Help!It's really terrible to fall in love with my senior sister

Chapter 119 Xu’s Father’s Past
At this time, the breeze blew gently, blowing Xu Lin's long hair.

"Mom, I'm not the only one here to see you this time, but also my boyfriend." Xu Lin stood up and took Lin Lin's hand to the tombstone.

"He was very good to me and I love him very much."

Lin Lin looked at Xu's mother on the tombstone and was silent for a moment before speaking.

"Hello, aunt. My name is Lin Lin. I am Sister Xiaolin's boyfriend. Please rest assured that I will take good care of her in the future."

Xu Lin squatted down and tidied up the mess that was blown by the breeze.

"Mom, after coming to see you this time, I don't know when I will return to Hangzhou." Xu Lin sat next to the tombstone and looked at the photo of Xu's mother on it.

"Before you left, you asked me not to hate him. I'm sorry, but I can't let go of this matter. Even if you came to me and told me in your dream that you wanted to forgive him, I just can't let go."

"My sister-in-law also told me that he had difficulties, but I just didn't want to hear it. Every time I think about it, I feel worthless for you."

"You always said before your death, let me not blame him, saying that he was running around for our family life. I can understand, but I just hate it. I hate why he could not even see you for his so-called career. not see."

"I can't forgive him, and I don't know how to forgive him." Xu Lin gently touched the photo on the tombstone.

"Okay, mother and daughter haven't seen each other for a long time. Let's not talk about these unhappy things. Let's talk about some happy things and the things you want to know most."

"My life is pretty good now. I'm happy every day. I've also met a boy I like. I'm quite satisfied."

Xu Lin sat on the tombstone talking to herself and chatted with Xu's mother for more than ten minutes.

"Well, the next time we meet will probably be after the new year. I will come to see you again when I have time." Xu Lin stood up and said goodbye to Xu's mother.

"Goodbye, auntie," Lin Lin said.

After saying goodbye, Xu Lin and Lin Lin held hands and left the cemetery.

After half an hour.

A middle-aged man wearing a black suit also came to Xu's mother's tombstone.

Seeing the two bouquets of white chrysanthemums in front of the tombstone, the middle-aged man was stunned. After reacting, he took out his mobile phone from his pocket and made a call.

After the call was connected, Xu Jingyi's voice came from the other end of the phone.

"Hey bro, what's the matter with calling me?"

Yes, this middle-aged man is Xu Jingyi's brother and Xu Lin's father.

Father Xu asked directly: "Jingyi, are you here to see your sister-in-law today?"

"No, I'm still recuperating after returning home.

"Why do you ask me like this?" Xu Jingyi asked doubtfully.

"Because when I first arrived, there were two bunches of white chrysanthemums in front of your sister-in-law's tombstone, and someone came to pay homage to her." Father Xu looked at the two bunches of white chrysanthemums and said.

"Is someone going to pay homage to my sister-in-law? Could it be my sister-in-law's best friend during her lifetime or Xiaolin is back." Xu Jingyi replied.

"Xiaolin returned to Hangzhou?" Xu's father stared blankly at the two bunches of white chrysanthemums.

"Will she come back?" Xu's father murmured.

"Yes, I just don't want to see you." Xu Jingyi said lightly.

Father Xu took two steps back and sat next to the tombstone and coughed violently.

"Brother, are you okay?" Xu Jingyi quickly asked with concern.

"It's okay. She doesn't want to see me. I know I owe them both a lot." Father Xu smiled bitterly.

"Well, I have tried my best to ease the relationship between you two."

"It's just that you have hurt Xiaolin too much. Between your lack of care when you were young and the death of your sister-in-law, it's normal that she doesn't want to see you." Xu Jingyi sighed helplessly.

"Maybe Xiaolin came to Hangzhou with her boyfriend this time. That young man is quite nice. Do you want me to help you make an appointment to meet him?" Xu Jingyi said.

"Okay." After Xu's father finished speaking, he hung up the phone and looked at Xu's mother on the tombstone. He placed the gardenia in his hand in front of him and stared blankly at the tombstone.

One p.m.

Inside the hotel.

Lin Lin looked at Xu Lin who had fallen asleep, and the phone suddenly rang.

Afraid of disturbing Xu Lin's rest, Lin Lin immediately answered the phone and did not pay attention to the strange call displayed on it.

"Hello, hello." Lin Lin said.

"Xiao Lin, I am Xiao Lin's sister-in-law. Do you still remember me?" Xu Jingyi said.

