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Chapter 114 "I hope you will be as brave as me and step out of your heart."

"That day was also night, and the sky was full of light. Looking at the light, looking at the light, it was like falling into a deep sea."

This was the first time that Gu Xing sang a slow song, with a low voice, the listener felt as if his heart was being held tightly, heavy and depressing.

"After that day, I understood that after the pain, the fog is like haze."

Gu Xing suddenly stretched out his hand and put it on top of his head, blocking the light on his face, "I can't see with my eyes open, as if there is a sea of ​​fog in front of me."

His fingers jumped on the keys quickly, and there was a stormy sound of the piano, and Gu Xing's voice sounded at the same time, "I think of that day, when your eyes were only focused on me, I suddenly felt courageous, Scatter the fog and move forward!"

"Far away, where? The future is confused again, and your direction is like a light, guiding me to find the direction."

He suddenly looked at the camera, and his eyes were conveyed to everyone's eyes through the big screen, "I have no regrets when I come to you."

This is the first time Gu Xing has expressed his emotions to fans so frankly.

He took the microphone off the piano and stood up, the lights moving as he walked.

The music sounded, it was a very soft piano sound, and when Gu Xing raised the microphone, a humming sound was added.

"Perhaps we will say goodbye later, maybe we will meet again later, time will turn, and we will meet again eventually."

Gu Xing's voice showed a trace of fragility, and the fans in the audience all looked at each other, why did it sound so wrong?

"My eyes are on your side, you are the paradise I want to go to." When Gu Xing sang, his eyes looked at the audience affectionately.

"Put your hope on the moon, and one day it will fall in your heart."

There was an uproar in the audience, and everyone couldn't sit still. This is obviously a love song!The most important thing is to have a taste of what you can't love!

Gu Xing ignored all these sounds and stared directly at Jiang Qingyue in the audience, finding that she had lowered her eyes.

He suddenly closed his eyes and sang affectionately, "Where is the distance? The future will no longer be confused, maybe everything will be delusional after all."

At this time, the music suddenly stopped. Gu Xing opened his eyes and glanced at Jiang Qingyue, then turned and walked towards the piano, singing as he walked, "I hope you can be as brave as me and step out of your heart."

Finally, he turned around and looked at everyone, whispering, "Go to the light."

When the song ended, there was a deathly silence.

Gu Xing sat on the stool with a pale face, showed a faint smile, pulled off the earbuds on his ears, and asked, "Does it sound good?"

The audience screamed and said it sounded good, and most of the people were still in shock. The lyrics in the second half were really intriguing, and he kept staring at a position in the audience, all craned their necks to look.

Gu Xing didn't seem to be asking these fans. He stared firmly and gently in one direction, "This song is the one I've revised the most since I debuted. It took me six months to complete."

Everyone stopped their voices and followed his gaze to find "that person".

"This song isn't just for you guys, it's for a person."

Hearing his confession, everyone was stunned, as if they couldn't believe it.

Jiang Qingyue froze there, her eyes fixed on Gu Xing.

But Gu Xing didn't look at anyone anymore, he sat on the high stool with his long legs on the ground, one leg curled aside and his hands on it.

His eyes fell calmly on his hands.

"Last year was the year I had the most rest. I also experienced many things, some good and some bad, but most of them were bad." He couldn't help but smile when he said this.

None of the people in the audience could laugh.

"The worst thing is that my leg was injured. Everyone probably doesn't know about this." Gu Xing raised his head and looked indifferently into the distance, "It was also at this time last year, during the 17 Carnival Concert. , during the rehearsal, because it was too dark, I didn’t notice that a piece of the floor on the side was missing.”

Suddenly someone in the audience began to cry. At first, it was only sparsely, but in the end, many people watched the shining people on the stage silently with tears.

He stood up and walked slowly to the side of the stage, "It's probably at this position, I fell, and I was lying there, looking at the light above my head."

There was an uproar in the audience, and they all cried and asked them why they didn't know, but they responded with a chuckle.

Jiang Qingyue looked at the thin man standing there.

At the beginning, she only heard the word that her leg was injured from Wang Lin's mouth, but she never knew it came from this way.

