After my inner voice was exposed, I made the tyrant cry anxiously

The eldest brother got married, and His Majesty granted him the marriage. He felt that the marriage was humiliating to him because the other party was just the daughter of a merchant, but I heard that he agreed to the marriage himself in front of His Majesty.

The eldest brother was interested in Liu Miaoqing, the daughter of Zhongshu Ling, and it was known throughout the capital. His Majesty could have chosen someone else, but in order to win over the Holy Heart, he married someone else.

I have seen countless women, all good-looking and in good shape. I could tell at a glance that the girl's appearance was extremely outstanding. She looked no worse than Liu Miaoqing, who was known as the number one in the capital. She was just a little younger and her appearance had not yet fully grown. In a year or two, I don’t know what it will look like.

Su Juan also has a very interesting temperament. Like me, she likes to listen to music and look at beauties. She often takes me to Baihua Tower and wants to go to Chunxiang Tower, but I will never go to Chunxiang Tower again.

When I think of Chunxiang Tower, my waist aches. I really can't afford to lose this person.

Sujuan is very good, but the eldest brother is not a sensible person and wants everything, but the Liu family girl does not look down on him. I have met Liu Miaoqing several times. She is a very independent girl. Her thoughts and ambitions are not at all related to the love between her children. Above, otherwise she would have married Liu Xuan years ago.

In fact, since I was a child, I have liked my eldest brother very much and always wanted to be close to him, but he didn't like me very much.

Learning calligraphy, reading and writing articles, he would not be happy as long as I was in the limelight.

But when I was a child, he was also a very protective elder brother, who shielded me from a lot of scoldings, but I don’t know when he started to become distant from me.

I started to stop being the best at everything, and wanted to repair the brotherly relationship with him, but he still distanced himself from me, and his temper became more and more weird, so that I was also vaguely afraid of him, and I always felt that he was a different person.

Su Juan tricked me into copying the Women's Commandments for her. I couldn't stand those crappy thoughts, but my eldest brother let her copy them as punishment.

That day, I was worried that I had been practicing calligraphy with my eldest brother since I was a child. He would definitely be able to read my handwriting, just like I could also read his handwriting.

But in the past few days, there was nothing unusual about him, and he didn't even recognize that it was my handwriting.

I learned from Su Juan that day that my eldest brother has murderous intentions towards me. I actually don’t believe it at all, but all the signs indicate that my eldest brother has no brotherly love for me at all. He doesn’t even have a father and a mother in his heart. He only has power. He wants to compete for that position just because the current emperor has no heirs of his own.

I gradually became afraid from disbelief. No one wanted to die, so I began to plan to move away from the palace.

On New Year's Eve, our family went to the palace for a banquet. Su Juan put on new clothes. They were made of materials given by the queen. They were very beautiful. No noble lady in the capital had such materials. It was obvious that the queen liked her very much.

Half a year later, her figure has slimmed down a lot, her facial features have grown longer and become more refined. Because of the application of powder, her fair face is pink and her lips are painted with lipstick.

It can be seen that I did not make a mistake at the beginning. After her facial features opened up, she was a complete beauty.

Her father kept telling her to ask for the warm clothes, but in her heart she only cared about entering the palace and thinking about the food there.

My father said that I don’t understand him, but I feel like he doesn’t even give a damn, so who do you expect to understand?

With Su Juan's temperament, if you don't speak plainly, she won't even bother to figure it out, as it would be too troublesome.

When we arrived at the palace, the night had already darkened, and the first snowfall on New Year's Eve was very beautiful.

She didn't stand firm when she got off the carriage and bumped into me. I bent down to pick up the umbrella on the ground and held it up for her, "It's okay."

After all, I don’t have the temperament of my eldest brother and I won’t lose my temper randomly.

She actually has the character of a little girl, and she will stretch out her hand to catch snowflakes, "It's so beautiful." 】

I also looked over. The red palace walls and falling snowflakes made me feel a little excited. It was really beautiful.

This is the first snow this year, but I am actually talking about her, she is beautiful.

I caught a glimpse of my elder brother getting off the carriage. I subconsciously let go of my hand holding the umbrella and left the umbrella to the maid beside her. I took a few steps away from her. I could still hear her sighing in my ears: "There are not many days like this." . 】

After the eldest brother got off the carriage, he stared at Su Juan for a long time. I knew that he was a little confused. He probably didn't expect that this wife who had been left in the house and neglected since she got married was actually very beautiful.

