Dashan Orchard 1988

Chapter 146 The breeze blows gently, and the girl’s heart flutters
"Hey, I always thought there was something wrong with you."

Lin Xiuli said suddenly.

She didn't look at Li Muyang, but looked at the hills opposite.

This season is when jujubes are in bloom, red, green and yellow, which are very beautiful.

"What's wrong?"

"You said you saw me in a dream?"

"Yes."

"Dreams are unrealistic. What are dreams? They are just an extension of people's emotions during the day.

Since you didn’t know me before, why did you dream about me?So this must be a lie. "

"I said I won't lie to you, so I definitely won't. The dream is a continuation of the day, and it's not confirmed, right?

I think dreams are a kind of prediction of reality, that is, what we are thinking in the deepest part of our mind. Maybe we don’t know it when we think about it. "

"You mean subconscious?"

Li Muyang shook his head, "I don't know what you are talking about, but I guess it's about the same.

If you think I haven't seen you in a dream, then I have seen you in a previous life.

And it's familiar.

Otherwise, why would I be like this? You are indeed very good-looking, but I am not a person who only likes good-looking girls.

But I care about you very much. Isn't it strange? "

Lin Xiuli thought to herself, do you mean we fell in love at first sight?

Such a thing really exists?

She doesn't know either.

She likes to read books and novels, but she actually knows in her heart that novels are not reality.

I remember writing in that book that novels are the sublimation, condensation, or exaggeration of reality.

She felt it wasn't comprehensive enough.

A novel may just be a bean of life.

a drop of water.

If the real world is an ocean, fiction is a very ordinary drop of water in the ocean.

It doesn’t even represent the universality of the entire ocean.

The reason why it looks good may be because the sunlight just happens to shine on it at a certain moment, giving it a passive color.

If you see a drop of water refracting sunlight, it proves that the entire ocean does so.

That is arbitrary and incomplete.

"Did you really just graduate from elementary school?" she asked suddenly.

“Third grade, to be precise.

Our school was gone by the third grade.

At that time, family conditions did not allow it, and there were too many younger brothers and sisters.

Besides, my brain isn’t very bright either. I’m okay at work, but I’m not that good at learning knowledge. "

“It’s okay, knowledge is not just what you learn from books, you can also accumulate a lot of experience in work.

The experience accumulated from life is sometimes richer and more effective.

Much of the knowledge in books is dead knowledge.

It's not easy to learn in your head, but it's hard to use it, which is quite boring. "

"You're quite good at comforting people."

"I'm not trying to comfort you, that's what I thought before.

I think so.

You see, our world is a big machine, and people are just parts in the machine, right?

So which part do you think is important and which one is not?

If the engine is important, then a small screw in the corner is not important.

But if the screws are missing, can the engine still run normally?
I'm afraid it won't run for long and it will be scrapped, right?
Therefore, there is not much difference between people. They are just choices and play different roles in the big machine.

Moreover, I sometimes feel that we actually don’t have much choice.

Well, that is to say, we have no choice. "

"So, you are still a pessimist..."

"I don't know what pessimism is, but I have always felt that many times we are unable to weigh the benefits and losses, so we just do our best and have a clear conscience."

"Too."

Lin Xiuli smiled.

The two sat side by side on the edge of the ditch, their legs swinging in the air.

The wind blew a blade of grass onto Lin Xiuli's hair. Li Muyang subconsciously reached for it, but when his hand came closer, it stopped mid-air.

Lin Xiuli looked at him with curious eyes.

"A straw."

"Where is it?" Lin Xiuli reached out and brushed it a few times, but instead of brushing it away, she buried the grass in her hair.

Li Muyang looked at it and laughed.

"What are you laughing at? Haven't you fallen yet?"

"No."

"Then why are you looking at it? Help me remove it."

"Oh."

After receiving the decree, Li Muyang reached out and helped Lin Xiuli take it down. He blew it gently, and the grass clippings fell into the deep ditch.

Li Muyang looked at Lin Xiuli's fair and beautiful profile and did not look away for a long time.

Lin Xiuli didn't notice. She cupped her chin and looked at the green trees on the opposite hillside, and said quietly: "Actually, I have checked with someone before, and I am not suitable for a blind date this year." "Why?"

"It is said that this year is bad luck. If there is any romance, if it is a blind date or marriage, it will bring bad luck."

"Then when are you going to get married?"

"It was said to wait two years, which is when I am 33 years old."

"That must be a liar."

Li Muyang blurted out.

He has every reason to prove that there is definitely something wrong with this fortune teller.

