rich concubine

Chapter 2062 Slowly
She had never been a crybaby. If she hadn't been extremely sad and sad, how could she be like this, unable to hold back the pain, and cry alone at night?
And he could only coax her clumsily like this, trying to stop her crying, but he didn't know how to comfort her.

He just pulled her over and held her tightly in his arms, and then said: "Don't cry, there will still be children. This time it's all my fault. If I hadn't been in a hurry and ignored your feelings, there wouldn't be a baby." If you want to blame this kind of thing, blame it on me, and don’t hurt yourself.”

Rong Yi was so choked up that she couldn't speak. She choked with sobs and shed more and more tears.

The child was in his belly, and he was not a doctor. He did not have the ability to tell that he was pregnant at a glance. As a mother, how could he blame others for being so careless and unaware? ?

However, the more Rong Yi blamed herself, the more uncomfortable Jiang Shunxiao felt. He put a palm on the back of her head, spit out the breath of wine, and said with hot eyes, "The doctor said, as long as you rest well, Everything will be fine, Rong Yi, what should I do so that you don’t cry."

Rong Yi swallowed slightly and calmed down for a moment before saying: "It's not your fault, it's because I was too negligent. I should have noticed something was wrong long ago. Those days have clearly come and gone, and they were really painful. I just treat them as my own body." Uncomfortable... I am no longer a little girl, I am a mother of three children. Whether there are children or not, I should be the first to notice it. If I could notice it, it would not be the result it is now. Is it because I am too strong? I want everything, so God thinks I’m too greedy and doesn’t want to give it to me anymore.”

As a woman, she wants to carve out her own world, and she also wants to take care of her husband and children. No one is left behind. How can it be so cheap?
This realistic result really dealt her a painful blow and made her pay the price for her greed.

"I was on the road before, and I came to have a little time at that time. It was just a short time, and the journey was really inconvenient. The pain was indeed painful. I just thought it was because I didn't have a good rest and couldn't eat or sleep well. Because of that, it turns out that it was not a small day, it was my child who was hurt, remind me, it was me who was careless and I was too confident."

Seeing her taking all the responsibilities on himself, Jiang Shunxiao felt even more uncomfortable. He hugged her tightly, as if she was embedded in her bones and blood, and made her feel him fiercely and deeply. The helplessness of this moment.

"How can you think so? Why do you blame all the faults on yourself? Are you stupid? Rongyi, don't resent yourself. This child came at the wrong time. We are not ready to welcome it. No No one has the right to blame you, not even you yourself. If you do this, aren't you stabbing me in the heart with a knife?"

The two of them hugged each other and were speechless. In fact, there was no need to say any more words, because both of them understood that this incident had really happened. No matter how sad or sad they were, they would not be able to deal with this incident for the rest of their lives. If you can't get through it, whatever should be cried or vented should be vented properly this night. From now on, I will keep this matter in my heart and not torture others or myself.

In fact, Rong Yi was still a little hurt this time. Even if no one told her, she could tell that her body was always weak because of this miscarriage.

The water that was handed to her mouth was always warm, and the quilt was never cold, and she was covered in sweat. The children all rushed here as soon as they got off school, letting her watch and Smiling.

Ayuan would also deliberately write ugly words, show them to her, and say seriously: "I always write this word wrong. My husband said that when I write, I always do it strictly. This habit I have already learned about it, so if I write this word separately, the uglier it is, the more profound the impression will be, and maybe I will remember it better."

Rong Yi knew that A Yuan had been forced to practice his handwriting. When he had any homework, the words he wrote were all fair and impartial. Although a child's writing has no charm, he can write cleanly. It is good to be neat and tidy, with every stroke and stroke being consistent. Moreover, Ayuan himself has very high requirements for himself. If an indecent word appears on his white paper, then he must be You have to cross it out again and write it again.How could he endure his handwriting being so ugly?

Rong Yi understood what he meant and looked at his expectant expression. She actually smiled. She pointed at the word and said, "Your method is quite special. I've written it down. This word is really not easy to write. Ayuan will go back and work hard." Practice more, I will take a test later on, can you still write it?"

After talking for a while, he asked: "But, have you started to learn such complicated characters when writing now?"

Ayuan pursed his lips and smiled, and Yun'er answered the question for him.

"The teacher has never taught us how to write such complicated characters. It was A Yuan who learned quickly on his own and was too advanced. However, the teacher said that such a studious attitude is excellent, and he also asked me and Chengcheng to ask A Yuan I’m studying far away.”

Ayuan blushed, folded up the ugly calligraphy and covered it up, then moved closer to Yun'er, looked at the delicate calligraphy in her hand, and said softly: "Sister Yun'er, if you want to I can teach you, but if my sister's handwriting is so beautiful, you can't use the method I just used, otherwise it will be difficult to correct it once it becomes a habit."

Yun'er immediately showed a smile that was uglier than crying, and said: "Please forgive me, I can't understand the articles you and Chengcheng are reading now. Sir, your expectations for you are very high. But for me, it just tells me to be literate and read more, and I will not take the scientific examination in the future..."

At this point, she looked up at her smiling mother and asked softly: "Mom, now that you can go out and do things for the court, and you are doing so well, will women also be able to take the scientific examination in the future? When I grow up, can I be like Chengcheng and others and enter the examination hall?"

Rong Yi smiled slightly and waved to her daughter. Yun'er put down her pen and walked over, taking a handkerchief to wipe her non-dirty hands.

When I walked to the bed and sat down, I heard my mother say gently: "Maybe in the future, we women can take exams and become officials like men. But as for whether Yun'er can do this when she grows up, my mother can't say. Yes, does Yun'er think it's good to live like a man?" She looked at this daughter who looked so much like her and asked her with an unexplainable feeling.

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(End of this chapter)