After the divorce, the ex-wife kept losing her vest

Chapter 846 Jiang Fan’s suicide note

Jiang Fan left a suicide note to Nan Song.

In the notes on her phone.

And Nan Song had no idea when he stayed.

Little song:

See the word as the face.

When you read this letter, I think I am either serving my sentence in prison, or I have already entered the underworld, and am in hell repaying my father and myself for what our father and son did to the Nan family, to Uncle Nan, Aunt Luo, and to me. All the mistakes you have made.

Are you still blaming me now?
You should blame me.

In fact, I knew a long time ago that Uncle Nan and Aunt Luo's car accident was related to my father.

When my father left that day, something was very wrong.The night before, he took me to drink and cooked a few dishes himself. He hadn't cooked for a long time since his mother left.He said a lot, saying that his mother was the most beautiful woman he had ever seen. He didn't know why she married him, a rough man with no power, in the first place. But later he found out, but he still couldn't blame her because He loves her so much, and he loves me so much.

He held me, drunk and crying.

I helped him onto the bed, and he was crying, still reading his mother's name, saying that he missed her very much.He held my hand and suddenly began to tell me that I must take good care of myself and you. He said that the Nan family was kind to our Jiang family and asked me not to do anything that would disgrace the Nan family.

The next day, when my father was driving Uncle Nan and Aunt Luo to Beicheng, they encountered a car accident.

It was only later that I found out who my mother was.

Aunt Luo is from the Yilan ethnic group, and my mother is also from the Yilan ethnic group.

She was Sean, the one who arranged to be with my father, who married him and gave birth to me.

With the help of Uncle Nan, I was sent to study abroad by my father. I received the sad news that my mother had passed away. When I came back, my mother had already been buried.

In fact, my mother did not die at that time, but was taken away by Sean. He used my mother's and my life to blackmail my father into doing things for him.

My father didn't want to betray the Nan family, but he also didn't want to lose us. In the end, he chose to be an ungrateful person between the two. In order to save us, he embarked on the path of crime.Fortunately, Uncle Nan and Aunt Luo escaped. They were so smart that they must have noticed something was wrong with their father.

And my father died in that car accident.

It's him, I feel sorry for the Nan family.

Song Xi told me the whole story and the truth.The moment I learned the truth, I almost collapsed.

For me, the Nan family is my home, and you are all my relatives. From a very young age, I told myself that in the future I would be like my father, the guardian of the Nan family, and like him protecting Uncle Nan and his family. Like Aunt Luo, I will protect you.My father is my role model and the mountain of my ideals. But suddenly one day, this mountain collapsed, and my faith was shattered.But my father did such a wrong thing because of me. I blamed him, but I couldn't forgive myself even more.

I was miserable and guilty, and fell seriously ill as a result.

Song Xi used hypnosis on me. She tried to draw me into their camp by lobbying that I was half-Ilan.She told me about the evil things my father had done and said that if you knew the truth, you would definitely not forgive me.How can I have the face to beg for your forgiveness?

I don't want to betray you, I just want to be a tree quietly by your side, but in the end, I couldn't even fulfill such a small wish.

Song Xi approached me because of you.

I know that she doesn't love me, I'm just a pawn she uses to deal with you.

But I really liked her, or in other words, I could feel the depth of her soul, because we are also despicable wretches.

I am her pawn, and she is Sean's pawn. All our lives, we have been manipulated by others and cannot live out ourselves.

I have tried hard, I want to marry her, take her far away, and resolve her hostility towards you.

But Song Xi rejected me.After all, she chose the path she was willing to take, and I had no choice but to stay with her until the end.

Since I have to betray you, I can only minimize the harm to you.

Qian Zhengwei and Miao Jiang were killed by Song Xi, and I was an accomplice.They were bribed by Song Xi and betrayed you and the Nan clan. They were all motivated by profit. They deserved the result.I asked an aunt to send the adulterated jewelry to Yu's appraisal office. I know that there is a man named Xia Hou next to Yu Jinwen, who is an expert in treasure appraisal. If he sees something is wrong, he will definitely report it to you as soon as possible. You will also Can peel off cocoons and find out the truth.

I was both the person who made the game and the one who was in the game. In the end, I died in this game, so I thought I died a worthy death.

Xiaosong, I'm sorry.

I know I have brought you harm, but I still want to beg your forgiveness. In my life, I have never thought of betraying you or hurting you.

The first time I saw you was among the flowers in the rose garden. You were squatting there with your trouser legs rolled up. Your hands, feet, and clothes were all covered in mud. You were as dirty as a mud monkey. I knew you were a big kid. Miss, I dare not come forward, but you have no temper at all. You smiled and called me "brother" and asked me to play with you. Your smile was so clear and beautiful... That scene has been with me my whole life. , is the sunshine in my heart.

You are sunshine. I don’t want to bring a shadow to your life, even a little bit, so I left this letter.

This letter was left for you by picking up your cell phone in the shabby room and opening the memo.

I have been writing the letter for a long time, and I have been debating whether to write it by hand or to give it to you in this version, but I know that the three letters that Mr. Yu left have become your shadow, and you will probably never want to see a handwritten letter again. , so I’d better leave it to you in this way.

Xiaosong, I like you.

This sentence has been in my heart for a long time, but I have never said it out.

I hope you don't feel disgusted and only regard it as a brother's love for his sister rather than a relationship between a man and a woman, but I... am not worthy after all.

Jiang Fan, a masterpiece.

"Pap", a drop of tear fell on the phone screen, blurring the writing on it.

Yu Jinwen came over and hugged Nan Song, buried her face in his shoulder, and hugged her out of the seat.

He knew that she wouldn't want others to see her crying.

Nan Song didn't want to cry, but she couldn't control it.

She never knew that Jiang Fan actually left a letter for her. He had been away for so long and his letter was so close to her, but she had never clicked on the memo.

It turned out that she had never truly understood Jiang Fan.

She had never known his pain.

Nan Song leaned on Yu Jinwen and cried for a long time, until Luo Yin and Nan Ningsong came over and snored Nan Song's head.

"Okay, stop crying. Is it normal to cry like this on someone's big day?"

Luo Yin was not gentle when she comforted people, but she made Nan Song stop crying.

Nan Song wiped her tears on Yu Jinwen's shoulder. As soon as he stood up straight, he heard Luo Yin say to Yu Jinwen: "Do you recognize Muzhou's handwriting?"

Muzhou?

Nan Song raised his head blankly and saw Yu Jinwen nodding seriously.

"Let's go then. He should be waiting with Gu Fang at Kasyapa Temple right now. It's too late and they probably disappeared again."

The clouds in Luoyin are light and the wind is gentle, but Nan Song's heart is like beating a drum.

what!
Teacher Mu...isn't dead?
(End of this chapter)