begging

Chapter 1614 is written from my heart after finishing the book.
It has been 6 days since the magic quest ended, and today is the seventh day.
Let me tell you about the life of Ergen in the past few days. Since the end, my temper has become more irritable than before.
I admit that there is something wrong with my temper. I am very depressed and sad, and I can't describe it accurately. This feeling I had when the Immortal Rebellion ended, but now that the magic quest is over, I feel it again.
It seems to be doing one thing for several years, and suddenly there is no need to continue, that kind of loss will drown people like a tide.I have been begging for magic for two years, and it has gone by in a blink of an eye. I still remember 6 days ago, the first day after the end of my quest for magic. I was used to turning on the computer and opening documents, but I couldn’t get used to writing the name Su Ming anymore, because I At the end of the document, I wrote it the day before... (End of the book)
Now six days have passed, and I still can't get out of the book. I know that this process will take a month, and only when I get out of the demon can I prepare a new book. Otherwise, it will be my fault for you. The irresponsibility is also the irresponsibility of my new book and even my creative life.
Seeking the devil, seeking the devil, seeking truth is a way, it is doomed to twists and turns and desolation, the devil is an attitude, it is doomed to be cold and persistent.This sentence was not originally written by me, but was written by a reader in a post I once saw on a Tieba forum.
When I saw it, I was deeply touched. It was the first reader I saw who truly understood the meaning of seeking magic.
Because my writing power is limited, because my knowledge is limited, and because my experience is limited, the things I want to express may not be well revealed in the story, but he still understands it.
Therefore, in my books, love is mostly pure. In my books, you can't see the slightest obscenity. Because of these, I don't want to write.
The intrigues in the book, the strong predators in the book, the dedication to friendship, the sole affection for family, and the loyalty to love in the book. These beautiful things, as well as the understanding of the world view, whether it is dark or light, are all my life. .
Immortal Ni, I wrote a story about a little person who was unwilling to accept his fate, fighting against heaven and fate, and getting out of the bumpy road. The story contains my youthful self-importance, my ups and downs in youth, and my middle-aged sighs. Vicissitudes of life.
Wang Lin's success is due to a lot of hard work, and his hard work is hidden under his bright clothes.
As for Qiu Mo, I wrote another story, a story that was alive but died in everyone's hearts, and died but lived in everyone's memories.
That is when he knows that he is himself, he is not himself, and when he does not know that he is himself, he is his own story.
It was also a story about everyone being drunk but he was alone awake, or... everyone was awake but he was alone drunk.
What is the devil? If I still care about the so-called words such as becoming a devil, becoming a devil, being a demon, etc., and why I cannot see the entanglement of the devil throughout the whole book, then that is my failure.
Because what I want to write about is not a demon, but a... pursuit of extremes!
This way, I see only one word to describe it, and that is the devil, like the 3000 years before the devil, it was outside the city of the ancient burial country, the choice of cutting the future or cutting the past.
And that she did not refer to a person, but a general reference to the faces that Su Ming had encountered in his life, the faces that he cared about and could give everything for.
Everyone.
"If you go on your way, you will end up with the entire sky, and you will be the only one in your world."
"Then what about your path, go on, and in the end, only you will disappear in the entire sky!"
Cutting off the past is the former, cutting off the future is the latter.
This is seeking magic, a path, a way, a way. When you encounter different things but the same experience, what will you choose?
In the book Seeking Demons, I wrote about Su Ming's choice, and that was also my choice.
Just like the change of heart in Qiumo, I also change my heart. What I change is my writing method and my creative method. If Xianni’s transformation of the world is compared to a stage of writing, at that stage, I call myself Huashen.
After a few times, my desire to seek demons changed. Under my deliberate changes, sometimes the traces were too heavy, and sometimes I felt confused. Until the moment it ended, until the moment I wrote the end of the book, I knew that I Having experienced a change of heart, if compared to cultivation, it is the beginning, middle and end of the infant change.
And the new book is my aspiration!
There are many regrets in the book "Seeking Demons". Because of the unsatisfactory initial results, I entered the stage of change of heart early. I was asking myself, and I was looking for changes.
Until I reached the middle stage of writing, I saw many readers saying that the early stage was good but the later stage was just so-so. But you don’t know, every time I see such words, I sigh.
I am sighing, a new book needs the care of many people in the stage of growth, so that it can grow better, and too many books and wait-and-see, I also have the idea of ​​waiting for a book to increase in number of words, But Qiumo made me understand that to raise a book, the author must also know that the word "raised" needs to be subscribed, so that the data can be collected, and the author has enough self-confidence.
Writing a book requires support and encouragement. Even if you are raising a book, you must order it in the early stages. Only in this way can an author look at the data and feel confident in his heart instead of being confused about writing.
These are all objective reasons. Subjectively, it is because the opening chapter of the book Qiumo was written savagely, which gave everyone too much discomfort and lack of physical strength, which led to few outbreaks and mental exhaustion. The tone leads to the depression of the full text, and all of these make me a book that I am very sure of. In the end, my satisfaction is only [-]%.
Therefore, I call the two years of seeking demons a change of heart.
At this moment, having gone through a transformation and a change of heart, I have the confidence to beat the drums and use my new book to sprint, beat the drums, and win the championship! ! !
March 3st, Ergenxian’s third book will be released. I won’t write too much about depression, I will make it very exciting for you to read. This is the book I decided on at the beginning of the creation. The tone of the book!
Because the next book, what Ergen wants to write is still Xianxia, ​​but it is more about a road to the sky. All the ups and downs on this road contain Wang Lin's rebellion and Su Ming's persistence!
That will be the final work after Ergen’s change of heart!Even the name of the book is no longer two words, but four!
Fellow Taoists, please wait and see. Here, Ergen also has a small request. If you are used to raising books, if you agree with Ergen, I sincerely hope that you can give subscription support and recommendation tickets when raising books. Don't waste and come to the book review area more often, because the next book, the ear root is going to hit the top realm, and this realm needs your help to succeed, and your help is enough to change the fate of a book.
2013, June 12.
Written on the seventh day after seeking the devil.
Ear base.
(End of this chapter)