The proud daughter of the reborn space

Chapter 375 Family 5
Being hugged suddenly, Hua Shu's body stiffened subconsciously, but thinking that this person was her biological mother, although she was still uncomfortable with it, she still relaxed herself and did not resist the hug.

However, although she was a mother, she was still a stranger emotionally. Seeing her crying, Hua Shu couldn't bear it. She was not good at comforting people, but she couldn't say anything to comfort her.

She quietly let Su Yixuan hold her and cried for a while. When her emotions were almost vented and she gradually calmed down, Hua Shu finally left Su Yixuan's arms lightly.

However, when she inadvertently raised her head, she saw Hua Likun looking at her expectantly. This man who always seemed mature, steady, tolerant and restrained could not avoid losing his temper at this time. He was looking forward to his daughter calling her Call yourself daddy.

Not only Hua Likun, but also the Hua Ting and Hua Zhen brothers next to him also had happy faces, and their expressions revealed unabashed hope.

They haven't heard Xiao Shu call them brother yet!At this time, they were really envious of Hua Lin. He actually let him take the lead and became the first family member recognized by Xiao Shu. He was also the only one among their brothers who was called brother by Xiao Shu.Therefore, they very much hope to hear Hua Shu call them brother.

Meeting their expectant looks, Hua Shu's eyes couldn't help but twitch. She was so in love with Hua Lin and Su Yixuan that she cried out. Now that they, father and son, were looking at them expectantly, she felt uncomfortable all over. Zi Zi couldn't speak anymore.

Secretly calming herself down, she straightened her expression and spoke calmly, "I know the purpose of your coming today. Originally, I planned to find a suitable time to sit down and have a good talk with you, but since you are here now , then it’s better to choose a day than to hit it. If you have anything to say, let’s make it clear today!”

As soon as these words came out, everyone in the Hua family suddenly became nervous, and even their sitting postures could not help but become upright.

"I have heard from my eldest brother about what happened back then. Although I know that the reason why I ended up in the orphanage cannot be entirely blamed on you, but... to be honest, I had no intention of getting to know you at the beginning. .”

Hearing this, Su Yixuan couldn't sit still and said hurriedly: "Xiao Shu..."

"Don't worry, listen to me first." Hua Shu interrupted her, smiled reassuringly at her, and continued: "I remember when I was a child, although the orphanage was not big, there were quite a few adopted children, no matter how old they were. We have to fight hard to get food or clothes. The friendship between the children is weak and they stick to each other. The only one who is good to me is Grandma Zhao from the orphanage. If it weren’t for her private concern and care, I would have been a long time ago. No longer in this world.”

"Later, I learned about the concept of parents and family for the first time. At that time, I saw that other children had parents and the love of their families, but I had nothing. At that time, I was really envious and confused. Why do other children have parents but I don’t? Then, I couldn’t help but ask Grandma Zhao, why do I have no parents?”

"Looking back now, I can still clearly remember Grandma Zhao's expression at that time. It was pity, sympathy and intolerance that I couldn't understand at a young age."

In her previous life, she could not clearly recall Grandma Zhao's expression. The reason she could recall it so clearly was because she had strengthened her memory through practice after rebirth.Although, she didn't want to recall the not-so-good past when she was young.

"Grandma Zhao was kind-hearted and could not tell the cruel truth to me when I was young, so she chose a white lie. She told me that I also have parents who love me, but they have important things to be busy with, so they put me aside for the time being. I was fostered in an orphanage, and they would come and take me home when they were done. For a long time after that, I believed this lie. Even after experiencing many things and coming here, as I grew older and experienced, I already understood that it was just a lie, but I still chose to believe it, just because I really longed for family love and wanted to have a family."

Hua Shu spoke eloquently, as if she was telling someone else's story, her tone and expression were surprisingly calm, but if you look carefully, you will find that her eyes are red and quietly moist.

On the other hand, the Hua family here could no longer keep calm, especially Su Yixuan, who started crying again after hearing Hua Shu's story. At this time, she was already sobbing and almost collapsed.Even Hua Likun and his son, who are men, couldn't help but have red eyes at this time, with moist eyes and sad faces.Although they had a thorough understanding of Hua Shu's experiences over the years after repeated investigations, they realized at this moment that their so-called understanding was superficial. It turned out that she had suffered a lot and suffered psychological trauma. , which they cannot imagine unless they have experienced it personally.

Guilt, self-blame, distress, pity...etc. emotions were rising and rolling in their hearts. Even a few grown men couldn't bear it for a while.

Hua Shu raised her head, stared at the ceiling and blinked her eyes, forcing back the tears that filled her eyes.

"In this way, I started waiting from my ignorant childhood, and when I grew up, I waited until..."

When she entered society, her beautiful expectations were wiped out by the cruel reality. She was no longer naive or had unrealistic expectations.

She added silently in her heart.

She would not reveal her past life experiences to others, nor could she tell them these words. She didn't care whether they could understand or not. By saying so much, she just wanted them to understand. What did they think of their so-called understanding of her? neither.Although she decided to recognize them, this must be based on true knowledge and understanding. Otherwise, differences in concepts and mutual incomprehension will only lead to inevitable conflicts in the end.

"... Wuwuwu... It's my fault that you have suffered so much injustice and suffered so much... Wuwu... My poor daughter, I'm sorry... Xiaoshu, mom is sorry for you..." Su Yixuan She burst into tears and hugged Hua Shu with tears streaming down her face.

For the sake of her health, her husband and sons only told her the general experience of Xiao Shu over the years. She knew them too well and immediately guessed that they must have hidden something from her, so she knew that Xiao Shu must have suffered a lot. I blame myself for this and hope to do my best to make it up to my daughter.

However, until she heard Xiao Shu's story with her own ears, she had no idea that there were predators in the orphanage. Thinking about Xiao Shu's age at that time, her heart felt as if she had been stabbed by a knife.

What's more terrible is that the physical pain is secondary, and the psychological trauma is the most fatal. Xiao Shu has been suffering from both physical and mental suffering since she was so small. She simply can't imagine what this child has been through all these years. How did you get here?

Just thinking about Xiao Shu's experiences and the grievances and pains she didn't know were hidden behind those experiences made her heart break.

　Work is so busy. Can you imagine working overtime until nine or ten o'clock every day for a whole month without a break?I don’t have the energy for coding at all, or I can’t think of coding at all. I can update today thanks to the Qingming Festival holiday. However, I only have one day off, and I feel like I will have to take a dog lead sooner or later...

　　In addition, although the update is very slow, I have spent a lot of thought on this book. Even if the serialization cycle will be very long, I will definitely finish it. I promise not to supervise it. I hope the fairies will support it!

　　
　
(End of this chapter)