rich concubine

Chapter 1542 I wish you well

Regret, inferiority, sadness, shame.

For a time, all the negative emotions were on her.

She didn't know since when, her best friend had become the person she wanted to compare with. She had to compare with him in everything, even if he was worse than him.

But...they are indeed better than her in everything.

Some things are given by God at birth, and some are cultivated the day after tomorrow. In fact, no one is inferior to the other, but sometimes, when the word "comparison" appears, it is inevitable to distinguish between good and bad. The pros and cons will change people's mentality.

Human nature has its weaknesses, and sometimes it really can't stand comparisons, and Wu Liang just caught on to this weakness of hers and stimulated her to the point of defeat, so much so that she did something that she regretted very much.

Narcissus also said: "There are some things that I never say, but that doesn't mean I feel better. You think that my appearance is proof that I get special treatment, but do you know that because of my face, what I encounter is ordinary people?" I can't imagine that if a good skin grows on the face of a rich girl, it will be the icing on the cake, but if it grows on an unknown and ordinary girl, it will be a disaster. It can lead to everything. Disaster."

"..."

"I have thought countless times that it would be better to end my life like this than to live and be humiliated by others. But at that time, you told me over and over again that I must hold on. It would be better to die than to live. , it’s you who have always encouraged me and given me the motivation to live. If it weren’t for you, I’d probably never see the light of day.”

"..."

"You don't know how much I envied you at that time. I thought you were an extraordinary girl. If I could be half as good as you, I could live a good life outside. Even if I encounter such a change, at least, I If you can muster up the courage to live a strong life, you will not take life lightly.”

Axiang never thought that a girl like Narcissus would sometimes be envious of others, and that the person she envied would be herself?

People with low self-esteem often have a very clear understanding of themselves. Although sometimes they don't want to admit it, they know that they are too mediocre and have nothing outstanding that can be remembered.

But such people will also become the object of envy.

Axiang looked at Narcissus in disbelief, seeing the smile and calmness in her eyes. When she said she was envious, her eyes were flat, without a trace of struggle or hesitation. People like her envied people like herself, and she was envious. So blatant.

At this moment, her mood seemed to have really brightened up. Ironically, the reason why she felt better was not because of what she was doing, but because of who she had caused.

People all have bad qualities, and you can’t tell whether the bad qualities are good or bad. It may become a motivation to spur yourself on, or it may become a demon that pulls you into an abyss.

Although Axiang has never thought about it these days, she is not an unkind person after all.In fact, she knew in her heart that she was a dispensable person to Narcissus. If Narcissus really abandoned her, he would not put so much thought on herself.

After thinking about all this, although I felt relaxed, I was more ashamed and annoyed.

Axiang burst into tears and said resignedly: "I admit it, I am indeed... not as good as you in every way."

People are more or less arrogant, not arrogant in this aspect, but arrogant in that aspect. Especially a person with a strong inferiority complex is unwilling to admit his own shortcomings. They are more accustomed to learning from others. Find problems and excuses to make up for yourself.

Therefore, when a person with low self-esteem and arrogance admits that he is indeed inferior to someone else, he must not only muster up courage.

Narcissus closed her eyes. She knew in her heart that some words could not completely change a person's mind just by saying it. After all, such feelings had been buried in her for an unknown amount of time. She wanted to change someone's mind. Ideas are so difficult. Even the most intelligent people in this world may be trapped by their own fixed thinking, let alone a little woman.

As long as she doesn't get into trouble, everything will slowly get better. Narcissus thinks so, and she feels a lot more relaxed. Saving one life is better than building a seven-level pagoda. Her life is already like this, so she wants to do more. Doing good deeds can also make your own merits more complete. Saving a person is not just saving her life. If she can be saved along with her thoughts, then it is really saving someone's life.

Some people are alive, but their souls are dead. They live numbly in this world, day after day, year after year, mediocre and inactive. While some people are dead, their wisdom and thoughts are still there. Their virtues are preserved in the world for future generations to learn and worship, influencing a generation.

No one can say which kind of life is truly alive, but if you can do better, why not give it a try?

There are many truths that do not need to be spoken. There are not many fools in this world. Everyone knows many truths, but sometimes they are not effective when applied to oneself. Narcissus has never thought of letting everyone use his own ideas. Everything can be changed. Everyone's ideas are independent. Others cannot tell whether they are right or wrong. They can only try to guide them in a better and longer-term direction.

Narcissus said: "Axiang, everything will be fine. In the past, we had bad luck, so we encountered those things. But now, there is sunshine and freedom in front of us. We have already experienced a period of darkness, so what is there to be afraid of?"

She said that our great life has just begun, so don’t be discouraged in a hurry.

Axiang looked at her for a long time and then said: "Actually, I have always advised you to live a good life, not because I am free and easy and transparent, but because I am afraid of death. It was not until I escaped that I discovered that I was just a greedy person." People who are afraid of death. In that place, I was worried about life and death. Now that I have come out, I am far less open-minded than you. In your eyes, life has just begun, but in my eyes, my life has long been buried in that place. Now, with my current body and that sordid experience, how can I start a new life? Not to mention asking others to accept me, how can I accept myself?"

After saying that, she sighed deeply, and then continued: "But, if I have survived, will I still be afraid of other people's eyes? You are right, I should correct my mentality and not care about it. Those, I feel a lot more relaxed.”

After saying this, Narcissus could only sigh, and then looked at her with hope, and said: "In the future, you and I will go our separate ways. Maybe we won't see you again in this life, but I will remember you forever and wish you well."

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　I was late for an update yesterday. The reason was that I came back too late and fell asleep in the middle of the update. Later, I woke up at around [-] a.m. I really couldn’t hold on and continued to sleep (and I was not clear-headed and I was afraid that I would get more sleep). It would be bad if some hydrology comes out). If there is no accident, I will make up for the one I owe on the weekend, but I dare not guarantee it, because there are many things this weekend, so I will try my best to make up for it.
　　
　
(End of this chapter)