The years when I was deceived into northern Myanmar

A day ago, Annie and I looked at each other in the room.

I described to her all my thoughts about myself: "I am not going to marry Wei Rong, I want to marry the whole Guogan."

"My troops will pass through the port as quickly as possible. The tanks will open the way in front, and the armored vehicles will follow closely. All troops will not hesitate to fight. No matter how many people die, they must arrive at the gate of Lao Cai City as soon as possible."

Annie took a breath of air and covered her mouth with her hands: "Blitzkrieg..."

She thought of the madman's blitzkrieg, the madman who had slaughtered all of Europe and who still terrified people to this day.

I continued to talk, with my body glowing under the sun: "Yes, as long as I take the old street, there will be no resistance in the entire Kokang."

Anne looked at me and asked, "Then why did you come to me for help!"

She didn't know what kind of answer I would give. Even dancing completely out of control and making grand wishes were all normal in Anne's eyes at this moment.

But, I just said casually: "Because you will help for Xiaoxiao's sake, not to mention I told you that she is pregnant."

I lit a cigarette: "I can see that the relationship between you and Xiaoxiao is real. You are best friends in the true sense. She is your whole support in America, and you are her only friend in northern Myanmar. ...In order for Xiaoxiao's child to have a father, even if you are still arguing, that silly girl Xiaoxiao still thinks that you have severed your ties, so you will help. "

"I'm asking, why?"

Anne looked at me, her eyes trembling.

I couldn't tell whether she was frightened by me or emotional, so I followed my own thoughts.

"I have captured Myanmar and penetrated eastern Myanmar. In my eyes, the northern and southern Shan States and Kachin States will turn into chickens and dogs, and they will be defeated in one blow."

"But I won't beat them. I understand the meaning of death. If I kill them with great success, I will have to face the Burmese government myself. I will not be stupid enough to become an enemy of the Burmese government at this stage."

"I will stand behind Min Leon, continue peace talks with the Burmese government, and use the peace talks to help Min Leon remove Aung San Suu Kyi from power..." I spoke faster: "He will definitely be happy to see all this and be very satisfied with me. ”

"When Min Leon takes charge of the Myanmar government, the only move I have left..."

Anne answered again: "Sing praises!"

"Yes."

"I will put Min Leon on the altar and expose all his private scandals!"

"At that time, the whole of Myanmar will be angry and resentful!"

"The Kachin State Council was the first to stand up and accuse Min Leang of putting the entire country in trouble, and the Northern and Southern Shan State Councils rose up..."

As soon as Anne said: "Why would they do this?" she immediately responded: "They had to do this."

Kachin State and the northern and southern Shan States will be completely bound by the entire Wa State that runs through eastern Myanmar. They can't do it even if they don't want to, otherwise, they will have no choice but to die!
"By then the whole of Myanmar will be mine..."

And when I looked at Annie again, her voice started to become deeper, and I completely lost the excitement just now.

"At that time, I couldn't stop myself anymore."

"Where do you think I will aim?"

"Do you think Xu Ruifeng, who started from scratch and owns a country, will listen to Team Leader Wei's advice again?"

"Do you think I would shake my head and say, 'Fuck you' because something doesn't go your way? Are there not many people beating their fathers and scolding their mothers in the street these days?"

"At that time, I, an illegitimate son with an unfair name, was like a soldier who had just obtained a suit of armor and went to challenge the gods. Or I was surrounded by a group of people and challenged the gods under the great joy of success."

"Who can save me then?"

I know, I will definitely do this, I will!

Because every step I took out of the park, I couldn't stop myself. This is the real reason why "Buddha is not afraid of consequences but afraid of causes".

At that time, when faced with these novices, who wouldn't want to dominate?
I already dominate, and you still want me to be a submissive citizen. How is that possible? !
The prince and general Xiang Ning have the guts!

By that time, I had completely fallen into madness. As long as I didn't shout, "Heaven is dead, Huang Tiandang will stand, I will be at the age of sixty, the world will be prosperous." Even if I retained some sanity, how did the head of state step into the abyss? Have you forgotten everything?

He was dragged down step by step by the devil. In the end, the devil stopped dragging him, but he opened his legs and ran towards the abyss on his own!

We have been saying that we should learn from history for so many years, but no one really takes it seriously.

So I found Anne, I begged her to help me, I begged her to help the weak me, instead of watching the crazy 'me' go to the abyss.

Today, my life has become a situation where "if I take a step further, I will lose everything, but if I take a step back, the sky will be brighter".

My enemy is no longer Lao Qiao, Mr. Big Bao, Eastern Shan State and Kokang, my enemy has become myself.

Myself...and the gods beyond the thirty-third heaven.

However, I watched the powerful 'self' going crazy, while the weak 'self' could only cry secretly.

I finally understood why the 'I' who already had flesh and blood and held a scepter could not be awakened from the state of death no matter what, because it was a dead end!
Just like a gambler, even if he wins 100 million, it does not mean that he will be rich and prosperous in this life, it only means that he is qualified to participate in the next gambling game.

The question is, if you continue to bet like this, when will you become the leader?
when!

I slowly walked towards Annie. The light on my body was gradually disappearing, and the aura of dominating the world was also dissipating. I seemed to be able to see all of this!

I stood in front of Annie and put my hand gently on her shoulders: "Life is not a novel. It is impossible for everyone to have the opportunity to finish one world and then turn to another."

“Life is a movie, you can have 120 minutes of excitement, but if you put a movie on 24 hours a day for a month, even if there are countless talented directors and actors providing you with material, someone has to stand up and criticize you. "

"My movie should be over."

"I wanted to go home to a fire that three women had just lit."

Annie raised her head and looked at me, her eyes full of worry and said: "What if the east side is not as you expected? What if they don't take you back?"

I smiled, comforted Annie and said, "No."

“Not only did I understand human nature, I also learned to understand the system in this land.”

"For us, no matter how great our achievements are, once there is an uncontrollable situation, we will choose to end it immediately, just like our 'phased reform and opening up', which is tight with one hand and loose with the other."

"If it were you, would you watch this situation collapse in eastern Myanmar? Would you watch the newly stabilized border fall into chaos again?"

Annie asked anxiously on my behalf: "But how are you going back? Once you go back, the entire frontier will definitely collapse!"

I held her shoulders and turned her towards the window: "Look to the east, there are capable people over there who will solve all this. This time, it is my turn to throw the problem to them. Once they solve this problem, I It’s time to say goodbye to this place…bye.”

I slowly let go of my hand and walked out of the bedroom.

Anne seemed to have discovered something at this time and said, "Where are you going?"

"Marry Guogan!"

I didn't look back, I just waved my hand symbolically, and I don't know if she saw it.

Annie didn't see me off and continued to stand in front of the window. She thought I couldn't hear her and said something: "Xiaoxiao, this liar, you only have six minutes..."

Hearing this, I didn't even have time to close the door and ran away. What a shame! (End of chapter)