If getting married really brings bad luck, it will be two years later, which is exactly the lucky year proposed by the fortune teller.

Suffice it to say, that guy is a liar.

"How did you know?"

Lin Xiuli looked at him.

"Do you still believe this?"

Li Muyang smiled and said, "Don't all the books say that superstition must be eradicated? You must not believe in such mysterious things..."

When he said this, he suddenly lost confidence.

If it is true that there is no such thing, then he himself cannot explain what is going on.

Fortunately, Lin Xiuli had no doubts.

She pursed her lips and smiled: "I think so, so I didn't care. I just wanted to see if there was any bad luck coming to me."

"Aren't you afraid?"

"What are we afraid of? As you said, many things are not our choice, right? So what can we do? In fact, we just face it bravely.

Am I afraid that bad luck will let me go?

No way.

If there is really bad luck, then I think bad luck will definitely be afraid of brave people, but will bully those who are timid. "

Li Muyang nodded: "That makes sense."

"Stop talking about this, tell me about your family?"

"My house..."

Li Muyang first thought of his small family.

Wife, children, and grandchildren...

But he soon regained his reverie and told Lin Xiuli the current situation at home.

"In short, the people in our family have different personalities, but you can rest assured that there are no evil-minded people."

"Well, I see."

Lin Xiuli nodded and said: "It doesn't matter if there are some problems. It's the two of us living our lives and it has nothing to do with anyone else. If we can get along well, we will get along well. If we can't get along, the most we can do is keep a distance."

"That's it."

Li Muyang thought about what happened in his previous life and nodded.

Now he is not married, and everyone's relationship is quite harmonious, but life is long after all, and he himself cannot fully guarantee what will happen next.

Since part of the timeline has been changed by him, things may happen that are different from the original.

He must be mentally prepared for this.

"It's just that our family doesn't have a new house yet, but I promise..."

"It doesn't matter," Lin Xiuli interrupted him, "If there is no yard, let's build it slowly. We only need one house to live in, so what if we need so many.

Life is getting better slowly, and no one is born with a cornucopia of treasures.

Don't worry, I'm not the kind of person who covets wealth. If that were the case, I would definitely not take a fancy to you. "

Li Muyang asked the riddle that he had wanted to ask in his previous life: "Xiuli, I obviously have nothing, why do you like me?"

Lin Xiuli looked into his eyes, smiled and said, "Maybe it's because of the sincerity in your eyes."

"sincere?"

"Yes, a person's heart can be seen in his eyes. I can see from your eyes that you are a good person. For me, being a good person is enough."

She smiled faintly and looked at the distant mountains. "Fame, wealth, glory and wealth, and good food and clothing are actually just human desires. Uncovering these things attached to the outside is what people really need in their hearts."

She hesitated and concluded: "I think that the things that can truly give people a sense of happiness come from deep within, and are definitely not something that can be brought about by things on the surface.

Even though we may feel happy because we get a beautiful new dress, a delicious bite, or a big house, it is only temporary and cannot last long.

And if we waste all our limited time chasing those superficial things, it is actually a betrayal of life, and we are the executioners of our own years..."

As she spoke, Lin Xiuli was suddenly startled and looked at Li Muyang a little embarrassed, "I'm sorry, I told you this. In the past, many great people just thought this way in books. I think the reason why they are great is Maybe it’s because they abandoned these selfish desires that restricted them.”

Li Muyang stared blankly at the beautiful girl in front of him. He suddenly recalled many things in his previous life.

It suddenly dawned on him that his wife lived with him in the countryside and lived a life of food, rice, oil and salt, but in fact, she always had the heart of a poet in her heart.

She always believes that knowledge and increasing knowledge are the goals that a person cannot give up and must be persisted throughout his life.

For this reason, she persuaded Li Muyang that no matter how difficult the family was, no matter how hard it was to sell iron, the three children must go to school and go to college. This is the reason.

Just because of the trivial life, he never really understood her heart.

I have never discussed these things with my wife.

Perhaps, my wife has been depressed all her life.

She has a poem and a distant world in her heart, but in reality her husband is an honest farmer. The family conditions are not good, and the two of them have to struggle to support their three children.

Therefore, the poetry in her heart became bowls of porridge and noodles served to her family.

Her distance is limited to a three-foot pot.

For so many years, she worked hard without complaint and took great pains to support her husband and raise her children. She can be called a good wife and mother.

But when she dreamed about it at midnight, or when she returned from hoeing under the moonlight, she occasionally looked at the moon in the sky, and she felt a little unwilling to do so.

Li Muyang... didn't know.

(End of this chapter)