Gu Xingxing went back to the stool and sat down, "Because I didn't go to the hospital in time, my leg fell wrong. The doctor said that if I take good care of it, it may recover to [-]/[-], but I don't believe in evil."

He laughed self-deprecatingly, "I don't have anything particularly persistent in my life, music is one of them, but God made a joke on me."

"Perhaps it was because I was so pitiful that she sent her to me, which made me interested in someone for the first time. I don't know if everyone is jealous of me. I got such a good person. Destiny always comes again and again. Trick me once."

Gu Xing stared straight at Jiang Qingyue, "Maybe he wants me to taste the feeling of being in love, or maybe he wants me to let go of everything, and wants us to be equal before loving each other."

The audience was quiet for two seconds at first, and then there was a frenzied scream, which went straight to the sky. Many people felt extremely uncomfortable and began to abuse, scolding Gu Xing for being disgusting, telling him to shut up quickly.

Gu Xing said nothing, and waited until the wave passed before continuing, "From today on, I will bid farewell to the stage and you, and start from scratch. I hope she can let go of her heart and be willing to accept me."

"I have no regrets for you, and I can only go so far. I hope everyone understands my decision, and I hope you can all find the person you really like."

Jiang Qingyue looked at Gu Xing in disbelief, her heart seemed to be tightly grasped by someone, and half of her body was numb.

Crying and apologies sounded one after another around, and some people even wanted to get off their seats to go to the stage, and the scene was chaotic.

Liu Jiayin looked at Jiang Qingyue who was still sitting where she was, put on her hat and picked her up, and walked out with her.

Jiang Qingyue was dragged by her like an emotionless mechanical doll, expressionless.

In fact, her whole body fell into self-doubt.

She suddenly remembered a book she read many years ago, in which the protagonist Yang Fei once said, "My emotional dullness is like a house with closed doors and windows, although the footsteps of love walk past and come back in front of the house, I heard it too, but I thought it was footsteps passing by, walking towards someone else. Until one day, the footsteps stayed here, and then the doorbell rang."

When she read this passage, she thought that this kind of situation could only appear in books, but she didn't expect that many years later, this bullet hit her right between the eyebrows.

Jiang Qingyue doesn't think she has the courage of Yang Fei, she is too inferior, Gu Xing is like the moon high above, how can someone like her reach it.

People took "monkeys fishing for the moon" as a joke, and she was worried that if Gu Xing was just a whim, or after getting in touch with her deeply, she would feel that she was actually very ordinary, a local girl from the countryside.

She was afraid that she would become the next "monkey" to be ridiculed.

　The full version of the lyrics is as follows:

　　fog

　　that day was also night
　　The sky is full of light

　　looking at the light

　　looking at the light

　　like falling into a deep sea

　　I understood after that day
　　fog after the pain

　　Eyes open

　　Invisible

　　like a sea of ​​fog

　　Remember that day, your eyes
　　focus only for me

　　In an instant, I got courage

　　Clear away the fog and move forward
　　Where is the distance?

　　The future is confused again
　　Your direction is like light

　　Guide me to find the direction

　　I have no regrets towards you
　　Maybe we'll say goodbye later
　　maybe see you later

　　时间
　　rotation
　　we will meet again
　　my eyes are on your side

　　You are the paradise I want to go to
　　put hope on the moon
　　One day it will fall on my heart
　　Where is the distance?

　　The future is no longer confused
　　Maybe everything is crazy after all

　　hope you are as brave as me

　　Step out of your heart
　　towards the light

　　Lyrics are really difficult to write. I have been stuck for a long time, but I still write rubbish.

　　After writing this, the two people's personalities, backgrounds, problems, contradictions and conflicts are almost foreshadowed.

　　Jiang Qingyue must recognize her own feelings. Given the difference in family background, if the two of them do not make changes, why would they fall in love?
　　In fact, she likes Gu Xing. I don’t know if you can see it, but she is rational, restrained, and will stop losses in time. She has many concerns, so she must make changes.

　　Gu Xing also has to make changes. If he can't make Jiang Qingyue feel safe in this relationship, the two of them are destined not to be in the same world. He must pay many times more to comfort Jiang Qingyue. sensitive heart.

　　Don't worry, everyone, there won't be any vulgar routines, he is destined to be a piece of sweetness! !

　　
　
(End of this chapter)