rich concubine

Chapter 1215 If I could find you earlier
The flying knife was very sharp, and there were no patterns on the surface. The lines looked smooth and comfortable, and it seemed to be alive in her hand. It flew around without scratching her hand.

Rong Yi swallowed the tea and said, "Can you still use a throwing knife?"

Changqing raised his head and glanced at her, and said, "I know a little bit. When I was traveling in the world, I learned a little bit about everything, and I'm not very good at it."

Rong Yi held her chin up, with a little envy in her eyes. She said, "You are so amazing. You can do everything. It would be great if I could be like you. I can travel thousands of miles and see different scenery. I have always They were all wandering around in the square yard and never had a chance to step out. Even if they did, they couldn't appreciate the scenery in this world."

Changqing looked up at her, and after a moment of silence he said, "Everyone's life will be different. You have your own good, and I have mine. You envy me for being able to go out, and I also envy your current life."

Rong Yi doesn't understand, what's there to be envious about?
She is the eldest daughter of the family, what does she want?
She said: "To be honest, my life used to be too smooth. I got whatever I wanted. Most of my family members supported me. But whatever I wanted to learn or do, nothing went wrong for me. So now it's hard for me." For me, the difference is still too big, because I can no longer do whatever I want."

"..."

"I envy you. Not only do I envy you for living a good life in the big house, but I also envy the relationship between you and the general. At least you two love each other. No matter what, as long as these four words are there, it is already very impressive. I am content and envious.”

After all, she still couldn't escape the word love, and she still wasn't sure about the future. Rongyi didn't know how to persuade her about such things. As she said, the life that everyone will face is different. Her experiences are different, and her character is even different. My own opinions may not be useful to her, but I still have to pick up some positive things to say and listen to her, and at least have a good attitude.

Then he said: "You all know that the matter between me and the general was not so smooth at the beginning. At that time, I thought, what else can I do? He is the general, what else can I do except obey? But after being with him for a long time and experiencing a lot, I discovered how good he is. Gradually, I stopped making excuses and learned to accept it. Then I discovered that many things were actually not as bad as I thought before, so I tried to change myself. , you will find that another way of life may not be bad. The person who appears in life, who is not favored at the beginning, may be a good person."

She took a breath, thinking about her experience in the palace, and said: "I was a low-key person in the palace, and I didn't feel better at the beginning. It wasn't because others had a hard time, but I always had a knot in my heart. But later , over time, I slowly adapted to it, and everything got better. Now I can walk around in the palace without being afraid of things. This can be regarded as a breakthrough."

Changqing looked at her, his eyes wandering, and after a while he said: "If I could have met you earlier, found you earlier, I wouldn't have let you go through this, I would have given you the right to choose, no matter who it was I can't force you, I always feel that the two of us being together should be a natural thing that comes naturally between you and me... It's a pity that I'm still a step too late."

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(End of this chapter)