rich concubine

Chapter 1021 She was so important in life
At that time, Rong Yi simply thought that since her mother was good to her daughter, would it be even if she was good to herself?But, how can it be even?
Now looking back on every bit of the past, Rong Yi only feels that she was too stupid at the time and that she risked her own life and gave her heart away.

Mrs. Qin's gentle kindness to her was enough to make her give everything she had.

Thinking of this, Rong Yi couldn't help but laugh at herself, she said: "I have always been stupid. If someone treats me a little bit, I will repay it a thousand times a hundred times, because I feel that maybe I am not worthy of others being so kind to me, especially I am a person with no relatives, and I can't bear it. My father treats me well because I am her daughter. You treat me well because I am my father's daughter. Perhaps it is also because my mother takes care of Miss Qin. Deli, because I am the daughter of the Fu family, you will treat me well. I even narcissistically thought that maybe because we were destined, you really loved me. At that time, you were so gentle to me, and everything you said I keep every word in my heart."

Rong Yi choked up when she said this. She couldn't bear to say any more. She couldn't bear to open the wounds from the past, and then licked her wounds in front of her, pretending to be weak and innocent. She looked pitiful, and she didn't want to soften in front of her, but at this moment, perhaps the atmosphere was in place, and Rong Yi's eyes were not as cold as before, and she unconsciously fell into the memories of the past. Deep inferiority complex and powerlessness towards oneself.

Rong Yi actually knew what kind of person she was and tried to change, but it was difficult.

She knew that she had too low self-esteem and that she liked to deny herself too much. This was obviously wrong, obviously bad, and could be changed, but no matter what happened, it would still be like this, it would always be like this...

Her mother's neglect and hatred made Rong Yi sensitive since she was a child. She learned to watch people's emotions and be cautious. Human bones are hard, but wherever she goes she feels inferior and unable to stand up. Even though her father loves her very much. , gave her enough encouragement and protection, but mother's love is really important, especially when she is still a girl.

To be honest, she really envied the two sisters Changqing and Changle. They lived freely and freely. Even though they were born as girls in this life, they never treated themselves badly. They could do whatever they wanted with high spirits. They never worry too much about doing it. In their world, they live with confidence and freedom.

But what she envied more was Qin Dailong, not for her life experience, but for having a mother who loved her since she was a child. That was what Rong Yi had been pursuing for half her life.

No one's heart is cold, and neither is Mrs. Qin. No matter how many wrong things he did to Rong Yi, no matter how much he took advantage of Rong Yi, after all, it was the child he watched grow up that made him feel unbearable.

Especially in these days, she also woke up and knew that she had done something wrong. Although as the wife of a princess, she did not want to admit many mistakes, but when Rong Yi softened in front of her, she looked at her with pitiful eyes. When I was alone, I really felt a kind of heartache filling my heart. She was not really heartless.

"Rongyi, my kindness to you at that time was not completely false. I remember that you were very cute and lovable when you were a child. If you bumped into each other, I would really feel sorry for you. I took advantage of you, but But it doesn’t mean that all my kindness to you has a purpose. When you were both young, I couldn’t have predicted what happened today.”

Her voice is still gentle. In the dreams of many nights when she was a child, Rong Yi dreamed not of her mother, but of her. Many nights, she fell asleep thinking of her smile and voice. At that time, she longed for maternal love and liked her so much. I feel so chilled and scared right now.

Now whether what she said is true or false, Rong Yi doesn't even want to tell it, because once the seeds of doubt and disappointment are planted, they cannot be easily removed, especially when she was so important in her life.

Seeing that her expression was dull, but she looked like she didn't care anymore, Mrs. Qin knew that she didn't believe it, so she became a little anxious. She said, "It's already today, and I don't need to lie to you anymore. Everything I said is It's true, I'm not all deceiving and using you." Then, she talked about every detail of Rong Yi's childhood, and wanted to reminisce with her and pick up those memories...

There was indeed a fluctuation in Rong Yi's eyes. After recalling it, she smiled and said, "Yes, it was so good at that time. How good would it be if you didn't bully me or lie to me?"

Then, she raised her head and looked at Mrs. Qin, and asked what was in her heart: "You have always been very generous to your servants, and you have always said that although we are slaves, we are all your family and members of your Qin family. , I will definitely not be treated harshly. You also said that you love me like a daughter. Are these your true words, or are you saying them to deceive us?"

Mrs. Qin paused. She knew that whether the answer was yes or no to this question, it would hit her hard in the face.

If so, everything she has done to Rong Yi over the years cannot be called good.

If not, wouldn't she become a hypocritical villain all the time?

She was silent for a long time and then said: "Those words are not lies, but I also know that you will definitely not believe me if I say this. I can only tell you that I once truly loved you and treated you as if I were my own child." Just like a daughter, but no matter how much I love you, Delon is my real daughter. She is the daughter I gave birth to with my ten months' pregnancy. She is my only and last daughter. I just love you no matter how much you like me. You, I...I am just a selfish mother."

"..."

Mrs. Qin's eyes were filled with water. She suddenly leaned forward and held Rong Yi's hand. She said, "You are also a mother now. I heard that you were very dangerous when you were twins, and you almost died." Damn it, you also know what it's like to be a mother. When you look at your child, as a mother now, can't you understand me? As a mother, if your child has a problem at 01:30, Can you really still stay sane?"

Rong Yi looked at her still slender hand and pulled her hand back silently. She took a deep breath, then looked at her seriously and said to her seriously: "I won't let anything happen to my child." Problems, if in the future, there will inevitably be problems that they cannot avoid, I will never ignore my conscience and do those things that are harmful to nature, let alone sacrifice others to fulfill my children. In this world, the world They are all raised by my mother's biological parents, so I have no reason to do that, and similarly, Mrs. Qin, you have no reason to do so."

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(End of this chapter)