rich concubine

Chapter 1578 Is it love or dependence?
Her heart suddenly felt like a knife cutting her, and she was so uncomfortable that she could not speak.

Mingyue thought that after so many years, she had long forgotten those things, but now that he mentioned it, she realized that those pains were unforgettable and she could never forget them.

hate it?

In fact, she no longer hated her, but the pain was always with her, beating her heart.

The scars that Lin Zhun had finally healed began to hurt again at this moment, forcing him to add a new wound, which was so painful that he couldn't breathe.

He didn't know anything. He kept saying that he knew those years were not easy for him, but he still tore open his scar and exposed it dripping with blood.

Mingyue beat him, with a face full of pain, and asked: "Why are you still forcing me? I finally... finally convinced myself to live, even if I just barely survive, why do you still bring this up? What do you want from me? What exactly do you want from me?" !”

Qi Zichen didn't expect her reaction to be so big. He just wanted her to remember who the enemy was. They were supposed to be fellow travelers, but why did she...

Afraid that she would be too excited and get angry, Qi Zichen quickly held her hands, pressed them on his chest, panted and said, "I know you are angry with me, but don't get excited. I won't say anything anymore. I won't say anything anymore." No more talking."

Mingyue shook her head and pushed him: "You don't know anything at all. You insist on mentioning it again. Do you want me to feel ashamed for the rest of my life and be ashamed to see my dead father and brother? You remind me over and over again that they died for the country of Qi. , you remind me of that unforgettable blood feud, but what I hate is the inaction of the Qi State. If the Qi State was not so corrupt and inactive, how could it have caused loyal people to die? You let me go I hate the Meng family... No... I hate the Qi family who used the word "loyalty" to kidnap my father and brother! He was your father at the time. He knew that the country was in danger, knew that the soldiers sent out would never return, and knew that the soldiers sent out would never return. The rebel army was coming fiercely, but he was still so selfish! Thousands of such selfish soldiers stood in front of him and died for him! Because of his incompetence and cowardice, my eldest and second brothers who could have survived had to defend There are so many stray arrows at the city gate! They were shot everywhere! Just to protect the dragon chair!"

"..."

"Tell me, does a person like your father deserve to sit on that dragon throne? Does the Qi family deserve to sit on that throne?!"

He almost roared out. After the roar, Mingyue almost lost all strength and his eyes became blurry. Qi Zichen's face turned pale and he couldn't say a word.

Even as his son, Qi Zichen could not protect him. His father was too fatuous and had no interest in political affairs. This was indeed unreasonable and unjustifiable.

Mingyue's hands were shaking a little. She looked at Qi Zichen, her vision blurred by tears. She said: "Now, what else do you want to say? What dissatisfaction do you still have? Can you tell me? What else do you want?" what I do?"

Qi Zichen shook his head, and his tone was a little trembling. He said: "No, I am narrow-minded. I don't want to hurt you. Forget it. Forget it all. Forget all the hatred in the past. We still have dozens of people." Years, we shouldn’t look back.”

Mingyue smiled bitterly, and said: "You have always been the one looking back. I had adjusted my mentality and looked forward. I thought I could escape, but you pulled me back again. You want to I face that past with you... It's you who won't let me go..."

Qi Zichen was shocked and his heart was cut like a knife. He didn't know what else he could say. He knew that whatever he said was wrong. That period of the past was already wrong. Now that he has made the same mistake again and again, there has been no change. leeway.

No!There won't be any, there must be some. They still have such a long time and everything will get better.

His heart suddenly ached. How did Lin Zhun pull her out in the first place?Looking at the way she collapsed now, did he harm her again?But I obviously love her!

……

After a sleepless night, the next day, both of them had swollen eyes with black circles, which startled the people waiting below.After having breakfast in silence, Qi Zichen did not leave as usual, but sat for a long time and suddenly asked her: "If I hadn't taken you away, would you have really fallen in love with Lin Zhun, or would he have fallen in love with you?" Is it good enough to give you a sense of security that makes you want to rely on him?"

This question was very sudden, and at first glance, it seemed a bit nonsensical. Mingyue frowned and quickly responded, saying: "What is the reason? Is it important to talk about it now?"

Qi Zichen was silent. This question did not come suddenly. Last night, he also thought about it. The reason why Mingyue rejected him like this was because he ignored her wishes or broke the tranquility she had finally built. ?

As she said, after so many years, she was not feeling better, and she was also suffering in her heart. It was Lin Zhun who found her first and pulled her out, but is this love?Could this be the reason why she fell in love with Lin Zhun?

Did she love Lin Zhun, or was she greedy for the safety he gave her and grateful for his kindness in rescuing her from the mud?

After Qi Zichen left, Mingyue was still leaning on the couch holding the painting book as usual, but this time, she couldn't read any of the pictures, and her mind was empty.

The old nanny paid attention to the madam, but she saw her highness who had just left and turned back. Qi Zichen looked at the bright moon and said, "I'm not busy today. I'll take you out for a walk."

Mingyue looked at him blankly, and then at the drawing book in her hand. She really couldn't read a single bit of it. The conversation last night had affected her after all. She had been restless all day today, and it was indeed uncomfortable. Going out Just go out and get some air.

Seeing His Highness and Madam leaving together, the old nanny showed a happy smile. She quickly arranged for the maids who were following her to bring the corresponding things to follow. Then she stood at the door and watched His Highness and Madam board the carriage. Her smile never stopped.

She was really happy. Over the years, His Highness has worked hard and never dared to relax. Today is also a rare day when he can take his wife out to relax. It doesn't matter if this is the case or how to treat yourself at such a young age. Forced so hard?

Mingyue never expected that one day, she and Lin would be so close and yet so far away. Just as she never expected that she thought she would just relax today, but Qi Zichen took her to a hillside. Although it is a hillside, the terrain is not low.

There are many Chitan plains, and you can see them all as far as you can see.

The weather here is refreshing, the temperature is comfortable, and there is a place to enjoy the shade. The carriage stopped below, and they walked up the road below.

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