rich concubine

Chapter 2433 Do you regret it?
As a wife, no matter how many ways she looked for and how many countermeasures the witch doctor thought of, she could not relieve his symptoms and make a complete recovery.

For her, her husband's life is more important than anything else, so when she heard that Qingshi might have a solution, she didn't know how happy she was.

His expression was excited at one moment and tactful at the other, and he said: "That's troublesome for the elder. It's not easy for the elder. What's the reason for your child? He hasn't gotten better after so many years. I pity the hearts of parents in the world. Elder Qingshi has suffered."

Because she also has a son who is seriously ill, she can empathize with Qingshi. The biggest fear for parents is that their children are not in good health.

How many people in the world can bear the pain of a white-haired person sending a black-haired person away?It’s heartbreaking to think about it.

Qingshi secretly sighed: "It's because his mother is in poor health and the disease was brought about by abortion. I have spent a lot of thought on him over the years. I'm fine. It's just that the child has suffered. He is still so young and has such a long future." He has a long way to go and is suffering from many illnesses. I’m afraid I won’t be able to raise him..."

His words were a pun, but as parents, all they heard was the father's worry and helplessness for his seriously ill child.

Even Qing Yan, who had no dealings with him, would not laugh at him at this moment.

Amusa looked at them coldly and snorted in her heart.

From the moment her mother came out until now, she has not looked at her or said a word to her. This is a slap in her face in front of the two elders!

After everything was explained clearly, An Xiangjie sent him away politely. Amusa stood aside and did not move. She just glanced at him and said in a cold voice: "Your father needs to rest. There is nothing for you here. Go back." "

At this time, the two elders Qingshi and Qingyan did not leave, and Amusa did not want to cause any embarrassment in front of these two people, so she nodded and went out with them.

An Xiangjie returned to the house and looked at her husband who was struggling to breathe, with a tear falling from her eyes.

In the past, she was a woman who spoke her mind and was strong and resolute, but after her husband became ill, she discovered that all her confidence came from this man. When he was weak, she became weak as well.

Seeing that she was full of tears, Ashery smiled slightly and said: "Birth, old age, illness and death are normal. Don't be sad for me. There is still a long way to go in the future. You need to take care of both children, especially Amu." Sha, we taught this child too late, too late to become wise, and she still behaves according to her own temper, without even knowing what kind of situation she is in..."

From the perspective of the people in Baihu Town, the Southern Barbarians had established their own small dynasty. Although this matter was secretive, it was successful in their own tribe.

People who don't know really think that Nanman has been on an uphill road step by step over the years. However, as a minister of Nanman and a father, Ashery knows very well that Nanman in these years has long been worse than before.

Ever since An Mutong's health took a turn for the worse, and he himself had an emergency, which could only be relieved but not cured, the whole family seemed to be trapped in a strange circle, with no end in sight and no progress no matter how hard they tried.

The only two women who are well are his wife and his daughter. However, his wife has been dependent on him for many years and has no power of her own. She cannot bear the responsibility of the Southern Barbarians. Her daughter's temper is violent and unrestrained. In the early years, Regarding her behavior, she just treated her as a child and a child with a bad temper. But when she grew up, she realized that it was past the time for discipline. Now she realized that it was too late...

After being ill for these years, he slowly realized that his family had reached the end of his life. He did not want to admit it or bow his head, but his body, the current situation of the Southern Barbarians, and the vague dissatisfaction of the elders, Every moment reminded him that he should accept his fate.

It is understandable for a person to reach this point. If he dies, it will be over. Everything before and after his life has nothing to do with him. However, he still has children and a wife who has been with him for many years. Even if he wants to let go, he cannot feel at ease.

The news of his illness has been kept secret over the years, and he did not dare to let anyone know. It was because he had offended too many people in his early years, and he was afraid that someone would take advantage of his weakness to harm Nanman.

An Xiangjie looked away, the pain and struggle in her eyes clearly visible. "Amusa... I'm afraid I can't control her."

Ashery closed his eyes tiredly, and after a while he said: "She has become more and more unruly in recent years. I know what you are worried about, but you and I have no better way. You and I are both old, and we must listen to the children in the future." No matter how nice you are to her, you are her mother and she will always have feelings for you."

An Xiangjie frowned: "You don't know, I always feel that this child is thinking too much now. I am her mother, and sometimes I don't know what she is thinking... Besides, we ignored her too much at that time. , I’m afraid she has a grudge.”

Speaking of neglecting too much, Ashery can easily think of his other daughter. She is smart and sensitive. She is indeed more sensitive to things than Amusa. The most important thing is that she knows how to endure humiliation and bear the burden. Like her mother, she has the same inner feelings. Always have some kindness in mind.

This daughter was the one he ignored and left behind. Compared to this, Amusa's life was much easier.

But he couldn't say these words in front of his wife. Many mistakes he made when he was young only wake up and regret it in middle age, but it's too late.

He was comforted by a pair of children he raised carefully, who were crazy and sick. Instead, they were the daughters he regarded as stains.

At least this daughter knows what she is thinking and is willing to do things for herself.

But if you think about it now, it's already too late. That daughter has become a useless chess piece...

Suddenly I remembered that it seemed like there had been no news from her for a long time.

Ashery's eyes dimmed and he sighed tiredly.

"What's wrong? Are you still feeling uncomfortable somewhere?"

Ashery shook his head slightly: "I just think that my body is broken now, but Nanman still has many things to do, leaving such a big stall, I can't bear it."

An Xiangjie lowered her head, with guilt in her eyes: "I am useless. I have given birth to two children and they are useless. I still have you to worry about."

Ashery didn't know what he felt in his heart. If he had heard her say this before, he would have been unhappy and would have told her not to say such words.

Now that his life has reached this point, he recalls the past, the debauchery and ruthlessness of his youth, and now they are all returned to him bit by bit.

Do you regret it?Maybe there is.Over the years, these people have walked all the way, and flowers have bloomed everywhere, but they have withered everywhere.

Those perseverance and seriousness at the time are nothing to mention now. Sometimes when my faith is shaken, I will also wonder, if I had followed my parents' arrangements, would it be better now?
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