cannon fodder cultivator

Chapter 851

Chapter 12

It is already a very strange time to spend hundreds of years to conceive a child in order to avoid disaster.

They even spent more than 9000 years preparing, which is incredible when you think about it.

Xiao Chengzi looked at Gu Wan in confusion, and asked: "In order to avoid disaster, wouldn't it be better to use secret methods to give birth to children as quickly as possible? Obviously we can achieve our goal faster, but we have to endure more than 9000 years of rejection from the earth and go in a big circle. We just came back, you guys are really weird!"

More than 9000 years is a long and critical time for everyone except Xiao Chengzi.

A Mahayana monk has a lifespan of 4 years. To enter the Mahayana period, he must be at least 3 years old, right?The remaining lifespan is less than [-] years. Of course, if it took longer to cultivate to the Mahayana stage and meet Master Mubai later, it is possible that the lifespan will be more than half.

The remaining 2 years or more may be more than 1 years, and we have to wait for another 9000 years.

Even if they were her biological parents, Xiao Chengzi still felt silly, even a little baffled.

Seeing the disapproval in Xiao Chengzi's eyes, Gu Wan explained softly: "Back then, we became Taoist couples just to have a child using secret methods. Before that, Master Mubai said that this was his first child, and he would also be the first child in this life. only one."

Xiao Chengzi was still confused, "What does it have to do with you wasting 9000 years?"

Gu Wan said again: "The meaning behind his words is that even if it is made from a secret recipe, he will give you the best of everything."

Xiao Chengzi became more and more confused as she listened. She stared at Gu Wan with deep doubts in her eyes.

"After a hundred years of gestation, you gave me the best qualifications in the world. Isn't that the best of everything? Or does it mean that it will take more than 9000 years for you to practice the secret method? Isn't the price too high?! I always thought that you only need to practice With a secret method, you can conceive a child through double cultivation. When the child is born, it will be the child born from the secret method, isn't it like this?"

Gu Wan shook his head helplessly, "The secret method does not require double cultivation to give birth to a child. A lot of elixirs and materials need to be prepared, and both parties will use the secret method. After three to five years, when the secret method is completed, a child will be born, and then the child will be placed in the mother's belly. Normally, giving birth to a child with single spiritual roots requires a hundred years of elixir, and another ten years of pregnancy. Giving birth to a child with five spiritual roots requires a thousand years of elixir, and another hundred years of pregnancy. Master Mubai said that the thousand-year-old material is not suitable. He is his only child, so we have waited for more than 9000 years and used ten thousand years of elixir to give birth to you before the next Longquan Secret Land is opened!"

The previous plans were all good, but unfortunately, they changed after Xiao Chengzi was born.

Upon hearing this answer, Xiao Chengzi's expression froze.

Prepare enough materials and elixirs, and spend another three to five years using the secret method to create a child. The world of immortality is really a magical world, so the children born by their secret method are actually test-tube babies in the world of immortality?
You can use a secret method to synthesize a baby. The person who invented this secret method is really amazing!
Xiao Chengzi raised her hands and rubbed her face vigorously.

After rubbing it twice, and then rubbing it twice, it was finally not so stiff.

"I...I probably know where I come from!"

Children synthesized by secret methods cannot stay with their biological parents, so it is no wonder that they are regarded as a cause and effect.

Gu Wan gently touched her head and continued, "I have been willing to wait for more than 9000 years, and I have given birth to you for hundreds of years without any regrets. But in the end, ten thousand years of expectations came to nothing! What can I do? How can I accept it if I am willing to do so?”

When he said this sentence, a trace of pain appeared in Gu Wan's eyes.

Xiao Chengzi pursed her lips and touched her hand cautiously, "He never explained?"

Gu Wan had an indifferent expression and said coldly: "Yes! He didn't explain a word. He is the most ruthless person in the world!"

Xiao Chengzi suddenly felt that Guwan was quite pitiful. It took her a hundred years to conceive a child. No, plus more than 9000 years of waiting, it would be a full 1 years just a few decades away, which was half or even half of her remaining lifespan. It's [-]%.

After thousands of years of waiting, everyone will go crazy.

But the initiator didn't even have a single explanation.

Xiao Chengzi couldn't help but wonder, if Gu Wan could beat Master Mubai, maybe she would be a child without a father!
There was a dispute between her father and mother, and Xiao Chengzi couldn't tell who was right and who was wrong, but they were always good to her.

