rich concubine

Chapter 855 Self-blame
Xu Shi had been taking care of the child in person for the past few days. One day, Rong Yi went to the toilet and found out that she had seen red. Her hands were numb and she walked out in a daze. Qiu Xin saw that the lady's face was as pale as ashes and asked quickly: "Madam, what's wrong?"

Rong Yi quickly held her hand, supported her body, and said unsteadily: "I...go get the doctor quickly, I'm red!"

Seeing the pale face of the lady, Qiu Xin also understood the meaning of seeing red, which was explained by Granny Bai. Her face turned pale at that moment, and she quickly helped the lady back, and was about to leave the house without stopping.

Seeing how hurried she was, Fu Ling stopped her, frowned slightly, and asked, "What's wrong?"

Qiu Xin was so anxious that she could not speak coherently. She waved her hands and said, "My lady...she is blushing!"

How could Poria not know what seeing red means to a pregnant woman? She was also panicked at that moment. She hurriedly lifted up her skirt and said: "You don't know the place. I'll go and you can serve the lady and make her happy." Lie down and stop moving."

Qiu was anxious and confused for a moment. She also knew that she was not as familiar with Sister Fuling, so she hurriedly returned to take care of her wife.

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The waiting process was always very long. Rong Yi was lying on the bed, her heart beating like thunder. She tried her best to calm herself down, hoping that she would not be so nervous, so as not to disturb the fetus again. The fetus was not yet firmly seated and was not yet three years old. Months, if something happened, she really wanted to slap herself twice!
The child is carried in her belly. If something happens to the child, it must be due to her incompetence as a mother and her failure to protect the child.

And Poria hurried over there in a hurry, taking Doctor Wen with her as she hurried back all the way.

During the consultation, I heard that the doctor's expression was difficult to distinguish, which made Rong Yi even more flustered. She didn't dare to ask what happened, for fear that the result would be bad and she would not be able to accept it.

After a while, Doctor Wen's brows relaxed slightly, he looked at Madam and said, "Fortunately, it's nothing serious. Maybe it's caused by Madam's hard work these days. She just needs to have a good rest and drink a few doses of medicine."

After hearing this, Rong Yi breathed a sigh of relief and asked, "Is the child really okay?"

Doctor Wen said: "It's okay for now, but I don't want to be like this anymore, ma'am. Pregnant women are extremely fragile. Just leave it to the servants to do anything. The main reason is that the body was injured during the previous birth, so I got pregnant so quickly." , Actually it’s not very good, but since it’s already there, it’s fate. Naturally, we congratulate you on getting another treasure, but I also said something before that this pregnancy is not easy to come by. Please be careful, Mrs.”

He felt relieved again. Looking at her serious eyes, Rong Yi felt lingering fear. He took a deep breath, exhaled it slowly, nodded solemnly and said, "I haven't felt too tired these days. He was well behaved in the belly and had no discomfort. I thought this pregnancy was stable."

Doctor Wen said, "When the lady feels uncomfortable, it will be bad."

Rong Yi fell silent, her face darkened, and she nodded bluntly.

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After sending Doctor Wen away, when Poria came back, he saw his wife huddled in the bed, shaking slightly.

Qiu Xin looked worried at the side, but she didn't know how to comfort her.

They are both women and mothers, so why can't Poria understand the lady's current mood.

She walked forward, bent down and whispered softly in the lady's ear: "Madam, don't be too sad. A bad mood is not good for the child. Keep a cheerful mood. The doctor said, the lady is fine, and the child is fine too." , It’s just that the lady has been too tired these days, it’s all the slave’s fault, it’s the slave who didn’t serve me well, which is why the lady is so tired.”

After saying this, Qiu Xin also lowered her head sadly. She originally came to Changliu to help, but she was overworked while helping, so what's the use of her?But at this time, no one can take care of her thoughts.

Even though she said that, Rongyi still felt guilty. After becoming a mother, many things were not as free as before, and she was not allowed to do whatever she wanted. She surrounded her children every day, but in the end the children would still be hurt. .

Having twins was already very difficult for her. She couldn't take care of both children at the same time. Fortunately, there were so many people around her to take care of them. Now she has another one in her belly. She can take care of one but not the other. Sometimes she feels that she is very good. , but everyone knows that the child cannot bear such torture.

How can I not feel uncomfortable? The child is in the belly, and it cannot express its discomfort. I was careless and hurt it...

The more I think about it, the sadder I feel.

Why are you so careless?
She didn't know how other mothers raised their children, but she felt like a failure. She couldn't take care of her children well after giving birth. She had two older children, had a hard time weaning them off, and cried heartbreakingly every day. All she could do was watch. She is holding on, watching them cry, watching them looking for milk, but she has to be ruthless and cut them off little by little, letting them cut off the first and most important thing in their lives. This little one, she I didn't take care of it, and something almost happened.

Thinking about the life he is living now, he has fine clothes, food and clothing, and is always being attended to wherever he goes. He just looks after his two children.

After taking the initiative to take care of the child for a few days, Rong Yi was so busy that she couldn't do anything well. Rong Yi felt that she was useless.

I was fighting a war outside and it was so hard to fight against the enemy, but I couldn't even take care of my children at home. Isn't it such a failure?
Tears flowed into the pillow cover, soaking a large area. Rong Yi's eyes were extremely red, and she gasped for air.

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The sadness spread to everyone. Rong Yi got tired of crying at some point and fell asleep. Fu Ling didn't dare to leave, and stayed by the bed to guard her.

Fuling herself has been pregnant with a child, and she knows how pregnant women feel. It is of course very uncomfortable at this time. This is a vulnerable time, and she is afraid that if her wife is not with her, she will think more and more, and worry that something will happen.

She told Qiu Xin to go to the small bedroom to guard the two mistresses. Qiu Xin lowered her head and responded silently.

When she walked out of the master bedroom, Qiu Xin couldn't help but shed a tear. She wiped it away with the back of her hand and raised her head. When she was about to walk there, she saw Qiu Niang staring at her again.

Qiu Xin paused slightly, looking at her with numb eyes. She changed her face almost instantly, pretending that nothing happened, walked towards her, and said in a hoarse voice: "Sister Fuling asked me to come and take care of her." Two young masters."

Qiu Niang's eyes darkened, she stepped aside, and Qiu Xin walked in.

Almost as soon as she stepped in, she knew that Qiuniang would definitely not miss this opportunity and would ask herself.

She went to the bedside and glanced at the sleeping mistresses. When she turned to go out, Qiu Niang was blocking her behind her. Qiu Xin didn't know when she came over, and was startled by her sudden appearance. He clenched his fists and looked at her blankly.

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(End of this chapter)