rich concubine

Chapter 605: Be your tree hole

Hearing Lu Ruyi's words, Rong Yi paused, picked up the water glass in her hand, her eyes flickered, and after taking a sip of tea, she looked at her with a smile and said, "Well, I will pay attention."

As soon as she finished speaking, the hand on the table was suddenly held by her, and she said solemnly: "You must take it seriously, I am not just teasing you, and...the child, are you going to take it with you? "

Rong Yi was stunned for a moment, took a deep breath, looked at her seriously, and said: "I didn't know whether I should take them with me at first, but now I have decided that if I don't take them with me, I will let them stay in Zhaoyiyuan. It's better here than It’s safe anywhere.”

Lu Ruyi breathed a sigh of relief, smiled, and said, "That's good. If I can stay in the house, I can also pay attention to this place."

Rong Yi smiled and said, "I can't help you."

"There's not much I can do, but within my power, I won't pretend not to see it."

Speaking of this, Lu Ruyi frowned slightly and said: "Rongyi, I don't know if I will have a chance to tell you some things in the future. I'm telling you now, no matter what happens in the future, if I hurt you, please Don’t hate me, I definitely don’t want to hurt you.”

The sudden change of her words made Rong Yi unable to react for a while. He looked at her frowning brows in confusion and said, "...Why are you talking about this all of a sudden?"

Lu Ruyi bit her lower lip and said: "Actually, everything about me is not in my own hands. What I want to do, I can't do. What I don't want to do, they force me to do it. Ha... Qian Jin What about Miss? It’s the same pain when you can’t help yourself.”

Rong Yi frowned. When he realized what she was saying, his heart sank. Looking at her pale face, he didn't know what to say to comfort her. He only said: "Sometimes it's like this. Freedom is not in your hands. All choices are in your hands." It’s all become a luxury.”

"So, Rong Yi, there are many times when I have no choice. Now, I really feel that I can't muster the energy to do anything. Sometimes I have trouble breathing, and I feel uncomfortable but there is nowhere to resolve it. No one really thinks about me. What if I My future is destined to be controlled by others, to be a puppet on strings. I can only laugh when others allow me to laugh. If I have to live like that in the future, I might as well just die. But now I don’t even dare to die. You Do you think I’m pathetic?”

Rong Yi didn't expect that Lu Ruyi had been holding back such a huge grievance in her heart, and even life and death were on her lips. She couldn't imagine how uncomfortable she was during this time.

She said: "I don't know what happened to you, but you must not think too much. It's okay. Life is so long and there will always be a day when you get through it. No one can really force you to do something you don't like. If... ...If you really can't breathe, you can tell me. Although I can't help you with anything, you can use me as a tree hole to tell me all your grievances and anger. Maybe you will feel better when you say it. Feel better."

Lu Ruyi's eyes gradually became moist. She looked at Rong Yi with tears in her eyes. She bit her lower lip and shook her head. Her mood suddenly collapsed. She lowered her voice and said, "It's useless. It's useless even if I say it."

Seeing her strong denial, Rong Yi looked at her worriedly, then looked at the other servants in the room, and made a gesture to let them out. After the room was cleared, Rong Yi sat next to her and said: " Don't cry yet. If you have any grievances, you can tell me. There are only two of us now, and I promise you, I won't say anything you tell me."

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(End of this chapter)