She asked quietly: "When did he tell you?"

Gu Wan said: "He was particularly indifferent before. He didn't mention anything about you and didn't allow Xuan Yi to mention it. Until one day, I felt that the blood connection between us was cut off, and finally I couldn't stand him anymore. I went to make a fuss with him. He said that you used ancient secret methods to peel off your bloodline. I continued to ask and found out that your life was in that world, but I didn't believe it..."

Xiao Chengzi's eyes flashed slightly. When she peeled off her bloodline, she only remembered that Fairy Xueyan said that she would never see her biological parents again. Therefore, when Mo Wuchang proposed a secret method to reverse bloodline, she almost didn't hesitate. accepted.

It turns out that they knew it at that time.

After a pause, Gu Wan sighed heavily, and then raised his eyes to look at the lake in front of him, "Until one day, his spiritual mind saw you, and he couldn't hold it in anymore, and wanted to find someone to share his inner joy, so I I know what you look like, I know your name, I know if you will grow up..."

Xiao Chengzi's mood was complicated. Master Mubai probably didn't know until later that she could only go to the Guiyuan world.

If they had known her fate was sealed, would they still have given birth to her?

So after waiting for 1 years, why should Master Mubai be the same?

The two of them were put together by someone behind the scenes.

The failure of ten thousand years of hope is a huge blow to everyone.

Master Mubai may not feel any better than Guwan.

Xiao Chengzi hesitated for a moment and then said: "I know you have resentment towards my father. There is something I can't tell you in too much detail. I want to remind you that the three of us are all chess pieces on someone else's chessboard. Even My birth was all set up by others!"

Gu Wan turned around sharply and looked at her in surprise, "Who set this up?"

Xiao Chengzi looked solemn, "I'm still doubting. Don't think too much. In this game, we are all chess pieces involuntarily. The most important thing now is to improve our own strength and strive to one day be able to escape from this game." It’s up to you to control the situation!”

Gu Wan couldn't help but sneer: "As powerful as he is, will he become a pawn in the hands of others?"

I heard that Master Mubai was also someone else's pawn, so I felt a little more balanced in my heart.

Therefore, I have never doubted Xiao Chengzi's words. She possesses the power of heaven and is the only child in the world who was born using a secret method to avoid the disaster of life and death. The most important thing is that she is her child. Even if she doubts anyone, she will not doubt it. On Xiao Chengzi's head.Xiao Chengzi said: "He was indifferent to you before, probably because the blow to him was too great at this time, and his heart is cold!"

Gu Wan said: "You don't know him well enough. He has always been like this, including for more than 9000 years, and has never changed!"

Xiao Chengzi suddenly remembered that when she returned to ancient times, she saw Master Mubai for the first time. His eyes were cold. After him, Xiao Chengzi had never seen a colder look. Just a casual glance could hit people's hearts directly, even It is the human soul.

Think about the experience of Master Mubai again. All his relatives and friends died in the battle. No one in the world knows his origin. Although he has strong strength, he is like a drifting soul. He has no spiritual sustenance and no one can Concerned people.

Xiao Chengzi couldn't help but think that if all her relatives and friends died in the war, she might become the loneliest person in the world.

No more familiar smiling faces, no caring eyes, so what if I live a long life?He is not walking alone, struggling in the world, not knowing where to return.

Just like a monk living in the mortal world, his relatives and friends around him are all mortals. You can only watch them live and die one by one, but you can't help them with their illness or pain. You have to watch them grow old and die until there is no one left in this world. Know you.

Xiao Chengzi suddenly understood. It turned out that monks stayed away from the mortal world not only to pursue immortality, but also to find a group of like-minded people who could work together to encourage each other, take risks together, and stay with them for a long time.

When no one in the world knows you, how are you different from a lonely ghost?

Gu Wan is a pitiful person, Master Mubai is also quite pitiful, and she herself is also pitiful.

She must urge her friends around her to practice hard, and don’t let her walk alone. Xiao Chengzi doesn’t want to experience the feeling of loneliness in the world. She still hopes to be able to interact with her relatives and friends like she does now. Caring, there are still people who care about you when you go out to experience, and you still know the way back.

Xiao Chengzi rubbed her sore nose and said in a rough voice: "I won't interfere or ask about your relationship. As long as you don't kill each other, that's enough! If one day you kill each other, I will I’ll arrest you and beat you all!”

