splendid star

Chapter 116 Guan Lu suddenly repented
In a flash, a year has passed!
Guan Lu finally saved enough of her parents' 10 yuan pension fund and the 40% interest she originally promised.
"Mom! Send me the account number. The principal plus interest totals 14. I will call you the money." Guan Lu called excitedly.
"Okay, okay! I'll send it to you right away." Guan Lu's mother was cleaning up the housework while silently calculating in her heart: 10 yuan has been given to her daughter for a whole year, and she has not even seen her say, "No." Something went wrong?With such high interest rates, she often heard of loan sharks losing all their money or even killing people. She knew this common sense.Unexpectedly, when I was thinking and struggling alone, my daughter called me and told me that the principal and interest were quite penny and all could be done in one step.What a big surprise!Guan Lu's mother asked in disbelief, "Lulu, is the interest really 4 yuan? What kind of financial product is this!"
"Well, every penny is a lot." Guan Lu couldn't help but feel happy when she heard her mother's excited tone on the phone.
"How about this, Lulu, you call mom the principal of 10 yuan, and we can keep the remaining 4 yuan in the account for investment. What do you think?" Guan Lu's mother thought about it. After thinking about it, he discussed it with Guan Lu.
After hearing this, Guan Lu couldn't help but sneered and secretly cursed: Alas!What an old money addict!
"Mom, it's better not to vote. My boyfriend is dead!" Guan Lu replied bitterly, "You two should keep these 14 yuan and don't let anyone cheat you."
"What?! Your boyfriend died? When did it happen?" Guan Lu's mother was shocked after hearing this. She had heard Guan Lu describe how rich and handsome her boyfriend was before, but she didn't expect that she hadn't had time to see this accurate person. The son-in-law is gone? !
Guan Lu's mother gathered her emotions and quickly comforted her, "Lulu, there is no resurrection after death, so don't be too sad, my good daughter."
Hearing this, Guan Lu's nose suddenly became sore, and tears flowed out unsatisfactorily.This mother is so naive, or stupid, she believes whatever she says!In fact, it is not the liar who is dead, but the simple and happy Guan Lu who used to be dead!Now I am filled with filth and the smell of copper from head to toe, inside and out.Thinking of this, Guan Lu couldn't help crying.
"Lulu, don't cry. Mom knows you're feeling sad. If you're not busy at work, why don't you come back? Just take a break, your parents miss you." Guan Lu's mother warned her earnestly on the phone.
Guan Lu nodded slightly and replied with a choked voice: "Okay! Mom, I will go back to see you after making arrangements."
After hanging up the phone, Guan Lu could no longer restrain her emotions and burst into tears.She wanted to cry out all the sadness and grievances she had endured this year.
She remembered that the last time she went back to her hometown to visit her parents was before she met Yan Liang. More than a year had passed in the blink of an eye. Her parents must be much older now, right?Last time I went back, I saw a lot of white hair on their heads.
Over the past year or so, it feels like more than half a century has passed to me. She has gradually transformed from the girl who just yearned for ideal love, who was a bit vain but still relatively simple, to the story-filled girl she is now. A promiscuous woman.Although she wanders among different men every day, love becomes farther and farther away, becoming the most difficult luxury item for her to touch.
Guan Lu came to the bathroom and stared blankly at the woman in the mirror. Is the woman in front of her with heavy makeup, scantily clad clothes, and a strong smell of dust really her? !Where has the happy and innocent girl gone?Guan Lu asked herself for the first time.
Which girl is willing to live a life of luxury and entertainment every day?Which girl is willing to deal with all kinds of different men all day long?
Guan Lu couldn't remember how many times she had been drunk and cried to the point of collapse this year?How many times have you waited for dawn in the dark night?
This is not the life she wants, but Guan Lu can't figure out why she has reached this point in confusion like this?
Guan Lu took a bath. She took this bath for a long time. She scrubbed her body over and over again, eager to wash away all the body odors of different men stuck in those tiny pores.
After taking a shower, Guan Lu came to the living room and looked around silently, why not go back to her hometown?Go back to your parents.This home is not her home now, it is a refuge provided by Yu Qing out of pity for her. She definitely should not stay for a long time.Furthermore, she didn’t want to struggle anymore or fight against fate!She has resigned herself to her fate!
Thinking of this, Guan Lu immediately booked a flight back to the provincial capital online.
