The short-lived ghost of the Xie family has lived a long life

Chapter 223 Jealousy
In the Buddhist hall, Guanyin Bodhisattva looked down at this scene with a smile.

Hui Ru panted violently, staring at Yan Sanhe, her lips trembling, and her eyes flushed red.

And Yan Sanhe's eyes slowly fell from her face to her hands.

What kind of hands are these?

Even though he is now the head of a nunnery and has a nun taking care of him, he still has a pair of rough hands with unusually wide knuckles.

People with such hands may have had a hard time since childhood.

Yan Sanhe forced himself to be cruel and said the decisive words: "Hui Ru, the Bodhisattva is watching you!"

These words shattered Hui Ru's last bit of struggle.

She lowered her eyes and said dumbly, "Actually, I'm jealous of her."

No matter how smart Yan Sanhe was, he never expected this to be the reason.

The five poisons of monks are: greed, anger, ignorance, pride, and doubt.

Jealousy is a type of anger and is not difficult to give up. However, Huiru, as the master of Shuiyue Temple, has been practicing for so many years and still cannot give up even one word of anger...

"Why are you jealous of her?"

Yan Sanhe's eyes suddenly softened.

"It doesn't matter, there are only you and me here, and Bodhisattva. Bodhisattva has a big belly and can accommodate the world. She will definitely not blame you."

Hui Ru raised her head and looked at Yan Sanhe silently, feeling suddenly enlightened.

She never dreamed that the evil she had held in her heart for 18 years would finally be revealed to a young girl.

"Bodhisattva actually knows what's on my mind."

She choked up and said: "In the past 18 years, there has never been a night when I didn't confess the evil in my heart in front of the Bodhisattva. It's no use. I'm still jealous of her. I've always been jealous."

"Why are you jealous of her?" Yan Sanhe asked again.

"Miss Yan, do you believe in fate?"

"letter!"

Hui Ru looked at the girl in front of her. Her face had a calmness and determination that was inconsistent with her age, which made people inexplicably trust her.

So she said: "There are good karma and bad karma, and Jingchen and I belong to the latter."

That year, she opened the door of the nunnery with the old nunnery owner. From the first moment she saw Jingchen, she felt faintly uncomfortable.

That man was very good-looking, and more than just two words could be used to describe him.

The face is white, the neck is white, and the exposed hands are also white. That kind of white is not ordinary white, it is crystal white, so white that it shines.

She thought at that time, what kind of color would it look like with such a snow-skinned body and black hair, wearing the most beautiful clothes!

The old nunnery leader asked: "What is your name?"

The man replied: "There is a lonely ghost in the world."

The old nunnery owner asked again: "Why do you want to come to Shuiyue nunnery to become a monk?"

The man replied: "The road to this world has been exhausted."

The old nunnery master asked again: "Have you ever heard of someone recovering from a desperate situation?"

The man replied again: "Everyone who lives must be destroyed."

The old nunnery master's face changed slightly, he stared at her for a long time, and then said: "That's all, you come from the world of mortals, so I'll call you Jingchen."

Everyone on the side was stunned.

In just a few words, not only did people enter the nunnery, but they were also given Dharma names. This was something that had never happened before in Shuiyue nunnery.

And, in order to enter Yueshui Nunnery, she knelt at the entrance of the nunnery for five days and five nights without eating or drinking. It wasn't until she fainted from hunger that the old nunnery owner ordered someone to carry her in.

Because of this, the old nunnery master secretly observed her for three months before giving her the Dharma name.

"Miss Yan."

Hui Ru's eyes were dull, "Do you know what is the most unfair thing in the world?"

Yan Sanhe smiled faintly and did not answer. She knew that Hui Ru had the answer in her heart.

"The most unfair thing in the world is that no matter how hard you try, no matter how hard you try, you can't compare to that person."

Hui Ru: "You can't compare in terms of looks, intelligence, likability, and the scariest thing is that you can't even compare in terms of luck." After Jingchen came to Shuiyue An, it was obvious that the old nunnery owner liked her very much and said that she was enlightened. , have Buddha nature.

The old nunnery master personally taught her the Dharma. Three months later, she was able to sit down with the old nunnery master and discuss Buddhism.

From the Diamond Sutra to the Great Compassion Mantra, from the Great Compassion Mantra to impermanence, from impermanence to cause and effect, to reincarnation...

I sat on the edge and listened with both ears.

She could understand every word and sentence, but she didn't understand what they meant when they were put together.

She had to go back and ponder it over and over again for more than ten days before she finally understood the meaning of some of the sentences.

Later, she took the place of the old nunnery master and gave lectures to the nuns. Her lectures were even better than the old nunnery master. No matter how profound the Buddhist sutras were spoken from her mouth, she could understand them immediately.

The sisters-in-law in the nunnery all like her and hang around her. If anyone has something they can't understand, they all ask her.

"Did you ask?"

"I often ask questions and she always answers without any airs."

Hui Ru took a deep breath and said, "I told her that I was too stupid, so stupid that even the Buddha would despise them. She said that the Buddha would not despise stupid people, but would only care about them extra."

Yan Sanhe's eyelids twitched. It's not easy for someone to say such a thing.

"Does she know you're jealous of her?"

Hui Ru shook her head.

Yan Sanhe: "So, you guys have always been nice on the surface?"

"Yes!"

Hui Ru looked ashamed.

"In the three months when she first entered the nunnery, the old nunnery owner arranged for her to sleep in the same room with me. It was precisely because of those three months that her relationship with me was deeper than any other sister-in-law in the nunnery."

No wonder, Jingchen would entrust her with the matters behind her.

Hui Ru smiled bitterly: "The old nunnery master actually wanted to hand Shuiyue nunnery to her, but she refused to accept it, so it fell on me."

She will always remember that before the old nunnery master died, he held Jingchen's hand tightly and was reluctant to close his eyes.

And she also stayed by the side for a day and a night.

But the old nunnery master's eyes didn't even move towards her a little bit.

"Why didn't she answer?"

Yan Sanhe frowned: "There must be a reason?"

Hui Ru closed her eyes, "She said, Hui Ru is a down-to-earth person who works hard to make progress, but I am a person who is unlucky after all."

Yan Sanhe's heart skipped a beat. She said she was a poor person?

why?
"Miss Yan."

Hui Ru: "Do you know the four words "food that comes with a sigh"?

Yan Sanhe frowned together, "Do you think you accepted Shuiyue An from the old nunnery owner because she was a grudge?"

Hui Ru opened her eyes and looked at Yan Sanhe without answering and asked, "Do you know what I am most jealous of her for?"

Yan Sanhe shook his head.

Huijuan: "I'm jealous that she can pick up a girl better than me."

Yan Sanhe: "So Ming Yue is better than Lan Chuan?"

"That girl is either outstanding or lovable. She talks sweetly and smiles when she speaks and does everything. She has no temper at all."

Hui Ru suddenly laughed.

"You are in a hurry with her, but she is not in a hurry and even coaxes you; if she does something wrong, she will look at you with tears in her eyes, say nothing, and let you scold and beat her."

Yan Sanhe frowned slightly.

This temperament is somewhat similar to Mr. Xie.

"Miss Yan, do you know?"

Hui Ru paused: "Actually, Mr. Tang and Mrs. Tang were originally interested in Lan Chuan that day, it was Lan Chuan!"

(End of this chapter)