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Chapter 160 The wind is blowing and the sky is cold. Fate! (First update)
Dongfang Hua kept walking back and forth in front of Su Ming. His laughter and joyful voice were completely different from his previous behavior of being cautious and clinging to the strong. At this moment, he was simply a different person. He was so proud. His expression and gleaming eyes revealed the secrets in his heart.
"Today I step into the Barbarian Soul. Since you have come to watch the ceremony, I will let you see with your own eyes how the Barbarian Soul Realm condenses your own Barbarian Image!" Dongfang Hua spoke loudly, raising his hands and waving them randomly.
Su Ming looked at Dongfang Hua silently. He didn't know much about this person, but after these days of contact, Su Ming could see that he was a little man who was as cautious as himself. While he longed to become stronger, he also wanted to show his strength in front of the weak. I also like to enjoy the feeling of being complimented.
"What he is showing at this moment is his true self... But how is this similar to the illusion I just saw..." Su Ming was silent and looked at Dongfang Hua for a long time before he set his sights on Chou Nu.
Chou Nu was kneeling on the ground, panting heavily, with a ferocious expression and a low growl, which gave off a feeling of rage and madness, but the cowardice and flickering in his eyes were not in harmony with his expression.
"If he is showing his true self at this moment, this ugly and angry person can add the word "anger" to his name. I don't know if this is the name he was born with, but if not, it means that he feels that he needs the most. , is a burst of anger...
Because he needs it the most, it also means that what he lacks the most is anger..." Su Ming murmured, and he vaguely felt as if he had grasped something, but there was still a layer of veil between him.
"What do I need most..." Su Ming closed his eyes, slowly opened them for a long time, and looked at Nan Tian.
Nan Tian stood there with his eyes closed, his expression changing uncertainly. He was proud, twisted, gloomy, and sneered. All kinds of expressions merged together, but the one that occupied more of his face was still the look of pride.
"This is a person who likes to calculate and play with his mind... I haven't had much contact with him, but through these few things, it can be seen that this person is very confident in his own mind. He always feels that he can pass through clues. Keeping people under his control, according to his consciousness, he has to follow." Su Ming looked at Nan Tian, ​​looked at his expression, and murmured to himself.
"And him..." Su Ming's eyes fell on Xuan Lun.
"He is a cruel person. This can be seen when Hefeng broke into the Hanshan Chain, he took out the souls of Hefeng's parents and relatives and crushed them into pieces.
He is cruel and vicious, and will kill people if he disagrees with him. As a powerful person who can open the world, he is above the blood coagulation. With his character, he will definitely kill a lot of people in this life..." Su Ming saw Xuan Lun's face. , with a ferocious meaning, as if he likes killing and is keen on fighting. However, under this ferocity, the trace of helplessness contained in Xuan Lun's expression seems particularly abrupt.
"I understand..." Su Ming whispered to himself in a low voice, with a bitterness. He was a very smart person. Everything expressed by the expressions and movements of these four people merged together. He couldn't help but understand that his own What is the answer.
“What you show off the most is actually what you lack the most.”
“What you most want people to know you have is actually what you most want to have.”
"Xuan Lun is cruel, vicious, and murderous. This is what he shows off and what many people know. But in fact, this is what he lacks the most. He may not have killed many people, but all this is for To hide his helplessness, he is insecure.
He felt that he was not safe and needed to show off his killings and let people know that he liked killing and that he was cruel to cover up his inner fear.
He needed to be cruel, so he saw cruelty, he was afraid in his heart, longing for safety, so his face also showed that hint of helplessness. "Su Ming said bitterly to himself, he understood.
"What Nan Tian shows off the most and what he wants people to know most is his scheming and his intelligence, but in fact, this is what he lacks the most...
He wanted people to know that he was deeply scheming, but this just showed that this was what he longed for. "
"There is a word "anger" in Chou Nu's name. What he shows as a person is often constant anger and a sense of anger. This is what he shows off and wants people to know... and what he longs for, because the real him , Very weak, very cowardly." Su Ming muttered, looking at the fear in Ugly Ang's angry expression.
"I really understand. Through them, I understand my heart." Su Ming leaned on the rock wall nearby and looked at the rock wall at the top of the passage with a wry smile.
"I am always indifferent and keep myself calm. This is what I lack and what I long for...I always don't want to think about the scenes in the tribe and cover it up with indifference, but this is what I want most in my heart. Fragile memories.
I may really have lost some memories... Why did the illusion I saw on this bloody road, that gaze and that sentence that appeared at the end make me nervous, concerned, and scared... Maybe, this It's exactly what I don't want anyone to discover deep down...