But the eldest brother couldn't appreciate it at all. He was obviously fascinated by it, and he didn't forget to mock it, "It's wrapped like a bear, so ugly."

[I’m ugly, I’m ugly, it’s none of your business! 】

I frowned and couldn't help but say, "It's not ugly, it's beautiful."

The look Su Juan looked at me softened a lot, "You still have vision, but you can't learn from your brother, there will be no future."

I thought to myself, my eldest brother and I are naturally different.

As I walked away, I could still hear faint sounds coming from behind.

Su Juan: "Dongdong, do you feel that the second young master has been acting strange recently?"

Dongdong: "Second Young Master has been talking less recently, and he doesn't come to see Master to play cards very often."

[What happened to Song Qianhang? His temperament changed drastically? 】

[Didn’t you say that your temperament will change drastically only if you get seriously ill or suffer some fatal pain? 】

[He spends his days either studying or visiting flower houses. Could it be possible that he got sick from studying? 】

I couldn't help shouting crazily in my heart: Didn't you say that I would be poisoned to death! ?

If I don't take precautions, am I going to wait for death?

I spent money to find someone to follow my eldest brother, and I was looking for a new house. I didn’t have much money left, so I couldn’t spend more money at places like Baihua Building!

A lot of things happened on New Year's Eve, both in the palace and outside the palace, but what frightened me was myself.

She was drunk and her eldest brother was left in the palace. My mother-in-law was angry because of this, so my father asked me to send her back to the palace first.

I originally wanted to send her to the outside of the hospital, but when she was drunk, even the maid couldn't help her, and she was about to hit the door. I had no choice but to step forward and help her back to the courtyard. go.

After finally helping her to the bed, the maid hurried to the small kitchen to make hangover soup.

I sat in the yard for a while. So many things happened tonight that my mind was in chaos, and it was all related to my eldest brother. My eldest brother really wanted to compete for money, but I didn’t understand why he was poisonous. Kill my brother?

Nowadays, I don’t like reading. I spend my days visiting flower houses, various music studios, drinking and having fun. How could I pose any threat to him, and why would he want to kill me?

I couldn't figure it out, but just as I stood up to leave, the drunken Su Juan stumbled out of the room, her fox fur hung loosely around her body, and she was muttering something unknown.

I watched her running in the snow, her little face was red, and she was laughing while running. I really didn't expect that she would look like this when she was drunk.

I was afraid that she would run out of the yard, so I stepped forward to dissuade her and blocked her way, "Sister-in-law, it's windy outside, go back to the house quickly!"

But she suddenly stretched out her hand, hooked my collar, and pulled me over. She was so strong, she didn't look like an ordinary lady at all!

I watched her come closer to me, her eyes widened, and she smiled as she looked. Those beautiful eyes were gradually filled with smiles.

"The young man is also good-looking."

Her frivolous words made my heart beat wildly. The snow fell heavier and heavier, and the fox fur on her body slipped quietly into the snow at some point. Her fingertips were cold from the cold, and her little face turned red.

Just when I was lost in thought, she reached out and covered my face to keep warm, but it was so cold that I grinned: "!!!"

Want a big life!

How come the girl's hands are so cold, like ice cubes!

"Tell me! How much does it cost to stay with me for one night?"

My face turned dark, so I pulled her hand down and insisted on the bottom line, "I won't sell myself!"

Su Juan was silent for a long time. I thought she had calmed down, but she said again: "Don't worry, I am the Crown Princess and I have a lot of money!"

As she spoke, she patted her chest to show that she was really generous and would get as much as she wanted.

[Follow me, my aunt, and I will steal Song Qianfan’s money to support you! 】

I couldn't help but be irritable: "."

It's not about money.

I am a person with a bottom line. Although I say I love beauty, I do not covet a married woman, not to mention that this person is my sister-in-law.

She squatted on the ground and cried sadly. One moment she cried that she was an orphan and wanted a family. The other moment she cried that she was a living widow living under the roof of others and her husband did not love her. She lived her life depending on her mother-in-law's face. The next moment she cried that she was already very unfortunate. Yes, we still want to save the world.

My head is getting bigger, and I feel a little pity for her.

After all, her mother-in-law didn't care for her, and she didn't have a caring person when she entered the palace, so her husband was worse than a maid.

I sighed, picked up the fox fur on the ground, shook off the snow on it, and covered her, "Stop crying."

