After my inner voice was exposed, I made the tyrant cry anxiously

"The world is treating you unfairly and has ruined your Liu family. Why should you risk your life to fight against it?!"

"The world is unfair, so people need to fight against it."

"But there will always be someone who stands up."

"But someone has to step up."

"Our government will be defeated, so why risk death! Can't you see the situation clearly?"

War horses galloped, soldiers were killed and wounded countless times, and the smell of blood filled the sky.

Liu Xuan was dying and was helped down from his horse. His armor and clothes were removed. His inner clothes were already soaked in blood and his flesh and blood were blurred. Herbs were piled on his wounds indiscriminately.

Through his still-closed eyes, he vaguely saw many figures walking in front of him, and the voices of old friends rang in his ears from time to time. He recalled this trembling life, restrained himself and observed etiquette, and did not dare to violate the rules at all. Self-restraint and propriety.

The scene of heavy snowfall appeared in front of my eyes, the wine bottle fell to the ground, and my teeth were filled with the smell of wine.

I am not exempt from vulgarity, I am just a villain who takes advantage of others.

No one would know that Liu Xuan had already met the Su family in the Lin Mansion before the late emperor granted them the marriage, and he had met the girl several times after they played on the swing in the back mountain.

It was said that she did not get along with her husband after marriage, and the rumors about her in Beijing never stopped. These should have nothing to do with her, but she couldn't help but want to know more about her.

That snowy day, she was drunk in the pavilion of Jingyuan, scolded everyone, cried and wanted to go home, and then turned around and said that she had no home.

It was probably because the palace did not treat her well, so she lived a lonely life.

He should have called someone to report to the palace and ask someone to take her back to the palace. Even if he didn't, he shouldn't have stayed with her alone.

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Su Juan held the wine bottle, leaned against the railing of the pavilion, wiped the tears from her face, and looked at the man in front of her, "Who are you?"

She held the wine bottle in her arms, moved to Liu Xuan, and looked at it with wide eyes.

With picturesque features and jade-like temperament, he looks much prettier than that piece of shit Song Qianfan, "Whose young man are you to be so handsome?"

She looked at it carefully, and Liu Xuan took a step back unconsciously. His heart that should have been calm was in confusion, and his throat rolled, "Madam is drunk."

Su Juan frowned and stepped forward to grab the person who was about to leave, "Why are you running away? It's my fault. Am I so unlovable?"

Hearing this, Liu Xuan paused. Why did she say that? Was there someone who didn't like her?

He pursed his thin lips tightly, and when he saw that the eyes of the person in front of him were a little red, he couldn't help but feel sympathy, "Madam is very good."

Su Juan grabbed his hand and leaned towards him slowly. Her reddish eyes were seductive and she stared pitifully at the prey in front of her. "Then I'm so good, do you want to consider doing it for me?"

Liu Xuan's body was tense, and his mind was a little confused at the moment, "What do you mean by this, madam?"

He didn't understand, but he had an intuition that there was nothing to say, but he wanted to ask.

Su Juan let go of her hand, raised her head and smiled, her breath caressing his throat, and she ended with a frivolous, "That's it."

As she finished speaking, she stood on tiptoes, riding the snowy wind, biting Liu Xuan's cold earlobe, hooking the tip of her tongue twice more, and then smiled with her lips in her mouth, "Kiss me."

Sensing Xiao Langjun's shock, Su Juan didn't take it seriously, "Anyway, I don't know you, and you don't know me. You're drunk, and I'm drunk too. Even if you kiss me twice, no one will know."

The tight strings in Liu Xuan's heart suddenly collapsed, like thousands of snowy mountains collapsing.

Reason told him that he should push the other person away and leave here immediately.

But today it snowed heavily and the coldness covered everything, swallowing up his sanity along with it. The wine bottle fell to the ground, his black hair was tangled, and his breath was short.

Liu Xuan could no longer remember what was going on in his mind at that time. He only remembered the warmth in his palms and the mellow aroma of wine between his lips and teeth. He was really drunk.

But as the son of Liu's eldest son, he was unable to support the whole family in the end. Once a traitor was betrayed and the whole family was killed, even if the injustice was vindicated, only he would be left alone.

It's not like he didn't think about going along with him.

But if you live in this world for even one day, you cannot refuse your responsibilities.

When he left Beijing that day, Liu Miaoqing came to see him off.

"Once you leave, I don't know when we will see you again."

Liu Miaoqing's eyes were full of melancholy mixed with a bit of sadness. Her father had entered the palace yesterday and had not returned today. Song Qianfan was afraid that Song Qianfan would not easily bypass the Liu family.

But these are not the things Liu Xuan said.

Liu Xuan thought for a while and then said, "Your Liu family is in a difficult situation. You have to be more careful in the future."

Liu Miaoqing's eyes were a little sour, and she didn't understand why it became like this, "I understand."

She didn't dare to shed tears, and felt that she couldn't shed tears at this time, but in front of her was the only friend still alive.

"Take care of yourself."

Liu Xuan got on his horse, carried his luggage and left with several friends. He resisted the urge to look back at the imperial city.

I've made a mistake once, I can't make a mistake again.

Liu Miaoqing looked at the leaving figures of several people from a distance, and finally couldn't help crying. They were going to die.

But he couldn't do anything. His father was trapped in the palace, and he didn't even have a second choice compared to Liu Xuan.

Liu Xuan also knew in his heart that once he left, he would never return.

A person with a burden may care about life and death, but what else can he care about?

I can't live openly in this world, I hide all the darkness in my heart that cannot be known, and I am trapped in that imperial city.

The Liu family's grievances have long been overturned, and now they can still be unwilling to do so. The only thing left is this troubled world.

When the tyrant was alive, he should have picked up his pen, but the world was in chaos and there were storms in all directions. Only this flesh and blood body could fight. Regardless of life or death, he could barely hold a halberd to guard the people.

It was only when we really faced it that we realized that the battle was far more tragic than imagined, and we had already decided on victory or defeat. Even if there were a few more people like me, they would just be moths drawn to the flame, and it would be of no avail.

Some people regretted it and wanted to flee the army, while others felt that as long as they didn't give up, there was always a chance of survival.

Someone who came with him asked him if he regretted it.

The feeling I can’t describe is probably regret, regret for not entering the game earlier, regret for being indecisive before, regret for not being able to enter the temple. Only then did I realize that only those in high positions can truly do more for the common people in this world.

But I have no regrets.

But sometimes I always think that maybe I should have tasted the jug of wine that Jingyuan put on the table that day before she broke in. In this way, I wouldn't have made such a mistake in this life.

Feeling the heat in his body dissipate little by little, everything in front of him gradually blurred. Liu Xuan could no longer hold it in and closed his heavy eyes.

"I can see the situation clearly, but there are some things that you can't care about winning or losing, only what you should and shouldn't do."

If there is an afterlife, I only wish to enter the temple early. If I can relieve the suffering of the people in the morning, Liu will be willing to give up everything. (End of chapter)