Like the fear of Xuan Lun, like the weakness of Chou Wrath. "
"So, what do I need most..." Su Ming asked himself, but soon he had the answer, because in his mind, when he said this sentence, that look appeared in his mind, which was the same as the one in his eyes. That sentence.
"You make me very disappointed……"
"It turns out that this is the real me... Then I want to know, who does that look belong to... why did he say these words... and what is the memory I lost.
Even... If I really lost some memories, is it possible that my memories have also been altered by someone... I want to know, is there..." Su Ming closed his eyes, his heart was tingling, and still He was afraid. What he was afraid of was the scenes of memories in Wushan, whether they had been changed, whether some of them had disappeared, whether they were fake...
As he walked through this bloody road, he felt like he had been baptized, as if he had been transformed and sublimated. This feeling was still vague to him, but it was real.
Time passed, I don't know how long it had passed, Dongfang Hua stopped laughing, but after a shock, he was stunned for a while, and sat silently beside Su Ming, with his head lowered, his expression dazed.
Chou Nu also stopped roaring and roaring, his angry look disappeared and turned into a void. He sat aside and didn't know what he was thinking.
Nan Tian trembled and slowly opened his eyes. His eyes were blank. After a long time, the confusion dissipated, replaced by horror and shock. He took a deep breath and looked sharply at Su Ming. After all, he had cultivated to the top of the world. After recovering at this moment, I have some vague memories of the past.
In his memory, he vaguely felt that among these people, Su Ming seemed to be different from himself. It seemed that in his memory, Su Ming once stood calmly in front of him and looked at him. At that time, he had no The slightest resistance.
Nan Tian was shocked. He didn't know if this was an illusion. He would rather imagine that all this was his imagination and not real. But when he looked at Su Ming, he saw Su Ming who opened his eyes and looked at him calmly. eyes, Nan Tian trembled.
"He has changed..." Nan Tian's breathing was a little short, he couldn't tell what Su Ming had changed, but he had a strong feeling that the Su Ming at this moment was terrifying!
This kind of fear is not due to cultivation or scheming, but just the gaze. Looking at Nan Tian, ​​Su Ming's gaze contains a kind of condescension. This is not deliberate, but a natural possession.
He never imagined that someone would just look at him. Just a look would make his heart beat faster and his mouth would feel dry and nervous.
"Is something wrong?" Su Ming asked softly.
"No...it's okay..." For the first time, Nan Tian felt embarrassed by Su Ming's words, and spoke hastily.
Su Ming stopped talking and closed his eyes.
Xuan Lun looked at Su Ming complicatedly. He woke up at the same time as Nan Tian, ​​and they even felt very similar. He also felt that Su Ming had looked at him calmly when he was immersed in that state before.
Even Xuan Lun was shocked when he saw the way Su Ming looked at Nan Tian just now, and his breathing became rapid.But there were still some differences between him and Nan Tian. He felt that all this was caused by him just waking up from the state he was in just now. It was not that Su Ming had changed, but that there was something wrong with him.
But no matter what, Xuan Lun still chose to remain silent, sitting cross-legged without saying a word.
Time gradually passed, one hour, two hours...
There was always silence at the end of the passage, and Dongfang Hua and Chou Wrath had completely recovered, but the dream-like memory was difficult to dissipate in their minds.
Until more than ten hours passed, suddenly, the entire passage shook violently, a muffled roar came from far above, and dust fell, as if the passage was about to collapse.
The stone wall at the end of the passage next to everyone was flickering violently, as if it was unstable, as if it could collapse at any time.
This sudden change immediately shocked Xuan Lun and he looked attentively.Nan Tian on the side also looked solemn, looking at the stone wall with desire in his heart.
This stone wall is a door, a door leading to the place where the ancestors of Hanshan retreat or sit in retreat. This door has never been opened for hundreds of years or even longer.
The existence of the restriction has cut off all outsiders' footsteps, but now, with the massive arrival of the Yanchi tribe, outsiders do not know how to do so, apparently trying to break the restriction at this moment and rush into the place where the ancestor of Hanshan is.
Muffled roars continued from above, and the dim light on the stone wall flashed more violently, and the faces of the people it reflected flickered.
Chou Nu, Dongfang Hua, Xuan Lun, and Nan Tian all focused their gazes on the stone wall, waiting for the moment when the Yan Chi Department outside broke the restriction, and the restriction here would also be lifted.
Only Su Ming kept his eyes closed, not because he didn't want to open them, but because at this moment, the hoarse voice from the vicissitudes of life appeared again in his mind.
"Come...come...I've been waiting for you...a long...a long time..."
"Fate..."
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