"Am I not your family?"

After listening to my words, she looked up at me with red eyes, so pitiful.

But the next second, she took off the Buddhist string in my hand, which I went to the temple to pray for to save my life and to be blessed.

That’s all, just give it to her.

I hid in a corner and waited until the maid came back from cooking the sobering soup. I felt relieved.

I wanted to leave, but I couldn't help but look back, and scenes of her reaching out to catch the snow and smiling appeared in my mind.

I felt like I might be sick, very sick.

Because that night, I was soaked in snow and built a so-called snowman for her to please her.

The next day, I caught a cold and asked the doctor to come over.

And Su Juan didn’t remember anything about last night, and even felt that the snowman I built in the yard in the wind and snow was very ugly. Seeing that she was wearing the Buddhist string that she snatched from my hand last night, I There is something strange in my heart that I can't explain.

When I saw my elder brother, I felt guilty, afraid that he would know about what happened last night.

From that day on, I subconsciously began to avoid Su Juan, because I always thought of her inexplicably in my mind, and I always dreamed of her at night. What I have to admit is that I did have some other thoughts.

Storytelling is popular in Beijing. There is a storybook written in it that is exactly the same as Su Juan. The real-life characters were copied into it by the person who wrote the storybook.

I also read it that day, and the content inside made me dumbfounded and my heart beat very fast.

Just when I was enjoying reading, Su Juan got up and walked over to me, and looked at the notebook in my hand for a few times.

[What nonsense! 】

I was so frightened that I suddenly closed the notebook in my hand.

I was so flustered that my mind was filled with the contents of the script. I hurriedly poured two glasses of wine to calm down.

I am afraid that others will see the thoughts in my heart that cannot be known to others.

I know that I am really sick and there is no cure.

On the day that Su Juan and Li came together, I went to ask for the Lai Lai and Li Shu from my eldest brother on her behalf. I knew that eldest brother, if he didn't go and get back in time, he would definitely continue to delay his return.

But what I didn't expect was that when she came back from a trip to Xuzhou, everything changed, and I didn't even have time to sort out my feelings.

I didn't expect that my biological father was Pei Lianshan. The whole Pei family was beheaded for treason, but I was saved.

The murder of my entire family weighed on my head, and before I had time to digest it all, I was pushed onto a path of no return.

I can't overturn the case for the Pei family, because once the identity of the family is exposed, Prince Jing's palace will suffer disaster. After harboring someone who rebels against the party, it will be regarded as treason.

But Su Juan said that if the situation changes one day, she will fulfill my wish and overturn the case for the Pei family.

She kept her promise, and finally she did it, and I was restored to life, but the palace was eventually implicated because of the eldest brother's rebellion.

My eldest brother was sentenced to death, and my mother and concubine knew about it and did not report it, which was regarded as treason, which should have been a capital crime. I knelt in prison for a long time and wrote a blood letter to plead for her.

How can I forget the kindness of raising me for more than twenty years?

His Majesty finally spared her the death penalty and led her to practice in Kaishan Temple. However, because her son died and she and her husband separated, he had his hair twisted and never left the temple.

The father knew that he had no way to teach his son, and he had no face to see his brother again, so he invited him back to his fiefdom and never returned to the capital.

When I woke up, the capital looked completely different. At least, my father, queen, mother and concubines were all alive, and at least the Pei family's case had been solved.

But now in this huge capital, I can't go back to the palace. I live in the Pei Mansion where I am the only one with the surname Pei.

I have nothing, I'm empty, I don't even know what else I can do, I desperately want to grab something that I might still be able to grab.

But in the end, Su Juan did not have Nafu. She had no intention of loving her children. I wanted it. She always knew that I didn’t need any fame or fortune. I just wanted one more person to accompany her and stay with her, even if there was no status, even if there was no status, even if It's like what I said before, being a family member.

Nowadays, I no longer want any so-called bottom line, and I don't need her to spend money. No matter who she is or what her status is, I want it all.

But she still didn't want to.

Many years passed by, and when the news of her death came, my eyes felt sour. In fact, during the time we spent together in the palace, I had always felt that she was not from here and would leave sooner or later.

It's just that I'm not the one who can keep her. She comes and goes like a gust of wind, leaving nothing behind.

I often think of the snowy night on New Year's Eve that year. It was the most unforgettable snowfall for me, and it will also be a scenery I will never see again in my life.

Now in this world, I am really the only one.