rich concubine

Chapter 2196 Let’s talk about recovery again
Other families were angry at their adopted sons, but her family raised a little daughter who was as beautiful as a flower. When the girl was raised, she got married according to her parents' orders and the matchmaker's advice, and from then on she had to live in her husband's family. This has been the case since ancient times, and the girls in that family were raised in this way.

It just so happened that she was the daughter of her family, the Duke's family, and she looked like this when she got married.

How could she not feel chilled and sad about this!Fu Rongyi was never as good as her daughter when she was born, but what kind of life is she living now?How was her daughter's life?
Sometimes, even though I don’t want to admit it, it’s all true. Even if a person’s life is good, he will make calculations and live his life like a fish in water. He obviously hasn’t had many good days since he was a child, but he just has this vision.

If she were the daughter of the Qin family, the Qin family's current reputation would not be like this.

Although I think so in my heart, I must not say these words, otherwise it will hurt the relationship between mother and daughter.

"Of course you are our biological daughter. Everything we do and say to you is for your own good. Why don't you understand? Why have you suffered so much and fallen so much now? Do you want to make a somersault, or do you insist on going your own way and not listen to what others say?"

Qin Dailong was depressed, and the makeup on her face had long been stained by tears. She raised her head, her eyes were tired, and choked: "I don't know what's wrong with me. I just can't see her being better than me. Why should she be better than me?" Am I good? Why has my eldest brother always had to speak for her since she was a child? Obviously I am my brother’s sister and I am the daughter of the Qin family, but from beginning to end, I have been living in her shadow. I am not beautiful enough for her. , she is not sensible enough, so whatever I do is wrong."

"..." Mrs. Qin felt even more painful when she saw that she was not being naughty and spoke properly.

"I made a mistake at the beginning, but I did it to pursue what I loved. My father and my mother have been in love for a lifetime. It was a mutual love between you and me. But at that time, my cousin and I were not in love! He I have been fighting outside for so many years, and I don’t know whether it is round or flat. You want me to marry him, and has my mother ever understood me? What I like has never been generals who fight. I like scholars, and I like people who hold pens. , you all blamed me for doing something wrong and taking advantage of others, but at that time he was really kind to me, and only he could understand me and enlighten me."

At that time, as a parent, Xu was not aware of some of the petty tempers of his daughter's family, but as a lover, he could easily detect and tolerate them.

"I have always dreamed of finding a man like my father. I thought he was this kind of person. He gave up a lot for me. I really loved him at the time. I abandoned my parents and family and ran away with him. I never thought But he will betray me..."

"..."

"I still can't understand it. With my family background, I was willing to fly away with him and abandon everything for him. Why would he treat me like this? How dare he betray me? What did I do wrong?"

"Long'er..."

"Listen to what I have to say. I will never say these words again."

Mrs. Qin stopped talking, but her heart ached.

"Ever since he betrayed me, I no longer believe that there is any true love in this world. I finally escaped from that cage and returned to the capital, but what is waiting for me? I watched helplessly. The people around me who acted like cows and horses have become the darlings and darlings of others. Mom, I am really conflicted. I want to see her happy and succeed, but I am also afraid that she will get past me. At the beginning, I plotted against her and pushed her to my cousin, but...but now I still refuse to accept it. How could her reputation be so good back then? Who could think highly of her when everyone was shouting and beating her outside? But now, she has become the first lady in the capital. Everyone is looking for her. She can turn over. Why should I spend my whole life in the gutter? In the end, I have to rely on my aunt to clear my name and give me the county title. Only then can I get up..."

She had never said this to anyone before, because she herself knew the contradictions in her words, and others would think she was sick.

Mothers always understand their daughters. When others hear these words, they may think that she is too greedy and wants everything. But in the mother's heart, she feels heartache and regret.Mrs. Qin said hoarsely: "You are not dissatisfied, you just regret it. But now there is no regret for you. No matter how regretful you are, time cannot go back and make you make a new choice."

"..."

"It's not that you hate Rong Yi, you just regret that the relationship between you and her has become so incompatible now. It's all my fault. It's my fault that I had bad intentions in the first place. It would be better if my mother didn't let her be a dowry."

As soon as Mrs. Qin finished speaking, Qin Dailong burst into tears. This time, she couldn't bear it anymore. No one would excuse the bad things she did or said, except her mother.

Even if she does bad things, they are justifiable in her mother's heart. Who else in this world, except her mother, can put herself in her shoes?

"I regret it! But what else can I do? I can never go back. I don't have what I want anymore. That should have been my life."

Mrs. Qin hugged her daughter, and the mother and daughter cried bitterly. Looking back on those past days, they felt regretful. How could they be happy?

Unfortunately, none of this can be blamed on others. You make your own decisions and walk your own path. Even if you cover your eyes and ears and let your mouth talk nonsense, it will not change the facts.

Only after the mother and daughter calm down can they talk properly.

Qin Dailong's eyes were red and swollen, she took a deep breath, shook her head and said, "Mom, I can change everything else, but Xie Yun, I really want to try again, and finally met such a suitable person. Yes, I really can’t bear to let go. Seeing how affectionate he is to Ayuan’s mother, I don’t want to let go. I don’t ask him to treat me like he did to Ayuan’s mother in the future, or at least treat me with respect and smoothness. .”

Now that her mood has calmed down, she has vented what needs to be vented, and can talk properly, Mrs. Qin is also a little relieved.

She said: "Mother, don't you know that Xie Yun is really a good candidate, but my child, why do you bother to be so disrespectful? It's not your mother who is giving you a problem this time, it's your father, who wants you to end it."

Qin Dailong was startled and speechless for a long time.

Mrs. Qin also had a look of regret on her face, and she said: "You are the daughter of a family. In this kind of matter, the man should have taken the initiative to be sincere, but it happened that you took the initiative to find him. Do you think Dad Mother doesn’t feel distressed when she sees this?”

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(End of this chapter)