rich concubine

Chapter 1345 I am destined to let you down

Rong Yi glanced at the hourglass on the table and said, "It's been two hours."

Jiang Shunxiao paused for a moment. It was not uncommon for him to work all day and all night on weekdays, but now that he had been sitting quietly in the room for two hours, it already felt like a long time had passed.

He put down his pen, rubbed his eyebrows, and then looked up at Rong Yi. She was recording the last few items in a book and packing them away in a brocade box. He said, "You didn't need to sort these things out. You've been sitting here for a long time." , must be very tired."

Rong Yi smiled: "These are all things given to my children by relatives and friends. Naturally, I have to sort them out myself and record them all. When the children grow up, I also want to let them know that there were so many things when they were young. People like them, they are just tidying up, not tired, I have been reading the article for two hours, why don't you go for a walk?"

Jiang Shunxiao stood up: "Please stay with me."

After the beginning of the new year, the temperature has warmed up, and Rong Yi is pregnant, so her body always gets hot easily. Therefore, she does not wear thick clothes. She is wearing spring clothes, and she walks more briskly.

The sun was directly above the head, shining warmly. Jiang Shunxiao held Rong Yi's hand and wandered aimlessly in the Zhaoyi Courtyard without anyone following him.

The little sloppy boy ran out of nowhere and walked slowly behind Rong Yi.

The spring day is quiet, the breeze is gentle, and people are contented.

Rong Yi raised her chin slightly, looked at the spring scenery in front of her, and said, "I still like spring and autumn the best. It's neither cold nor hot, and I don't need to hold an umbrella when walking on the road."

Jiang Shunxiao looked down at her belly and said, "But this child will probably be born in the summer, when the weather is hot."

Speaking of this, Rong Yi couldn't help but sigh and said, "Yes, it will be hot by then, and it will be a disaster to give birth to a child."

After saying that, Rong Yi paused, looked up at Jiang Shunxiao, and said, "Will I be busy again after the new year?"

From now on, he is not as leisurely as he was a few days ago. Although he is a military general, he does not have to go to court if there is no urgent matter, but now the country is not peaceful, and military generals are also busy.

Jiang Shunxiao was silent for a moment, then nodded.

He said: "I originally wanted to tell you later, but things may change day by day... Just the day before yesterday, I just received the news, I am afraid that I will have to get up and go to Yulin Pass in the future."

Rong Yi was slightly stunned. She knew that the war was not over yet, and it would not be easy for him to come back safely this year, but she did not expect that he would leave again so soon.

Rong Yi held his hand tightly and said, "Don't worry, if I can come back safely this time, I will definitely get a reward. When the time comes, I will buy you a house."

Rong Yi pursed her lips and showed reluctance in her eyes. She said, "I don't care about the house. I just want you to come back safely and in good health. There are no swords on the battlefield. Every time you go to my My heart will be tormented for a long time, and it will take a long time before I can calm down." Jiang Shunxiao's eyes were deep, he lifted the broken hair around Rong Yi's ear, his throat rolled, and he asked: "You don't want me to go to the battlefield?"

Seeing the calmness in his eyes, Rong Yi's eyes flickered slightly, and then she said, "Whose wife would be willing to watch her husband go to war? If possible, I would rather you be an ordinary farmer, businessman, or scholar , and it makes people more reassured than you fighting for a way out on the battlefield with real swords and guns."

The wind blew over her face, and she felt a chill. Rong Yi took a deep breath and said, "I'm not afraid of having a hard life, as long as you stay with me, day after day, even if the days are a little bit harder, I'll be happy with it. I don’t enjoy everything you exchanged for your life. The better I live, the harder it will be for you outside, and I can’t share anything for you..."

I don't know why, but this time when she heard that he was leaving again, Rong Yi couldn't relax at all, and was even very heavy. She tried hard to laugh, but she couldn't do it without putting a psychological burden on him.

Rong Yi bit her lower lip, seeing him looking at her silently with deep eyes, knowing that he would not feel better, so she said: "I know what I said is a bit unreasonable. You are taking this path, even if I I respect your choice, but I can't deny the panic that I can't hide in my heart. I don't know what happened today. I was obviously fine. You suddenly told me this news, which made me a little unacceptable for a moment. Don't worry, I won't I will stop you, I am just venting my unhappiness..."

Jiang Shunxiao suddenly hugged her into his arms, and his heart felt as if he had been hit hard by a hammer. He said, "You are already very sensible and supportive of me. It was me who failed to do a good job and failed to reassure you. After all, I This is the path I have taken. I can give you today, but I cannot give you tomorrow. It is right for you to be afraid. There is no balance in life, and I am destined to let you down."

If one day I die for my country and die in battle, then I am destined to let you down.

Rong Yi's heart tightened, she tightened her grip on Jiang Shunxiao's clothes, shook her head gently in his arms, and said, "You have never let me down from the beginning to the end. You gave me the best feelings and the best life. It gives me more imagination and confidence for the future. I have never blamed you. No matter what path you choose to take, I will support you. What I just said was just because it was too sudden. You must not have any thoughts in your heart. Burden, have you forgotten? I once said that you are a great hero."

Jiang Shunxiao's heart was beating like a drum. He took a deep breath and said, "When the war is over, I will take you and your children to see the world and experience the country of Dameng, okay?"

After all, he can't give up his current identity. For the one he loves, of course he can give up everything and stay away from the battlefield to make her feel at ease. However, some responsibilities have been deeply rooted in his bones and prevent him from being a deserter. Dameng's country has not yet stabilized. He Can't back down.

Rong Yi nodded, her eyes flushed, and she said, "When the war is over, you can be my husband in peace and contentment."

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In the evening, the atmosphere in Changliu was a bit quiet, and even the servants felt the silent atmosphere between the wife and the master.

No one knows what happened to these two masters. They were all fine before, so why are they so silent now?
But the master took the initiative to pick up vegetables and serve the soup for the lady, and the lady took it and ate it without changing her expression. It was as usual, as if there was no big problem.

The subtle changes between the masters are always difficult for the people below to understand. When the candle lights were on and the masters took the young masters into the house and asked no servants to serve them, Yu Heng asked Xin Rui: " What happened to me and my wife today? Why is the atmosphere so weird? "

Yanyu was listening on the side, and Xinrui glanced at Yuheng, and said in a moderate voice, "How do I know? I was with you just now, and I didn't follow the master and the wife when they went out. Who knows what happened? If you care, you can ask my wife."

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(End of this chapter)