rich concubine

Chapter 2019 Stop Here
Some feelings are unacceptable to the world, let alone recognized. If they exist, they are injustices and become the sins carried by this person. They can never be seen in the light and can never be spoken out loud.

To love or not to love?Zhu Lingyu had never thought about such a profound question, or she had thought about it before, but could not give herself a satisfactory answer. But she knew that her feelings for Rong Yi were different. This chance encounter was destined to be destined. People who can't be disliked from the first time they see her will become even more irresistible after getting along with her for a long time and getting to know each other better.

She can listen to what Rong Yi says, agree with everything she does, be happy for her happiness, feel sad for her sadness, and can put herself in her shoes. If she is uneasy, she will be uneasy. If she is in danger, he can protect her regardless of the danger.

If this is not that kind of emotion, then what kind is it?
She has never experienced love in her more than twenty years of life. She can't explain what love is, but maybe now, when she treats Rong Yi, she feels joy when meeting her, feels depressed and anxious when she doesn't see him for a while, and has an unexplainable hazy feeling in her heart. , maybe...maybe this is love?
She knew in her heart that this kind of love could not be expressed verbally. It was not the right way and could not be accepted. If she expressed it, she might not have time to be hit by the world and Rong Yi would leave her.

If she knew that she had such feelings for her, would she feel disgusted?Or do you see yourself as a freak?

Therefore, we can't say it or let her know this secret feeling.

Zhu Lingyu's throat was sore and her mind was ringing like a bell, making her feel a little dull and uncomfortable. She said, "I treat you as a good friend. Can you please not tell me about this? I don't want her to know."

Duan Tiancheng suppressed the shock in his heart and asked subconsciously: "You have feelings for her, so are you afraid that she will know about your unethical love for her? Are you afraid that she will look at you and your feelings differently."

You are more afraid that she will shrink back and leave you.

Thinking of this, Duan Tiancheng felt as if a thousand pounds of stone were weighing on his heart. If she was so careful to protect her, what would it be if it wasn't love for her?
Zhu Lingyu did not deny it, only said: "I know, you may feel disgusted, but... maybe I am really sick and don't like men... Just treat me as if you feel sorry for me. I have survived until now and finally have a goal. You Do you know? By her side, I no longer hold grudges or feel decadent. These are all things she gave me."

Hearing what she said, Duan Tiancheng felt heartache again and his eyes were red. He looked at her and said: "I don't feel sick, and you're not sick either. Feelings... are normal things. It's just the person you value, after all." It’s a bit surprising, don’t worry, I won’t tell anyone, but you… just stop there.”

The secular world will not agree. Even if the secular world cannot control it, Fu Rongyi will not agree. She has a normal love and marriage, a husband who loves her as much as her life, and a child whom she cares about. Everything in her life is normal, and she has not taken a wrong step. How could he allow himself to have such an uncertain person around him and have such a feeling that he shouldn't have?

So, stop there.

It was the best outcome for her and Fu Rongyi. Once such a thing was exposed, she would be the only one who would be hurt.

Zhu Lingyu smiled and said in a low voice, "I will. I know what I am doing and will not make things worse. This is good now. At least I can be with her."

After saying that, she suddenly laughed at herself and said, "Tell me, are all the Zhu family members sick?"

Duan Tiancheng didn't realize why she said this.

Zhu Lingyu thought of that person, the person who forced her and almost harmed her. He was the one who really didn't care about the general ethics and his heart was to be punished!

He has impure feelings for himself, and his feelings are for a woman.

Are the children of the Zhu family destined to go astray and never come back?
When the memory ended here, Zhu Lingyu took a deep breath and said with a smile: "Now that we are all in Dameng, he will also marry Meng in the future. By then, he will not be like now." She pretended to smile lightly. He smiled and interrupted.

"Is there any doubt about his marriage? Are you going to find it for him or..."

Zhu Lingyu shook her head and said: "Where we are, it's about your love and my will. Two people who want to be together must identify each other, and then they will have the parents' orders to match the matchmaker, three letters, six appointments, and eight mentions." In the big sedan chair, his marriage will only count if he has taken a liking to it and liked it wholeheartedly."

Hearing this statement, Rong Yi felt very good. She nodded and said, "This is good. The two of them can know each other before getting married. It is better than being blindly married as the matchmaker said. There are so many good girls and good sons from other families. It's because the marriage is not going well, and I've been stuck in it my whole life." If in the future, women can also have the right to say no to marriage, it would be great if this power was greater.

"What about you? Where do you and the General belong?"

Rong Yi did not avoid it. Although their past was a bit too dramatic, fortunately they did not meet the wrong person. After thinking about it, she said: "He and I should be regarded as destined... I can't explain it in a sentence or two. In short, my relationship with him is a good one."

If it weren't for a good relationship, I wouldn't be so comfortable now.

The chatter started slowly, and they had already arrived at Yuanjian Village.

Before arriving at Tang's house this time, I saw all the men, women, and children in the village here. Some were crying, some were sad, and some were sighing.

The carriage stopped not far away, and several people walked over.

Tang, who was surrounded by women in the village, had already cried so hard that her face was swollen, her hands and feet were weak, and she could not listen to the persuasion of others.

The pain of losing her son, as well as the murder of her capable son and two lovely granddaughters, made her extremely uncomfortable and unspeakable.

When Rongyi and others approached, she looked over with difficulty and recognized Madam Miaoyun at a glance. She immediately sat upright, holding on to the armrest, and was supported by others, and she walked over step by step.

Rong Yi caught her in a hurry and almost was taken down by her. Tears welled up in her eyes, and her eyes were sad and empty. This moment was so unbearable!Rong Yi also had tears in her eyes, pursed her lips and looked at her.

Tang grabbed her hand and then slowly lowered her head. Hot tears fell on her hand. Rong Yi heard her murmur: "Retribution...it's all retribution..."

Rong Yi was shocked and her eyes were filled with tears. She held her hand tightly and shook her head, but was speechless.

How to tell this mother about the deaths of Tang Shanhe, Zhang Xiaomei and the two children, as well as the complexity behind this matter.

It's not retribution, it's because the evil people are so rampant that they don't even spare children.

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