rich concubine

Chapter 1793 Pregnancy
Later, Rong Yi took her child to the Prince's Mansion to see Chang Qing. After sharing this "secret" with her, she learned that she was pregnant.

Rong Yi was stunned for a long time, then she was so happy that she asked, "When did you get it? How old is it?"

Changqing's appearance also changed. Now her face was full of the look of a good wife and loving mother. She slightly raised the corners of her lips and said: "It's only been a month. Don't tell anyone about it yet. Wait until the baby is firmly seated before you let it go." Let’s talk about it.”

Rong Yi nodded, knowing the reason behind this, and said: "Don't worry, I am very tight-lipped even at home and won't tell anyone, but don't my second uncle and my second aunt know about it?"

Changqing shook his head and said: "No one told me. Except for His Highness and I, and the doctor who diagnosed the pulse, only you know. That doctor has also been His Highness's confidant for many years."

Rong Yi understood. Suddenly knowing this, she couldn't relax. After all, the child in Changqing's belly had a different meaning from the children of ordinary people. He was the emperor's heir, and the eldest son of the emperor's eldest son. The meaning was extraordinary.

"Then His Highness must be extremely happy." Rong Yi said.

Changqing pursed her lips and sighed softly. She seemed to be in a fugue. She looked at the light smoke coming out of the cup and said: "I haven't been home for a long time... With this child, my head is like As if a string was tightened, His Highness valued this child very much and made a lot of preparations. We all have maids who taste food, but these days, he is like a demon. Anything that wants to go into my mouth, he I have to try it myself to make sure there are no problems before I can eat it. After all, I don’t understand what he is thinking. If the food is really poisonous, who is more important? Or is the child in my belly more important? "

After hearing this, Rong Yi was silent for a while and then said: "You are so smart, how can you not know what his intentions are? Is it really just this child that he cares about? He cares about you and his children, if he If you have a heart, given his status, some women will bear children for him. Even if it is not the child in your belly, it can be someone else. You also know that with his status, is it so important whether he is the legitimate son?"

Who can understand the truth?But after hearing this, Chang Qing felt her heart became heavier, making her breathless. She looked at Rong Yi, her face was calm, but the emotion in her eyes revealed her anxiety.

She said: "I don't know what's wrong with me. After getting married, I have stopped thinking about many things. I also thought about living a good life with him. He is really good to me, so I blame him for treating me like this." We have a good relationship, and I should be a normal couple with him, but since I had a child, I don’t know why, my heart suddenly became empty and empty, and I watched him spinning in front of me. I feel very annoyed, and I don’t want to eat the food he picks for me, but I don’t hate the food, I just seem to hate him.”

Hearing her words, Rong Yi felt uncomfortable. She was silent for a long time, looked outside, and saw that everyone was far away, and then said: "I understand how you feel, because I have felt this way before. You and I It was not because we were in love that we got married. At that time, I felt a lot of helplessness and resignation. All kinds of emotions were accumulated in my heart. When I was suffering from pregnancy, I really couldn't see him. But I couldn't say anything at that time. I didn't want to see him, and I knew very well in my heart that if I really lost his heart, I would be fine, but if the child in my belly was born, he would never have his father's love. To value it is to destroy the child.”

"..." "Probably only we women can understand the various feelings and emotions during pregnancy. If a man can wait outside the delivery room, he can be considered a good man and a good father. If he can hear the people in the delivery room, he will be a good man." The pain he endured when giving birth to his son is quite good when you hear it in your heart."

Changqing lowered her eyelids, took a deep breath, and let out a long sigh.

Rong Yi advised her: "Although I don't know where you and His Highness are now, and whether there will be a day when you will open your heart to him, I always feel that you are already married to him and pregnant with him." His child must get along well with him. The relationship between husband and wife, there are many things that I have only figured out in the past two years."

Changqing looked up at her. She had always been a resolute person. She had been a big sister when she was in the boudoir. She had always been the one who made decisions. She rarely felt hesitant one day, but now, pregnant with Having a child made her feel a little overwhelmed. She hated the inexplicable emotions she had sometimes, because these emotions would hurt people around her, but she really couldn't control herself, as if she had a grievance. The long-standing resentment in her chest could never find an outlet to vent it out. Whenever she saw that man, she couldn't help but feel disgusted and wanted to avoid it.

She also wanted to have someone who could give her some advice, come up with ideas, or yell at her, it would be best if he could suddenly clear up her thoughts and let her know that she had been stupid for so long. Not worth it.

Looking at her helpless eyes, Rong Yi sighed softly and said: "You also know my past. I have never been a very smart person. I am cowardly and stupid. Sometimes I am like a turtle. When something happened, I felt that as long as I stayed in my shell, trouble wouldn't come to me, and I wouldn't get hurt. I was still very stubborn and a bad person. At that time, with my status like this, I could never be tough. I feel that even if my birth is not good, even if the world gives me very few choices, I can still live my own way, and I can also decide my own tomorrow..."

After hearing what she said, Changqing became even more silent. Hasn't she ever had the same mentality?The only difference is that she has been destined to live a happy and smooth life since birth. In addition, her parents' unique education always makes her feel that even if she is a woman, she can make her own way in this vast world. Heaven and earth, it wasn't until she couldn't help but get married...until she understood that she had no choice without anyone reminding her, that she realized that even if she was the daughter of the head of the family, she still had sorrow.

Rong Yi said: "I used to overestimate my capabilities and want to fight with the world. I wanted to prove that I could live on my own. Even if I was destined to take a difficult path at birth, I still wanted to live. Show it to everyone...but reality hits my spine again and again, forcing me to bend down, look at myself in the water, and see my true face and how much I weigh."

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(End of this chapter)