Xiao Chengzi was telling the truth, so whether she resented Master Mubai or not, Master Mubai couldn't help but insist on sending her to the Guiyuan World.Let Gu Wan know the truth and whether she should continue to resent him. Xiao Chengzi would not say much and let her think slowly.

I don’t want to talk too much about this topic.

There were some things that she couldn't let go of for a while.

After a long silence, Gu Wan directly changed the topic and returned to the main topic: "When I was completely confused and wanted to know about you frantically, I met a child who was born in the same year, month and day as you, so I I rescued her once."

Xiao Chengzi frowned slightly, "Do you think we are destined?"

She was born on the same day, same year, same month, was this meant to take away her life?
Gu Wan nodded and continued: "I think we are quite destined. I know nothing about you. I don't know what you look like. I don't know if you have grown taller. I don't know if you are fat or thin. I don’t know how your cultivation progress is…”

Xiao Chengzi couldn't help but sigh, she was indeed being used as a substitute.

"Then one day her parents brought her to Qingyun Sect, and I felt soft-hearted and accepted her as a disciple. Watching her grow up day by day, I felt very happy. I always felt like I was watching you grow up. I always thought you That’s what it’s like.”

Before she could finish speaking, Xiao Chengzi had already guessed the next step.

Later, I found out that she was different from the Lingyan Fairy, so I sent the substitute away.

Sure enough, Gu Wan's next words were just as Xiao Chengzi had guessed.

"It wasn't until you were 23 years old that Master Mubai suddenly came to see me and gave me a spar doll. I suddenly realized that my child cannot be replaced by anyone. No one is like you, and no one can compare with you. Apart from you, you are the best child in the world and the only one!"

The resentment in Xiao Chengzi's heart had long since dissipated without a trace.

Thousands of years of hope have failed. Even if Mubai is an immortal, he can only accept his fate.

They are all poor people who can't help themselves.

Gu Wan continued: "Master Mubai is dissatisfied with a substitute occupying your status and enjoying the resources you deserve. He told me that one day you can avoid the disaster of life and death and appear in front of us. I was looking forward to it, but I didn’t dare to believe it completely. When I returned to Qingyun Sect, I sent Yan Yiling away. It wasn’t until ten years later, when Xuan Yi came back in despair with news about you, that I believed that you could really come back. Come to me!"

Xiao Chengzi gently held her hand, "Let the past be in the past, I don't blame you anymore!"

Gu Wan was stunned for a moment, then looked at her in surprise, "Xiao Chengzi, do you really not blame mother anymore?"

Xiao Chengzi nodded vigorously, with strange emotions flashing in her big dark eyes, and then opened her arms towards her.

"Would you like to hug me?"

Gu Wan smiled with tears in her eyes. She leaned over and hugged Xiao Chengzi, "I have finally waited for this day!"

Xiao Chengzi gently called "Mother" in her ear, and then whispered: "Actually, I miss you too. When I was thirteen or fourteen years old, I knew that I was a child born through a secret method. When I heard I even cried when we said we would never see each other again..."

Gu Wan's heart suddenly felt like a knife piercing her heart, and the joy she felt when she heard that mother's voice was instantly washed away.

He patted Xiao Chengzi's back gently and whispered comfortingly: "Don't be afraid, it's over!"

Xiao Chengzi added: "Uncle Xuanyi ruined my chance to jump out of the Five Elements back then, which was a huge blow to me. I was provoked so I wanted to return my bloodline. In fact, my bloodline had been stripped away a long time ago. I refused to talk back. I said something that hurt you. I regret it now, can you forgive me?"

Gu Wan burst into tears again, "I don't blame you, my mother has never blamed you..."

Xiao Chengzi said before that she returned her bloodline because she was young and ignorant, but she felt a little disapproval in her heart.

But now, she really regrets it.

When she was injured, she unscrupulously hurt the two people who had done the most for her. Master Mubai never mentioned these past events. If she had not misunderstood Gu Wan, maybe she would never know what happened behind her in this life.

If she had to wait until she lost them to discover the truth, she would never forgive herself even if she died.

Xiao Chengzi wiped the tears from the corner of her eyes with the back of her hand and suddenly changed the topic, "Mom, the world of Shangyuan may be in chaos. You should go into seclusion and improve your strength! Even if you can't protect the safety of this world, at least you must protect yourself. Ability, I won’t be reduced to cannon fodder!”

　The relationship between mother and daughter has finally been resolved~the baby is about to be born~
　　
　
(End of this chapter)