rich concubine

Chapter 1675 I’ve missed it for too long

Rong Yi patted her little butt and sent her over.

Su Ping held her in her arms, full of joy. Fortunately, she was still young. If she cared for her, the relationship would be better.

The love that she failed to give to her daughter in this life must be made up for by her grandson and granddaughter. She has made enough mistakes, so let her repay her for the rest of her life.

Looking at Ling'er, it was hard not to think of the general. Su Ping said, "I heard that there is another war outside. The Chitan Kingdom is adjacent to the Zhu Kingdom. I wonder how the general is doing now."

Rong Yi's eyes did not change and she only said: "I just sent home a letter a few days ago. Everything is fine with him there. It's just that people are not as comfortable outside as at home. But, I just hope that he is safe. "

Su Ping nodded and said: "You are still young after all, and you don't know the cruelty of the battlefield. At that time, there were riots everywhere, and you didn't even dare to leave the house, especially the young girls, who were afraid of leaving the house. I can never come back. The world at that time was really chaotic. It was not until the current emperor ascended the throne that life became stable. At least, several major states and counties were stable. At that time, I had not met your father. …I’m talking about your biological father.”

She sighed, as if she was relieved, and said: "Your father and I were childhood sweethearts and grew up together. At that time, every household was having a hard time. Your father took good care of me. If anything good happened, They will all be delivered to me. Although my life is miserable, it is already good for me. You must know that in that era of famine, the human heart is the most terrible. You don’t know what a person will do when he is extremely hungry. , I have never seen it with my own eyes, but hearing it from others makes me feel horrified."

Rong Yi said: "At that time, as a commoner, my life was as low as an ant. The only way to do well was to climb up. As long as there was a relative who was an official in the family, it would be nothing, right?"

Su Ping nodded and said: "It's just pitiful. At that time, your father and I were powerless. Your father could only rely on brute force to survive. At that time, as long as he had a weapon in his hand, he could protect himself. , even if he is a hero, your father has also developed his own skills for the well-being of the entire village. If there are rogues and bandits, they will never be able to survive the machete in his hand."

Rong Yi knew that her father was not as thin as he looked on the surface. He had been a general manager for more than 20 years. He used books and pens to count money, and the calluses on his hands had not faded away.

Rong Yi said: "I still remember when I was young, my father held a whip and asked my eldest brother to learn his skills. But at that time, my eldest brother was not willing. He just wanted to go out and play firecrackers with friends outside."

Su Ping smiled and said: "Your brother has really been a bully since he was a child. Your father can't control it. I am also a stepmother. I can't say anything about many things. If I say something, I'm afraid it will offend him, but I can't say anything... …How can a mother not discipline her children? It’s just that it’s hard to be a stepmother.”

Rong Yi also understands this.

Although I have not experienced it personally, anyone who becomes a mother can feel the same way.

She said: "Thank you for your hard work."

Su Ping was stunned, smiled reluctantly, and said: "Others say I have worked hard, and I can still respond with a few words, but you said... I really don't know what to say. Even if I work hard, it's not your fault." On my body, I..."

"Mom, it's all over. Whether it was good or bad, it's all over. I don't care anymore. Why do you have to worry about it? It's impossible to judge right or wrong about the past. I may not have suffered the hardships you have endured. No matter what, I have grown up smoothly and don’t lack anything. My life is going well now, and I am satisfied.”

For Rong Yi, she is extremely satisfied, but for a mother, so many years of resentment and debt cannot be solved by her daughter with a smile or a word of indifference.At the beginning, how much she loved Qin Dailong in secret was a sign of her loving motherly heart, which was proof of how much she loved her children as a true mother. But by some mistake, she suffered the consequences As a result, her own child was indifferent and neglected by her, and she was afraid that the love she felt should be for her own child!But she gave all her malice and all her indifference to her own child. The retribution was really coming, and she couldn't even hide. From the moment she had evil thoughts in her heart, everything was irreversible. For more than ten years, His wrong love harmed her and Rong Yi.

Seeing that her mood was going down again, Rong Yi said: "Tell me the story of you and my father. I am very curious about how you got together at that time. Although I have heard it before, I always feel that every time Every time I listen to it, I have a different feeling.”

Su Ping then regained her composure and started talking to her about past events. During this process, she would inevitably mention her biological father, and she said so very calmly, as if she was not affected in the slightest.

Later, Rong Yi asked her: "Do you still love him now?"

This "he" naturally does not refer to Fu Gui.

Su Ping obviously understood, but she smiled and said: "I have your father in my heart. Haha, at such an old age, it is a bit pretentious to talk about love or not, but I know that I can't live without him. , As for the past, I have already let it go, Rong Yi, you know, it is not easy to let go of everything in the past. "

Rong Yi didn't ask any more questions. Letting go was the best result. Otherwise, he would be obsessed with her for a lifetime and there would never be any results. It would be a kind of harm to everyone.

She said: "Although I have experienced love myself, got married, had children, and tasted the taste of relationships, I still have more expectations for other people's relationships. The eldest lady is probably the most persistent person I have ever seen. Even today, she can't let go of the past. It's hard to imagine that a woman has trapped herself for a lifetime because of an illusory marriage. She obviously has many opportunities to make another choice. Maybe she already has children and grandchildren. But she chose to take this path, her emotions took over her reason, and she was really persistent."

Su Ping was silent, and Rong Yi added: "I often think that there is no agreement or any promise between them. What is it that supports her to wait for someone who may never come back? Waiting for most of her life. What? Will love that has not been reciprocated really be so strong?"

If it were me, I probably wouldn't be that strong.

Su Ping said: "Everything is an injustice. He and I were destined by mistake. Maybe I met him just to give birth to you. However, I don't understand what the eldest lady is for. If they are each other, The right fate in life has been missed for too long in this life."

Rong Yi's eyelids twitched and she asked, "Will he come back?"

Will he come back?
There is never an answer.

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