The blizzard is coming: Start zero-dollar shopping in the apocalypse

Chapter 225 Song Xiner’s Past

Early the next morning, Fang Lanlan went to the hospital with Feng Zhekai, and Cheng Yang also went to work.

Gu Pan and Lu Ruisheng went to the shopping district to see the sales of blackout curtains.

Gu Pan brought a camera, and she was still used to recording these things. She felt that the photos she took and these records might become precious image history many years later.

The same goes for Lu Ruisheng. He also likes to record everything about the end of the world. Maybe everything will return to normal after many years, but these experiences cannot be erased.

When we arrived at the mall, the queue at the door was already far away from the mall.

After many people arrive at the base, their sense of crisis diminishes, and they prefer to listen to the base's command.

Of course, there is nothing wrong with this. Anyway, it is always good to follow the instructions from your superiors.

There are also some people who have always been far-sighted and bought these things long ago.

At the door, they met Yang Jia and Chen Fengzhou, who came to buy candles. They believed what Gu Pan said, so they took precautions and bought candles in the middle of the day. They were cheap and there was no purchase limit.

The two of them greeted Gu Pan and Lu Ruisheng and hurried into the mall.

Gu Pan looked at Lu Ruisheng and smiled: "They two really trust us."

Lu Ruisheng also smiled: "Indeed."

The two of them didn't squeeze into the mall. There were too many people. They didn't have anything to buy. They just came to take a look and take some photos.

Gu Pan is now good at taking pictures, or in her words, it is more like the shooting angle of a people's livelihood reporter, and the pictures she takes are really quite contemporary.

Looking at these people in front of us, perhaps there are no names in history, but they have all left their footprints in the long river of history.

The two took some photos, left the mall, and walked back.

After crossing the road, this is a residential area, and there are not that many people. Because it is extremely dark, except for those who go to work and go out to buy blackout cloth, they have basically spent the past two days at home studying how to make the night at home darker, yes. The human body is better.

Walking to a bulletin board, the sound behind them attracted the two of them. Song Xiner's domineering voice was indeed easy to hear. If her voice wasn't so recognizable, Gu Pan and Lu Ruisheng wouldn't be so gossipy. Others were quarreling, but this person was Song Xiner, and the two of them still wanted to listen. On the road, it was not considered eavesdropping.

Song Xiner's voice was very harsh: "Song Man'er, why? Why do you make my life worse than death, and you still have to pretend to be well-behaved and sensible? Do you know that you make me sick?" Her voice was roaring and broke several times. The girl named Song Maner's tone was full of helplessness: "Why do you have to say that I hurt you? At that time, we encountered a robbery, and our parents went to distract those people and told us to gather at the school gate, but you stopped halfway I had to go to the mall to look for supplies. I told you not to go there if it was dangerous. You didn’t listen. I just didn’t go with you. Instead, I went to the school gate to wait for my parents. Is this harming you? Later we also went to the mall to look for supplies. You are here, but I can’t find you, what can we do?”

"If you had held me back, not letting me go, and letting me go with you, would I have been defiled by those people, would I have been sold to that place, and would I have suffered those dirty things?"

"Why did I pull you? You ran so fast. I didn't even have time to react. You had already entered the mall."

"Then when I entered the mall, why didn't you catch up to me? Didn't I go to the mall to find supplies for you to use together?"

"I'm not a god, I can be scared too. I just want to find my parents quickly. Isn't that okay? My parents have already told us to go to school and wait. I just want to listen to my parents and don't want them to arrive. You can’t see us.”

"Look, you have to pretend to be such a little white flower again. You always show that you obey your parents and always get their favor, but who of you can understand me? I will think of those things when I see you, my You don't understand the pain at all. I felt more uncomfortable than death at that time. I was raped by a different man every day... I, my shame, my innocence, and my dignity were all gone. Do you understand?" Song Xiner felt in her heart every day. It felt like she had been cut with a knife. She was silent at first, but then she just wanted to hurt her family with her own wounds, making them feel as uncomfortable as herself.

Song Man'er took a deep breath: "That's why we came back to you, and we have been trying to make up for it. My father has been an honest man all his life, but he has been demoted because of you. You said you don't like me having long hair like you, I I also cut it. You said you don’t like my parents caring about me. Now the three of us are like strangers at home. All the money at home is given to you. Whatever you want, as long as we can satisfy it, we will try our best to satisfy it. What do you think? What else? Do you want us all to die?" She knew her sister's pain, so they were also making up for it.

"Hahaha, you, the three of you, in your heart, in your heart, you three are a family, right? It's tiring to act in front of me with each other, isn't it? You feel sorry for each other, right? You must be thinking, why? Why don't I, Song Xin'er, die under those men? You must hope that I would die long ago, right?"

"I didn't. I really wish you well. I hope you can forget those unpleasant things and start your life again."

"Unpleasant? What is that called unpleasant? Go and experience the unpleasantness. Being surrounded by all kinds of smelly and dirty men all day long, you call this person unpleasant? In your eyes, this is just unpleasant? I'll have to eat less with you. Say it so easily? Do you know what those are to me? Do you know how many times I miss?"

"Xin'er, I know, I know that those things have hurt you a lot, but people always have to look forward..."

"Shut up, I hate what you say most. Look forward. You don't know how much these things hurt me. You don't know that when I close my eyes every day, those men are there... I can't sleep all night long, and what about you? ? A fluttering sentence: look forward and forget the past. I hate this sentence so much. If I could forget it, would I want to remember it? Ah, ah, I really want to kill you. Who will let me look forward again? Just kill whoever it is." Song Xiner was getting more and more crazy, her eyes were red, and she was looking at Song Maner with clenched fists.

Song Maner stepped forward to comfort her: "I won't say anything anymore. We won't say anything anymore. Just calm down. We will definitely change it in the future. We won't say anything you don't want to hear."

Song Xiner grabbed Song Maner's arm: "I don't want to hear it." After saying that, she bit down hard.

Song Man'er screamed in pain: "It hurts."

Song Xiner burst out laughing: "Does this hurt? Do you know what it feels like to be torn apart? They are all perverts. If you call it pain, what should I call my pain?"

(End of this chapter)