"Of course, what's wrong, sister-in-law?"

"I heard from Xiaolin that you are in Hangzhou today. I just have something to ask you. Come and see me. I will send you my address and so on. You can add me on WeChat. The WeChat ID is this number."

"Okay." Lin Lin nodded.

"Hmm, then I'll hang up and let's chat on WeChat." Xu Jingyi hung up the phone after saying that.

Lin Lin copied the number in the call record and went to WeChat to add Xu Jingyi’s WeChat friends.

After sending the application, Xu Jingyi immediately contacted her friends and sent an address to Lin Lin.

Xu Jingyi: "Let's meet and chat. I'll treat you to coffee, table No. [-]."

Lin Lin looked at the address and then at Xu Lin, who was sleeping soundly on the bed, then carefully left the hotel and went to the coffee shop for an appointment.

After arriving at the coffee shop, Lin Lin found table No. [-] and found a strange middle-aged man at table No. [-]. He thought he had found the wrong place, so he checked the table number again.

Finding that there was indeed no problem with what Xu Jingyi sent to him, Lin Linzheng wondered whether she had sent the wrong message.

Father Xu, who was sitting at table No. [-], smiled when he saw Lin Lin and said, "Is it Lin Lin?"

Lin Lin looked at Xu's father in confusion and said, "Who are you?"

"I am Xu Lin's father."

"Father?" Lin Lin frowned slightly. He still knew a little about Xu Lin's relationship with her father.

"Well, please sit down. I asked Xiaolin, her sister-in-law, to make an appointment for you." Xu's father said.

"Yeah." Lin Lin nodded, sitting on the chair and looking at Xu's father a little warily.

"Young man, don't be too nervous. I won't eat you. What would you like to drink? A latte or something?" Father Xu said with a smile.

"No need, uncle." Lin Lin shook his head.

"Yeah." Seeing Lin Lin's refusal, Xu's father went to drink the American style iced before drinking.

"What do you want from me?" Lin Lin said straight to the point.

"It's not a big deal, I just want to see you."

"Presumably, as Xiaolin's boyfriend, you should know more or less about my relationship with her, right?"

"Yeah." Lin Lin nodded and admitted.

"Are you interested in hearing me tell a story?" Xu's father looked at Lin Lin and said.

"Story? What story?"

"Interested in listening?"

"You tell me." Lin Lin said politely.

"Then let me start." Father Xu gently placed the cup in his hand on the table.

"This story is a bit long and it starts from 15 years ago." "Two 16 years ago, at that time, my sister, Xiaolin's aunt, was only 12 years old."

"Because of a car accident, neither of my parents survived."

"I am only eighteen years old, inheriting an old house left by my parents, and at the same time inheriting the debt they left us."

"A whole hundred thousand." Xu's father raised a finger.

"One hundred thousand was undoubtedly a huge amount of money 25 years ago. At the age of [-], I had no ability to repay this debt."

"I had no choice but to drop out of school and live a life of taking care of my sister while paying off my debts."

"The wages at that time were not like today. It took me a whole year to repay 5000 yuan."

"I lived this hopeless life for four whole years."

"After my sister graduated from high school, by chance, I won a total of 20 yuan in the lottery. That's when my destiny began to change."

"I first paid off all the debts I owed, and then used the remaining money to start a business and opened a small company."

"Xiao Lin's mother and I also met at that time. We both fell in love with each other at first sight, and fell in love within less than half a month of knowing each other."

"A year later, the two of us got married, and not long after that, Xiaolin was born."

"After having Xiaolin, Xiaolin's mother quit her job and focused on taking care of Xiaolin at home."

"At that time, when I was just starting my business, I really had very little time. I spent a lot of time in the company handling business, and I only went home once or twice a month at most."

"At that time, I often comforted myself, saying that it would be okay to get through this period, just get through this period."

"When the company stabilized, it happened to encounter SARS. The SARS epidemic put my newly stabilized company on the verge of bankruptcy again."

"Unfortunately, I also contracted SARS, but I was lucky and survived." Father Xu smiled bitterly.

"But fortunately, Xiaolin and her mother were not infected, but they didn't know that I was infected with SARS. I didn't tell them because I didn't want them to worry."

"After SARS passed, I concentrated on the company again. It took me nearly two or three years to bring the company back from the brink of bankruptcy."

"Before, I was busy working while taking care of my family. Although I still had very little time at home, I gave them the best life I could give them."

