Anorectal department met first love, my agency died

The letter arrived in Lijiang, and it took several days to find out where Su Jing lived in Jingyuan.

After all, there are countless B&Bs in Lijiang, and it’s not easy to check them one by one.

Standing in front of the gate of Jingyuan, the letter was a little timid. Will Su Jing see her?
He stepped forward and knocked on the door. After a while, a woman wearing an ethnic dress came to open the door.

"Sorry, we don't entertain tourists here." Ji Hong smiled politely.

"I, I'm not here to stay, I'm here to see Su Jing. Is she here?" The letter was a bit sarcastic, I'm afraid others already knew about her.

"Are you..." Ji Hong had already guessed a little bit, so she still asked.

The letter's expression darkened, "I am Su Jing's...ex-husband, and I'm here to see her."

Ji Hong's face changed, "But she doesn't want to see you!"

"You haven't asked yet, how do you know she doesn't want to see me?" Feng Han said anxiously, "I searched for several days before I found this place. Just let me see her!"

Ji Hong shook her head without giving in at all, "When you called Song Shiwei a few days ago, she guessed that you would come and said she wouldn't see you. You'd better leave!"

"Maybe she wants to see me again now? Just let me in, and I'll leave after just one look!" Feng Han was so anxious that he pushed Ji Hong to break in.

Song Shiwei heard the commotion and came out, looking at the letter coldly, "Su Jing said she didn't want to see you, please go!"

"Song Shiwei..." The letter was full of pain, "How is Su Jing? Is she okay?"

"No, not good at all!" Song Shi said with a cold face, "She was tortured by the pain until she was just skin and bones. She couldn't sleep all night, she couldn't eat, and she was rolling in pain on the bed."

"How could she be okay?"

"I..." Feng Han's eyes turned red, "I know it's all my fault, and she deserves to hate me. But, I really know I was wrong, and I want to make up for it, and I want to take care of her..."

"You think too highly of yourself." Song Shiwei sneered, "I thought she hated you, but she said she didn't. She said she didn't want to waste time on people like you."

"You make up for it, how do you make it up? Can you make her get better? Can you make her no longer in pain? Or can you make her happy?"

"You have inflicted all the pain on her. How can you make up for it? How can you have the nerve to say that you will take care of her?"

"She will only feel disgusted when she sees you, and it will only make her feel more uncomfortable. Do you want her to die quickly enough?" Song Shiwei said sharply.

"I, I'm not..." The letter was so shocked that he was speechless. Song Shiwei's words were like sharp knives stabbing into his body, stabbing him to pieces.

"I just want to see her, I want to ask for her forgiveness, I want to tell her that I know I was wrong..." the letter murmured.

"But Su Jing doesn't want to see you, are you still going against her wishes?" Song Shiwei said coldly.

"Then, I'll come back another day..." Fenghan pulled his suitcase and walked away in despair.

Song Shi breathed a sigh of relief. She was really afraid that the letter would entangle him endlessly. Finally, he still had some self-awareness.

Back in the room, Su Jing was sitting in a wheelchair, with no expression on her face, like a wooden man.

"Su Jing..." Song Shiwei was a little worried, wondering if what he just said was too much?

Only then did Su Jing's face waver. She turned her head to look at Song Shiwei and smiled weakly, "You said it very well. You will scold him like this for me next time. I don't want to see him, not even to the death!"

"Okay, I get it!" Song Shiwei's eyes turned red. She knew that Su Jing must be in pain inside, but she just kept pretending not to care.

She didn't want them to worry, but she was also forcing herself not to be soft-hearted.Once your heart softens, your persistence during this period of time will be meaningless, and you will be so sorry for your efforts over the past few years.

She didn't want to be a holy mother, and she didn't want to forgive that man even if she died.Some people may say that reconciling with him means reconciling with yourself. It’s better to drink less of that kind of chicken soup. Anyway, there is no need to reconcile with him when you are going to die. You just want to fight with him until death, and you will be worthy of seeing each other!

In the next few days, letters came to Su Jing every day. Su Jing still refused to see him, so he sat at the door and talked to himself.

He brought some food that day, saying it was Su Jing's favorite food when they were in love, and he wanted her to try it.

"Su Jing said she doesn't like eating these anymore. Besides, these things are so hard, how can she eat them? Do you want to make it more uncomfortable for her?" Song Shiwei sneered.

"I, I didn't expect..." Feng Han's face turned red.

"Didn't expect that? What else could you think of? You keep saying you love her, but you don't understand the most basic aspects of esophageal cancer. You also said you want to take care of her. Do you want to take care of her until she dies?" Song Shiwei mocked.

The letter was speechless. In the past, Su Jing did all this and he just ate.

These were the things he finally remembered, thinking that they might arouse her memories of the good life in the past, but he never thought that she could no longer eat them.

It turned out that I didn't love her as much as I thought, so I didn't put her feelings first, and Feng Xin felt even more guilty.

A few days later, the letter brought some gadgets, saying they were to relieve Su Jing's boredom.

They were all thrown out by Song Shiwei, "Su Jing said she doesn't like this anymore, so stop being so sentimental!"

She squatted on the ground in despair and picked up the broken things. These were things she liked before. He even laughed at her and never bought them for her.

Now he remembered, but she didn't want it anymore.

A few days later, a letter brought a huge dove egg ring with sparkling diamonds.

He said that he had promised to buy it for Su Jing before, but when he first got married, he had no money and only bought an ordinary platinum ring. Now he wants to make it up to her.

Song Shiwei and Su Jing communicated on their mobile phones, and Su Jing said, "Throw it away!"

Song Shiwei raised his hand and the ring was thrown to the ground, stained with dust.

"Su Jing said, it's meaningless, just keep it for your future wife!" Song Shiwei acted conscientiously as a good messenger.

Tears rolled down the letter, "I will never have a wife, never again. I only have Su Jing as my wife in this life."

Song Shi slightly sneered, how many men vowed before marriage that they would be good to a woman for the rest of their lives, but then forgot their original vows once they got married.

How many men swore before their wives' sickbed that they would stay with her for the rest of their lives, but they got married and had children within two years and no longer remembered what their wives looked like.

"If I knew today, why was it in the first place?"

"Belated affection is worse than grass!"

Song Shiwei said harshly.

Feng Xin picked up the ring and left without a trace. He still remembered that when they got married, he held her hand in his palm and said, "When I have money, I will definitely buy you a big diamond ring, a pigeon egg, which is better than a certain one." A certain star wears it even bigger."

Su Jing giggled, not doubting his sincerity at all. She said, "Okay, I'll wait for you to buy me a big diamond ring."

But he didn't remember it a long time ago. If Su Jing hadn't been seriously ill now, he might not even be able to remember it.

So you deserve it, you are the one to blame.