National actor is first love

Chapter 196 Don’t leave me (2)
The elevator soon stopped at the floor where Han Muyan lived.

The moment the elevator door opened.

Lu Jinnian walked quickly towards her room.

I knocked on the door twice, but no one answered.

Lu Jinnian took out the room card directly, swiped the card and walked in.

Han Muyan sat on a single sofa in front of the floor-to-ceiling glass window, staring out the window without focus, not knowing what he was thinking.

She suddenly became confused and didn't know where to go.

Because of that incident seven years ago, she had to go abroad.

The other side of the ocean.

In fact, her life was not comfortable.

I only attended domestic university for one year and then dropped out.

No diploma, no language skills, no food habits, no acclimatization, and no money.

What's more important is the guilt and longing for Lu Jinnian.

At that time, she really felt that she was going crazy from being tortured.

Insomnia every night.

Even sometimes, I barely fall asleep.

I would also be awakened by dreams in the middle of the night.

For half a year, she could feel that her body was about to be hollowed out.

A lot of hair fell down.

Even taking a sip of boiled water will make you feel nauseous.

At that point she really wanted to end her life.

But she was even more afraid of him on the other side of the ocean. If he knew about her suicide, he would know about it and might go to the same extreme as her.

She is not afraid of death!

But back then, she clearly knew her place in Lu Jinnian's heart.

She can't hurt him.

She was already very sorry for him, so how could she bear to harm him!
Heard the sound of the door opening.

Han Muyan had no reaction at all.

Lu Jinnian walked to her side and squatted down.

"Mumu?" Lu Jinnian stared at her for a while: "Are you okay?"

It's an answer that I obviously already have in my heart.But he still couldn't help but ask.

fine?

How could it be okay?

If nothing was really wrong, she wouldn't be sitting here alone and thinking.

There is a saying that is very popular on the Internet right now.

Do you regret falling in love with him?I do not regret.

If you had it to do over again, would you still love him again?
In fact, he had always asked Han Muyan, but he was afraid that the answer he would get would be no!
He always owed her an explanation about Shen Qingwei.

But every time the words came to his lips, he swallowed them back alive.

He really didn't want the hard-won tenderness between them to be destroyed by an outsider.

Han Muyan lowered her head and glanced at him.

Although she didn't say a word.

But her empty eyes clearly told him the answer.

The helplessness and exhaustion made her look like she had lost all her energy.

"Jingnian Lu..."

With a hoarse voice, she softly called his name.

The shouting made Lu Jinnian's heart almost break.

He stood up suddenly and hugged her tightly.

Lu Jinnian's lips twitched slightly.

Is this still the Han Muyan he remembers?

I remember the first time he saw her in that bookstore and coffee shop, it was her sweet smile that left a deep imprint on his heart.

But that smile no longer exists.

She was left with bruises all over her body.

No matter who bullied her, he would fight for her.

But at this moment, the person bullying her was himself.

Lu Jinnian felt a heartbreaking pain in his heart, and he couldn't help but tighten the hand holding her.

Han Muyan leaned against him and slowly closed her eyes...

(End of this chapter)