rich concubine

Chapter 1031 Everyone grows up in an instant
Mrs. Lu's words made Ruyi feel even more sad. In fact, mother and daughter rarely had time to talk about the past together like this.

As for Ruyi herself, she rarely recalls that past, as if those days in the palace were like a flood of memories that would swallow her up. That was something she was extremely unwilling to look back on. , I wish I could remove it from my mind, as if there has never been such a story in my life.

In the adult world, there is always a lot of helplessness. Ruyi knows that as the legitimate daughter of the Lu family, she will naturally have to bear more and deeper things. However, when she encounters something that she cannot make up her mind about, someone will help her at this time. They forced her to move forward, pushing her to take a road that she didn't even know where it would lead to. Only then did she realize how terrible life was. She had no confidence in the future at all, and she had no confidence in her own path. There is no certainty about the road at all.

But there was always a pair of hands behind her, pushing her forward. No matter whether there were thorns or cliffs ahead, the hand behind her never stopped.

She felt that her current life was full of uncertainty. She didn't know whether she should stay where she was, or follow the push of the hand behind her and move forward bit by bit, heading towards a place she was not sure about.

People grow up overnight. When did she grow up?It was probably at the moment when she was sent to the capital, and at a certain moment when she was sitting on the carriage, that she suddenly understood many things and stopped struggling. It was not because she accepted everything, but because she had already turned her back. Her hand compromised, and she knew that she had no other choice, let alone a way out.

The cost of growing up is undoubtedly cruel. I don’t know when she started to learn to hide her thoughts and not tell others, not even her own mother.

She was ready to be arranged by fate, but when she was about to take the final step, fate played another big joke on her, as if she was a chess piece at the mercy of others, tossing and turning.

Just like now, she obviously doesn't agree with some things and doesn't feel happy, but when faced with her mother, she has no desire to refute. Maybe it's not because she doesn't know how to refute, but because she knows that there is no need to refute. If it works, then just don’t talk about it.

Lu Ruyi pulled the quilt over her head, intending to hold herself in it, but within three seconds, she suddenly pulled the quilt away, her eyes bright, and she said: "But what about now? Now my mother has worked hard to bring Jiang and I together. Shunyi, are you really thinking about my wishes? Or are you thinking about the Lu family?"

This time, Mrs. Lu stopped talking. She could have said it originally, even if it was just nonsense, she could pull it out, but she suddenly couldn't say it, and she didn't want to say it anymore.

She knew that her daughter understood. No matter how many words she used to coax her, she would still be able to tell. If she continued to use those words to coax her, wouldn't she be treating her as a fool?

My daughter is no longer young after all...

Lu Ruyi waited for a long time, and when she felt sleepy, she didn't even wait for a word from her mother, but she already had the answer in her heart. She knew that her mother wanted her and Jiang Shunyi to have a relationship, not just because she fell in love with him, It was more for the sake of the entire An Ning Palace behind Jiang Shunyi, and the royal power of the eldest princess, but she herself had been unwilling to admit it, and she still held on to a glimmer of hope, deceiving herself and others.

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(End of this chapter)