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Chapter 2414: Go to Elder Qingshi

Because she has met better people and enjoyed more normal relationships, Ruan Chuyin does not think that giving her a mouthful of food and clothes to wear means that she is an absolutely good person. She regards Nanman, the place where she was born and raised. , full of disgust and hatred.

"But don't think that he is a good person after doing this. The people here are full of indifference. If I could choose, I hope I was not born in Nanman. The world is huge. Any place is better. Any place is better than here. good."

The two of them looked at her, looking at the sad but numb look on her face. She didn't have any expectations for this place, except for her grandma. Unfortunately, her grandma left too early and killed her. One last bit of hope.

However, there are some things that it is difficult for people who are stuck in the moment to see clearly clearly. This cannot be blamed on her. When she tells these things, the listeners will still have different feelings in their hearts.

At least, in the minds of the two of them, Elder Qingshi was different from others after all, and he still retained a trace of kindness in his bones.

"The person who really hurt you is the same person who really should treat you well. He didn't do it himself. Just because he holds a high position and makes everyone fear him, others can't treat you blatantly. I don't know your childhood. How did you spend it? But you can sincerely tell what this elder has done for you. Even if his charity is insignificant, after all, this is not his obligation or his responsibility. He can just like It’s the same as others, turning a blind eye to you, not asking, and being more indifferent, because everyone is treating you like this, it doesn’t hurt to have one more person.”

Ruan Chuyin's eyes flashed slightly, and Rong Yi continued: "As long as your father and his wife were fair to you, your situation would be much better. It is because of their inaction that you have been looked down upon and tortured. What you just said is right. Based on just one or two things, you cannot conclude that he is a good person, but at least compared to everyone else, compared to those who have bullied you, he is not a bad person. I know you have been bullied before. He has suffered a lot, so you can never let go of them, then you might as well jump out and see if he is, as you said, untrustworthy and unworthy of being a good person?"

These words made Ruan Chuyin fall silent and think deeply for a long time. She really had never thought about a place like Nanman. How could those high and mighty people come out as good people? They were like demons living in this world, selfish and domineering. , no matter what the means, in such an environment, if there is true kindness, it will be wiped out, right?
After the silence, the light in Ruan Chuyin's eyes trembled.

"I remember when I was young, my grandma once said to me that if there is anyone I can trust in this world, the only one is Elder Qingshi. My grandma also asked me to go find him before she died, but I didn't obey."

After that, looking at the confused expressions on their faces, Ruan Chuyin explained: "When I was young, my grandma said that if anything happens, I should go to Elder Qingshi and he will help me. But that time, my grandma had a high fever. I made my wife unhappy again, and she didn’t allow me to hire a witch doctor for my grandma. I begged Elder Qingshi, but Elder Qingshi didn’t see me. His people even told me to get out of here. Later, I still found some things at home. The remaining herbs were boiled into a concoction, so grandma didn’t suffer."

"Since then, I have no good impression of Elder Qingshi. They are all the same at heart. They are selfish. They are unwilling to help me, and my mother is harmed because of my talent."

"Another time, my wife ordered me to be caught, hung from a beam, and beaten. He stood beside me without saying a word of mercy. Do you know the reason why I was beaten? It was because she had a pot of flowers in her house. The hot water scalded her to death. The maid next to her said that I did it out of spite. She knew I wasn't there, but she still beat me up on the pretext. I know that it doesn't matter what the truth is, what matters is , someone pointed out that I did it and let me be punished, that’s enough.”

Having said this, Ruan Chuyin laughed and looked down at her palms. She raised her hands and said, "Do you know what it feels like to have your hands pressed to the ground and crushed with your feet? Spitting on the head will hurt you." What does it feel like... I have experienced all of these, and sometimes I feel that I am not as comfortable as a bird in this place, as if God wants me to be born, and I am destined to suffer and be disgusted."

Rong Yi: "..." "If you have experienced what I have experienced, you will probably know why I am like this. It's not that I don't know, there are many things I shouldn't do, but I can't help you. It is said that you can enjoy glory and wealth while you are alive. For me, I have to try my best to live. If I make a mistake, I will no longer be in this world. I also thought about dying. After death, those The unwarranted abuse, malice, ridicule and indifference will disappear, but in this world, there are always people who care about me and I care about, and they make me unable to let go. Even though people are cruel, there is always a true feeling that holds me back."

That’s why we have to try our best to live and survive. Even if we live without dignity, at least we still have the possibility to live in this world. For example, today, Ruan Chuyin never thought that one day she would help people outside. Deal with the Southern Barbarians.

She might have been scared at first, but now, the closer she got to the Nanman, the deeper the uncontrollable excitement in her heart became.

Everything she has endured in the past will be taken back bit by bit in the future. She will make those who have bullied her kneel at her feet, begging her to let her live, and watch them in the battle of life and death. What a pitiful face there was in front of him.

Thinking of this, her eyes turned red, and her hands trembled due to the intense excitement. She looked at Rong Yi and said, "This time, I won't hesitate even if it costs my life! We've come this far, I don't want to If there is no success, I will make them all pay the price!"

Seeing her so "crazy", her eyes were full of madness, but hidden behind her eyes was the desire for survival. She had been suppressing it for so many years before she had such a chance to fight back...

Jiang Shunxiao said: "If you want to fight back, you have to listen to us and cannot act without authorization, otherwise you will fail."

Ruan Chuyin said hurriedly: "I must have listened to you. How can I act on my own without permission? I should still be in the palace in the capital now. If they find out that I am here, I will really fall short."

Jiang Shunxiao: "Okay, I want you to find Elder Qingshi."

Ruan Chuyin was startled. She stood up and looked at him in surprise, then at Rong Yi, who had a calm expression, her thoughts changing over and over again.

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(End of this chapter)