"Time passed like this little by little, and everything was developing for the better, but something bad happened again. During a competition with a rival company, our company's secrets were betrayed."

"Although in the end the law will send those who betrayed the company's secrets to jail, the company's losses are irreversible, with eight figures lost in a week, and this situation continues."

"At that time, I tried everything I could to reduce the loss, just a little less. In addition, many customers who had cooperated with our company canceled their cooperation because of the leak of confidentiality."

"The company is once again on the verge of bankruptcy and can only continue to borrow money from banks to make up for its losses."

“Finally, after all my searching, I found a company willing to work with us.”

"It's just that an accident happened again. Xiaolin's mother was admitted to the hospital due to a sudden heart attack."

"That's because I didn't see her for the last time that time."

Speaking of this, Xu's father's tears fell from the corners of his eyes one drop at a time.

"I don't know how I would choose."

"If I choose to see her for the last time, the company will go bankrupt and we will be in debt of tens of millions. I don't want Xiaolin to live the same dark life of debt repayment that I had when I was young."

"Then if I choose to save the company, then I won't be able to see her for the last time. That is the person I love most, my relative. I will never forget this in my future life."

"I didn't know what to choose. I really didn't know how to choose. In the end, I chose the first option."

"I saved the company, but I didn't see the last of her."

"I know that my choice will cause Xiaolin to hate me for the rest of her life, but I have no choice. I can't let Xiaolin follow me to pay off her lifelong debt."

Lin Lin looked at Xu's father and fell silent. Then he took out a tissue from his pocket and handed it to Xu's father.

"Uncle, I'm not mature enough now and don't understand your original choice, but you did the right thing."

"Sister Lin definitely doesn't understand your difficulties either. I really want to explain it to her for you."

"But, I'm afraid it would be counterproductive to explain it to me now."

Xu's father took Lin Lin's tissue and wiped his tears.

"Can I call you Xiaolin?"

"of course can."

"Sorry Xiao Lin, I'm a little lost." Xu's father threw the tissue into the trash can and looked at Lin Lin.

"Xiao Lin, actually uncle, I didn't ask you to explain to her for me. Uncle just hopes that you can treat Xiao Lin well."

"I heard her sister-in-law's evaluation of you, and I'm very satisfied. I originally took the time to go to Ludao to see you, but I didn't expect you to come to Hangzhou."

"Did your sister-in-law and uncle tell you?" Lin Lin asked.

"Not really." Father Xu shook his head.

"When I went to see Xiaolin's mother in the morning, there were two extra bouquets of white chrysanthemums."

Lin Lin nodded and immediately knew what Xu's father meant.

"I'm very sorry for wasting your time." Xu's father said.

"No, no." Lin Lin waved his hands quickly.

Father Xu took out a bank card and placed it in front of Lin Lin.

"There is 50 in this card. You and Xiaolin can use it first. If it's not enough, tell me."

"This" Lin Lin looked at the bank card and then looked at Xu's father.

Father Xu motioned for Lin Lin to accept it.

Lin Lin frowned slightly and picked up the bank card and placed it in front of Xu's father.

Xu's father was stunned and didn't understand what Lin Lin meant.

Lin Lin looked at Father Xu and said seriously.

"Uncle, I can't take this money."

"Why?" Xu's father asked doubtfully.

"How should I put it? My current job can support me and Sister Xu Lin. She also has a salary, so we are not short of money for the time being."

"There are many reasons why I don't charge you. One of them is that I don't want Sister Xu Lin to know that we have met."

"The second is that the amount of money is too much. Sister Xu Lin will be suspicious. It's hard for me to explain. I won't lie to her, let alone deceive her."

"These two reasons should be enough. Then, regarding the misunderstanding between you and Sister Xu Lin, I will try my best to help you, but I can't guarantee that it will be possible."

Father Xu listened carefully to Lin Lin's words, then put away his bank card and looked at him.

"I respect and understand your choice. Whether the misunderstanding can be solved depends on God's will."

"Xiao Lin did not misjudge the person. You are indeed a very good boy." Father Xu praised.

"Thank you for the compliment, uncle." Lin Lin nodded.

"I can safely leave Xiaolin to your care. Please treat her well."

"I will."

PS: I finally finished writing Xu Lin’s view of family. How should I put it? I personally think this paragraph is okay. Maybe my writing is not very good, but this plot should be very good.
　I would like to ask you, book friends, if you assume the role of Father Xu, what would your choice be?
　　
　
(End of this chapter)