?" When Xu Qingmiao said this, her face turned gray. Maybe it was her darkest moment.

Xiao Yi didn't expect that she had experienced this before, and she couldn't tell it at all.

"I sold blood, worked part-time, overdrafted my credit card, and borrowed all the available website notes and online loans. Plus scholarships, I scraped together 20 to give to my family. I said I could only take out so much. If you force me, I will die and they will stop making trouble."

"But they also said that I only gave them 40 yuan out of a 20 yuan gift, and I still owe them 20 yuan."

Xiao Yi was a little angry after hearing this, "Marriage is your brother's own business. If you don't have money, don't get married. It's not your responsibility. If your parents are willing to pay so much money, just go and earn it yourself. Why should you be asked to pay?"

Xu Qingmiao smiled bitterly, "They just think this is what a sister should do. If I refuse to marry that person, it's my fault if I can't earn back the bride price, so I should pay it to them."

"Sometimes I really feel that it would have been better not to have given birth to me in the first place. My mother was right. It would have been better to strangle me to death when giving birth to me, so that I wouldn't have to suffer so much."

Xiao Yi had never seen Xu Qingmiao like this, and he couldn't help but feel sad for her.

Are there really such parents in the world?His family is so happy that it's hard to imagine.

"Fortunately, I successfully completed graduate school. At this time, my brother wanted to buy a house in the county, and they came to me again. They said that I still owed them 20." Xu Qingmiao looked bitter, and he was their cash withdrawal machine while he was alive.

"How can I have money when I just graduated? I still owe so much money. I just borrowed this online loan to pay back the previous online loan. The interest is piling up."

"They also proposed that I get married and go back to the county hospital in my hometown. They said that working in my hometown would help me take care of my family and my younger brother."

"How could I go back after finally getting rid of them? I disagreed and had another big quarrel. They claimed that they wanted to sever the relationship between father and daughter. To be honest, at that time I really thought it would be better to break off, so that I wouldn't have to suffer so much."

"But how could they let me go? They just talked about it. I graduated from graduate school, got a good job, and became their cash cow. How could they let me go?"

"They also said they wanted to come to our hospital to make trouble. I said you go ahead and make trouble. It would make me lose my job and they wouldn't get a penny."

"They seem to have regained their senses and think what I said makes sense. As long as I am still working and taking money home, I will always be their ATM."

Xiao Yi felt a little uncomfortable. He didn't expect Xu Qingmiao's life to be so difficult.

In fact, there are many poor families in China, but many parents think about their children and are willing to sacrifice everything for their children's future. In order to make their children suffer less, they would rather suffer themselves.

Parents like Xu Qingmiao are also the best.

"Fortunately, the treatment in our hospital has been relatively good in the past few years. I have also paid off my previous debts and sent some money back one after another. This year I gritted my teeth and took out a loan to buy my current apartment."

"Although it's just a small two-bedroom apartment, at least it has a place to stay."

"But now, my brother said he wanted to buy a bigger house and came to me asking for money. I still have so much mortgage payment."

Xiao Yi's brows furrowed, "They are done, do they want you to support them for the rest of their lives?"

"As long as I'm still working and as long as I'm not married, they can't let me go. But how can I dare to get married when they're like this? I'm afraid of being looked down upon. I'm afraid that if I get married, they'll go to my husband's house and make trouble. I really can’t afford to lose this person.”

"I would rather never get married than sell myself and give them the bride price."

"Then you can't waste your whole life because of them." Xiao Yi said.Xu Qingmiao shook his head, "Even if you get married, you may not have a good life. You have been in the hospital for so long and you haven't seen it through? How many of these women in the hospital are being cared for by men?"

"How many men are as considerate as you? Besides, you are now in the period of passionate love. Can you guarantee that you will remain loyal to Xiao Song for the rest of your life?"

"I can!" Xiao Yi suddenly became serious.

Xu Qingmiao was stunned and smiled, "Even if you can, you are only one in a million. I can't guarantee that I can meet such a good man. Rather than marry those scumbags, I would rather stay single for the rest of my life."

"At least I don't have to take care of him and then take care of his family. I have to cook after work, give birth to children, give money, and spend some money myself only to be forced to do it by my husband's family."

"Oh, life is short, just live it up!"

"Then you can't hide forever. They know you work here and will come looking for you sooner or later." Xiao Yi frowned slightly.

Xu Qingmiao laughed at himself, a little helpless, "I just want to have a good sleep tonight and escape for a while."

"Sometimes I really want to run away and go to a deserted place so that they can never find me again."

Xiao Yi looked at her, "Actually, you can, change your number and find a place where no one knows you. They may not be able to find you in such a big country. After all, do they have anything else worth remembering?"

Xu Qingmiao was silent. It was not that she had never thought about it, but could she really do it?

Chinese parents have this ability. They PUA you and ask for things from you, and at the same time they say it’s for your own good and kidnap you with family affection.

It makes you have to pay and understand their difficulties, and you feel very guilty if you really want to break off the relationship.

It's just struggling on the edge of pain, constantly cutting, and still confused.

Xu Qingmiao was silent for a while, "Maybe one day, I really disappear. Don't think it's strange. Maybe I figured it out..."

Xiao Yi nodded, "I hope you figure it out soon."

"Since you're here, I'll go down and check on my girlfriend and I'll be back soon."

"Go!" Xu Qingmiao nodded, leaned back on the armchair, and sighed heavily.

What a fucking life!

Xiao Yi arrived at the seventh floor and walked to Su Jing's ward. Song Shiwei had rented a bed and was lying on the side, pulling the curtain and talking to Su Jing.

"Weiwei!" Xiao Yi called softly.

"Why are you here?" Song Shiwei sat up. Su Jing looked over and said with a smile, "Weiwei, go ahead. I happen to be sleepy and go to bed first."

Song Shiwei stood up, Xiao Yi took her hand, walked to the end of the corridor where no one was around, and held her in his arms, "How are you today? Did you walk a lot in the afternoon? Are you tired?"

"It's okay!" Song Shi shook his head slightly and accompanied Su Jing upstairs and downstairs for various examinations in the afternoon. Now his legs were a little swollen.

"Go to my lounge and I'll give you a massage." Xiao Yi stroked Song Shiwei's long hair.

"No need, right? Will there be someone?" Song Shi raised her head slightly to look at him, the fluorescent lamp shining in her eyes seemed to be shining.

"No, Dr. Xu is in the duty room, and there is no one in the rest room for now. Go over there first, and I'll take you down later." Xiao Yi held Song Shiwei's hand.

(End of this chapter)