"Mom, I bought you a new dress. This is the latest style this year." As soon as Guan Lu returned home, she took out the gifts brought from BJ to her parents one by one. "Now the old lady in BJ likes to wear it, but... It’s popular!”
"Dad, this is a brand-name suit I bought for you." Guan Lu said and picked up a dark suit bag from the suitcase, "How about you try it on?"
Guan Lu's father happily took the bag. He looked at the suit in his hand with joy and replied sheepishly: "There are no suitable occasions to wear such good clothes in our rural areas!"
"Dad, you can just wear it everyday. There are not so many special occasions in life!" Guan Lu replied with a smile.
"Lulu, do you think I'm dressed appropriately?" Guan Lu's mother asked happily after putting on the new clothes Guan Lu bought for her.
"Yeah! It's really good! You're several years younger!" Guan Lu praised while looking at it.
"Lulu, are you still leaving after you come back this time?" Guan Lu's mother asked tentatively.
"Mom, I don't want to go back. I want to stay at home and spend time with you." Guan Lu replied, gently hugging her parents' shoulders.
"Lulu, have you made arrangements with the hospital?" Guan Lu's father asked.
Guan Lu said softly "Hmm".When she was at BJ, every time her parents called her and asked about her job, she would always say that she worked in a hospital, so they always thought she was still working as a nurse in the hospital.
"It'll be good to come back, it'll be good to come back." Guan Lu's father stood aside and said cheerfully.
"Lulu, you see you are going to be a third-year-old girl. In our hometown, you are all old girls. How about mom help you find a suitable partner?" Guan Lu's mother heard that Guan Lu couldn't leave, so she hurried Ji Jin stepped forward and asked.
"Mom! Look, I just came back from BJ, and my butt is not hot yet. Are you so anxious to kick me out?" Guan Lu replied angrily, "I don't want to look for her yet."
Seeing his daughter say this, Guan Lu's father also hurriedly stepped forward to persuade him: "Lulu, your mother is right. You see, we are both old. Who will take care of you in the future? While you are still less than thirty, hurry up and Find a partner and get married."
"Our hometown is no better than BJ. Once a woman reaches her thirties, she cannot find a suitable partner. She can only find second-married men who are divorced and have children." Guan Lu's mother also continued to persuade.
"Oh, Mom and Dad, I beg you! Can we not mention this!" Guan Lu rolled her eyes at her parents and replied angrily, "Anyway, I don't plan to get married in this life!"
"Lulu, stop acting like a child. How can you not get married? As the saying goes, if you don't stay in college, you will become enemies." Guan Lu's father sat down and persuaded patiently.
"Lulu, since you called last time and said that your boyfriend passed away, your dad and I have started to pay attention to the young men around us who are suitable for marriage. Don't tell me, there is a good marriage partner in the next village. That young man Two years younger than you, I just returned to my hometown from Shanghai last year..."
Guan Lu's mother was beside her, trying to persuade and coax her. Guan Lu couldn't listen anymore. She stood up and quickly returned to her room, closing the door with a "bang"!
Guan Lu's parents got up and chased her to Guan Lu's bedroom door.
"Lulu, if you have something to say, please say it. Don't get so angry!" Guan Lu's father comforted her while knocking on the door.
"Aren't you annoying! You guys are urging me to get married as soon as I come back. Is it okay if I don't come back in the future? Let me say it again, I have decided that I will never consider getting married in this life! I hate men! Men don't A good one!”
Guan Lu's parents were standing at the door of Guan Lu's room at this time. After hearing what their daughter said, Guan Lu's father couldn't help but feel embarrassed on his face.Guan Lu's mother whispered to Guan Lu's father, "Did you hear that? Men are not good at all."
"Why did you take me with you again!" Guan Lu's father glanced at Guan Lu's mother and walked away angrily.
"Are you coming back?" Guan Lu was lying on the bed, thinking silently: Look at the attitude of her parents, if she chooses to continue to stay at home, she will not want to rest. She does not want to "stay and stay and become enemies" have witnessed.But if I don’t stay at home, will I have to go back to BJ again?
Guan Lu murmured in her heart: After seeing the prosperity of the big city, experiencing the drunken life, and experiencing the glitz and glamour, can she still settle down and find a man to live peacefully in her hometown?Alas, it really is true to that sentence: BJ cannot accommodate my soul, and my hometown cannot accommodate my body.Maybe the idea of ​​staying with my parents is a fantasy after all.
