After bidding farewell to the scumbag, I was stuck with a loincloth by the tyrant smuggler

Chapter 149: Fallen at one glance
Gu Yan's mind instantly recalled the appearance of a certain man. Indeed, no matter what happened, she was now thinking that it would be great if she could be as powerful as a man.

In Chi Fei's eyes, she was actually a little surprised that she had reached this level...

"Maybe I was bitten by a snake once and was afraid of the well rope for ten years. I felt that I really didn't care at all before, but in a new relationship, I will unconsciously think about it..."

"Well, this is what happens when a person's self-protection mechanism is turned on, so it's okay. It's the same for me."

Chi Fei also thought of a person in her mind, but for her, she might never touch that person again in her life.The only thing you can do is to stay away from the other party as much as possible and not give the other party a chance to hurt you again.

This is her cowardice, she understands it, but there is nothing she can do about it.Sometimes the one who is attracted first loses the initiative because he cares too much about his feelings and can't help himself.

She was sinking soberly, and could only do her best to protect her last shred of self-esteem.

"Actually...it's good to have a little regret in life. Although I couldn't stand on the stage yesterday, I was very happy to see you shining on the stage.

As for the injury on my foot, it's not serious, so you don't have to worry too much about me.

However, Gu Yan, I have one more word to say.I called you sister-in-law during the banquet just now, you and Mr. Huo..."

Gu Yan smiled and didn't mean to hide it: "We are both in love? But we haven't broken through the window paper yet. Adults sometimes have some tacit understanding and pretentiousness with each other. It's quite interesting."

Chi Fei was a little envious.

"It's so good that two people are in love..."

"But this time I don't think as much as I thought before. I just want to cherish the moment."

Gu Yan didn't mean to hide it. There was nothing to hide, and she didn't steal or rob.

Now, her attitude toward the sudden relationship in front of her is that she wants to cherish it, but she won't predict too much at the moment.

After all, when I was with that piece of shit Qin Yijing before, I always felt that when two people get together, they must get married and have a perfect result.But in fact, many things will not develop exactly according to your expectations.

"So what you're saying is that you don't really care about the ending between you two?"

Chi Fei knew that she had no sense of boundaries when asking this, but she couldn't help but ask because she had been distressed and troubled.

Gu Yan nodded with a calm tone.

"Because I think many things will end well just because you want them to. Instead of trying to get into trouble, it's better to let nature take its course.

If there are too many constraints in it, it will make you disappointed. If you don't preset the ending, you may be unintentional.What's more, there should be many things in my life, not just men. "

Chi Fei was silent for a while, and suddenly thought about how she should face that person in the future.

"If I had the same mentality as you, maybe I wouldn't be so entangled."

Gu Yan could tell that there was someone in Chi Fei's heart, but she didn't dare to take that step for some reasons.

"Senior sister, I think sometimes you have to protect yourself in a shell. Of course, this approach is not wrong. There is nothing to blame for being afraid of getting hurt.

However, I just feel that if you are happy because of it, then it is right, and if you feel unhappy, then it is wrong. "

hapiness?

Happiness comes at a price.

Chi Fei smiled bitterly and did not continue the topic. After all, the two of them were in completely different situations, so they could only have different choices.

"Okay, let's not talk about this topic anymore. After your internship is over, are you going to join your parents' company?" Chi Fei's words made Gu Yan think about it.

"I haven't thought about this yet. After all, I'm only a junior in college now. Although I already have autumn recruitment, I still have some schoolwork to attend to.

I originally thought about protecting my postgraduate studies, but later I felt it was unnecessary, so I gave up.Senior sister, you said before that you wanted to join Yanjia's company, was it to help Yanshi? "

Chi Fei was stunned.

"How could you..."

Gu Yan looked at Chi Fei's expression of disbelief and couldn't help complaining about the lack of heart during the banquet.

"He's stupid. He can't see that you treat him differently. He thought you liked Yanfeng. Isn't this just a random act of love?"

Chi Fei didn't know whether she should cry or laugh at this time.

Even Gu Yan could see it, but Yan Shi had no idea about it.

Secret love is like this sometimes, you are afraid that the other person will know, but you also vaguely hope that the other person will notice a little bit of your feelings.

From the moment she entered Yan's house and met Yan Shi, she lost her heart, but then...

Thinking of what she had done to herself during the banquet, Chi Fei's eyes flashed with a trace of loss and sadness.

"Gu Yan, can you keep this matter a secret for me?"

Gu Yan nodded: "Of course, this is your private matter, and I will never tell it to the second person. But I am curious, why do you like Fang Shi? His reputation outside is not very good, although it is for It’s just a pretense of keeping a low profile.”

Chi Fei lowered her eyes. She didn't know whether it was because the smell of the disinfectant in this hospital was too pungent, or because the injuries on her body made her more vulnerable than usual. She said for the first time that she had never opened her heart to others before. Listen to Gu Yan.

"At that time, something happened in my family, my parents died, and no one was willing to take care of me, so I was sent to an orphanage. Later, the old man Nian Zai adopted me out of friendship with my grandfather's former comrade-in-arms.

The first time I came to Yan's house, I saw Yan Shi in the backyard. At that time, he was digging a bird's nest in the tree in the yard. I thought he was being naughty, but I didn't expect that he was trying to save the bird.

I instantly sympathized with that little bird, so I also had a filter for the banquet that I shouldn’t have. Doesn’t it sound silly? "

Gu Yan saw the secret uncontrollable joy on Chi Fei's face when she recalled this past event, and felt a dull pain in her heart.

I feel sorry for Chi Fei.

"What's so stupid about liking someone?"

Chi Fei was moved by Gu Yan's tenderness.

"At this glance, I fell in. But I never expressed my feelings until the summer vacation of my third year of junior high school. I couldn't hold back and wanted to try to confess to Yanshi, who had graduated from high school. Only then did I realize that in the other person’s heart, I was just an orphan who was living under someone else’s roof. I was no different from Jin Qianqiao, who was raised at home. He also has requirements for his girlfriend, and there is absolutely no way he would like me."

Gu Yan couldn't help but frown when he heard these words.

"He may not like you, but isn't it insulting to say these things? Did he drink too much nuclear sewage when he was a child? If he can't speak, he can sew his mouth shut. What is this!"

This indignant tone made Chi Fei dumbfounded.

"and also……"

(End of this chapter)