rich concubine

Chapter 1069 Confused by Love

She seemed to have never told anyone that she actually cared about her identity very much. She did not feel inferior to her life experience, but the word "concubine" came to her head, which made her breathless.

It's not that she looked down on her "concubine", but she never thought that she would reach this point. She thought that no matter what, she had a choice and the right to say "no", but the facts told her that she was naive .

But she knew that this was fate, she could not escape or avoid it, so she was destined to live like this, staying with the man she loved with an identity she didn't like.

The man she loves...

Yes, she was finally tempted, and being tempted meant that she had already compromised, compromising everything in the past and everything in the future, not just for the two children, but also for herself. She knew that some of the things she clung to, It was passing away quietly, and apart from the fear and uneasiness, there was also a bit of hope and sweetness in my heart.

She had never been crazy before, so she wanted to be crazy about this once. Even if some of the feelings were forced by the man, which she originally didn't want, in the end, when she found out that she was tempted, she knew that no matter what, It was impossible for her to hide her thoughts, so she made the decision to surrender her body and mind with her own courage.

So... I no longer worry about whether I am a concubine or not.

She is self-aware and aware of her identity. She can stay by his side, and that's all. He has given her the supreme honor, the treatment that a decent lady should have, and all the kindness he treats her. If you use your heart, this will be enough.

Some things are extravagant hopes and delusions. Rong Yi is not a dreamer, so he doesn't want to stop daydreaming like that.

She now spoke out all her inner thoughts, just to tell Changqing that she was not as indifferent as she seemed on the surface. She was also unwilling and unwilling. In fact, there was nothing to envy. Everyone in the world would regard her as unwilling. When the good side comes out, who would pull out the scars and show them to others?

Changqing's eyes moved slightly, as if there were millions of emotions flowing in them, and they were deeply suppressed by her.

She lowered her head and said in a low voice: "This is the first time I hear you say this. I believe what you say, but I don't know how to comfort you. Even I don't know how to persuade myself to explain that I understand."

Being confused by love is often the most annoying thing.

I don't know how long they stayed in the flower hall. When Hua Liu went to say hello, the two of them realized that the sky had darkened at some point. It seemed that it had been dark for a long time...

Hualiu said: "His Royal Highness said that it was getting late, and he had prepared a guest room in the courtyard for the eldest lady to rest, and also prepared a room for the wife. He said that it was dark, the roads were slippery, and the snow was deep, so it was not safe for the wife to go back at night. , and asked the lady to rest here, so there is no need to go back tonight."

Rong Yi was slightly stunned. Let’s not talk about whether she can go back or not, let’s talk about Changqing...

Rong Yi looked at her and saw that Chang Qing's eyes were awake, and there was no longer the panic and helplessness just now. She stood up, it was time to say goodbye, and said: "Thank you for your kindness, Your Highness, but my home is in Beijing, and Chang Qing is not away." The reason for staying overnight is that the journey home is not far, I will just go back."

Rong Yi thought Hualiu was going to stop him, and Chang Qing thought so too. After all...it was dark, the road was slippery, the snow was deep, and it was difficult to move. It was really the best excuse.

But Hualiu nodded and said: "Everything is in compliance with the wishes of the eldest lady. His Highness said that the lady is willing to rest in the courtyard, and the people below will do their best to take care of her. But if the eldest lady wants to go back, the palace will not The reason for forcing a guest to stay overnight.”

The words were not finished here. She smiled, looked into Chang Qing's clear eyes, and said: "His Highness is also going back to the Prince's Mansion, so I am going back with the eldest lady. The eldest lady can go back with His Highness."

It turned out that she was waiting here.

Chang Qing's eyes suddenly turned dark and deep, and he couldn't tell what he felt in his heart, but it wasn't comfortable at all.

Having said this, she had no room for anything else, so she just took a deep breath and nodded.It was late at night, and Rong Yi sent Chang Qing to the door. When she saw her walking out side by side with His Highness, they looked very right from the back. For a moment, she felt that she was about to sigh out all the breath in her life. .

Hua Xin was still waiting at the side. When Chang Qing's figure walked away and was out of sight around the corner, she said: "Madam, I will serve you to wash up!"

Rong Yi: "..."

Good guy, asking her to stay overnight is actually true.

Changqing went back, and Rongyi didn't stay in Ronghuayuan. She asked Huaxin: "Has His Highness been settled?"

Hua Xin's face suddenly turned red. She hesitated and said, "The prince is still in the house. I don't think he can put him there for a while. His Highness has told me to let the lady rest here with peace of mind until she has breakfast tomorrow." It’s not too late to go back when the sky is clear.”

The prince is still in the house...

Looking at the girl's red cheeks again, Rong Yi understood something. She turned away and coughed unnaturally. When she turned back, she was already calm. She said, "In that case, I will go back too. I After this pregnancy, there are a lot of things at night, and I have the habit of recognizing the bed. I am afraid that if I suddenly change the place, I will not be able to sleep, and the two little guys will have to watch me at night before they want to sleep. "

Hua Xin was stunned for a moment. The eldest princess had told her that if the eldest lady didn't want to stay the night, she could be sent out of the house, but she didn't say that if the lady didn't want to stay the night, what should she do?

Seeing that she was still hesitant, Rong Yi showed a gentle smile and said, "It's okay. Just ask two more people to carry lanterns to take me back. I'm very familiar with the way back and forth, so don't worry."

Hua Xin couldn't resist Rong Yi's words, and felt that some of her words made sense.

For example, what should be focused on tonight is the eldest princess and the prince. If another pregnant woman lives in the hospital, it will probably distract a lot of attention.

Finally, after some mental struggle, Hua Xin called a few maids with good eyesight and some strength. Three of them stood on either side of Rong Yi, holding lanterns, and sent her back.

This road is really clear. Even if you want to bump into it, you won't have this chance.

After she was delivered, Hua Xin felt relieved to go back after watching her bathe and rest. It was a good deal!

But after returning home, she waited and waited until the lights in His Highness' room were turned off and the prince had not come out yet. Finally, Aunt Lin couldn't stand it anymore and pulled her away. She said angrily and funny: "What are you waiting for?" ? The prince and His Highness have been settled, don’t tell me that you are still waiting to go in and report to His Highness about the wife’s situation, right?”

Hua Xin felt a little guilty: "His Highness said that the lady's affairs should be reported to her."

After saying that, she thought to herself, now seems like it’s not the right time to say it, right?

Nanny Lin laughed angrily at her, stretched out her finger and poked her head gently, and shook her head helplessly.

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(End of this chapter)