How about going back to BJ?But what can I do if I go back?It was definitely impossible for him to live the kind of life of drunkenness and wealth, but it was also not what he wanted to settle down and find a hospital to work as a nurse safely.Guan Lu fell into deep contradictions.
The time we get together is always short. Soon, Guan Lu decided to say goodbye to her parents and return to BJ.
"Lulu, are you really not going to stay?" Guan Lu's mother asked reluctantly while helping Guan Lu pack her luggage.
"Well, parents, I want to go back to BJ and continue to pursue my dream. After spending these days in my hometown, I found that BJ may be more suitable for me." Guan Lu nodded and replied.
"Lulu, you are alone outside. You must take care of yourself and don't let your parents worry about you." Guan Lu's father choked with sobs and ordered.
"Lulu, I'm sorry, Mom was wrong. If Mom hadn't accepted her death and insisted on asking for the 10 yuan gift money, maybe you and Yu Yang would have gotten married long ago, and now the children are eldest." Guan Lu's mother lowered her head and took a sip. He licked his lips and continued apologetically, "I heard that Yu Yang is now some kind of general manager in the provincial capital. He lives in a villa, drives a luxury car, and has already taken his parents to the provincial capital to enjoy their happiness. What do you mean? Why were you so confused in the first place!..."
"Mom! Stop talking. This is my life. I have accepted it." Guan Lu quickly interrupted her mother and replied.
"That's right, Lulu's mother, what's the use of saying this now? Yu Yang is destined not to be our son-in-law." Guan Lu's father comforted Guan Lu's mother.
"Okay, I'm leaving, parents, please take care of yourself. I will come back to see you often in the future." Guan Lu dragged her luggage with one hand and waved to her parents with the other, "I'm leaving, don't see it off."
On the car back to the provincial capital, Guan Lu couldn't help but recall: Siyi mentioned to her last time that Yu Yang was the general manager of Chensu Branch and was very prosperous and married. Maybe he is already married now. Have you become a father?
"Alas..." Guan Lu sighed deeply, "The silly boy who loved me wholeheartedly will never come back..."
Why not take this opportunity to go to the Chensu branch to take a sneak peek at Yu Yang?It's not that I have any wrong thoughts, it's that this boy was once my youth, my first love, and the person I once loved deeply.
After arriving in the provincial capital, Guan Lu first found a hotel to settle down.After tidying up for a while, I took a taxi to the Chensu branch.
She came to a fast food restaurant near the company and sat down. Through the glass, Guan Lu silently watched the staff coming in and out of the company, searching for that familiar figure.
After a while, Yu Yang came out of the company, and Guan Lu stared at his moving figure intently.He is still the familiar boy, but his figure is a little plumper, and the years apart have not left any trace of frost on him.I saw him walking out of the company while making a phone call. After making the call, he stood quietly at the door of the company, as if waiting for someone.
Not long after, a woman with a big belly got out of the car. Yu Yang quickly stepped forward to help her. This woman must be his lover, right?Although her figure has been affected due to pregnancy, her quiet and beautiful face is filled with happiness, which should have been her happiness!
Seeing the warm scene in front of her, Guan Lu's heart suddenly ached, and her eyes suddenly became moist!She silently picked up her phone and turned on a piece of music:
"later
I finally learned
how to love
It's a pity that you have long since disappeared into the sea of ​​people
later
finally understand in tears
some people
Once missed, never again
never again
there is a boy
love that girl
......"
At this moment, Guan Lu deeply felt the regret and regret in this lyrics.When you first hear it, you don't know the meaning of the song, but after you understand it, you are already a person in the song.
"Yu Yang, I wish you happiness!" Guan Lu looked at Yu Yang from a distance and blessed her silently in her heart.
After several years of separation and vicissitudes of life, the happiness that I once strived to pursue was nothing but a mirage; the real and stable happiness is the quiet time of two people with three meals a day and four seasons in front of me!
"I once asked again and again in the dark and dark, and then I realized that being ordinary and calm is the most true." Guan Lu couldn't help humming the lyrics that came to her spontaneously.
Thinking of this, Guan Lu gently wiped away the tears on her face with her hands, and immediately decided to go back to BJ, become a nurse, start her life over, and live a plain but real life of her own.
(End of this chapter)