It's a diary

Chapter 181 6.28
on vacation.

All the bad things should be considered in the past, and there is no point in talking about it anymore.

It doesn't mean that I can really let go of all my anger and move on, intending to let the past go.But because I can no longer see that person, it doesn’t matter, that’s all.

It was like a solid ball thrown by gravity and hitting soft cotton.

It has been raining the past few days.I'm not sure about other places, but at least that's the case at my school.

I returned home and went to another city. The scenery in both places was particularly good.

He is very playful, and whenever he has free time, he always wants to run outside.

Run around and never get tired.

Maybe I will go back to my grandma's house in the countryside after a while and stay for a relatively long time.

I like it there.

But in the past six months, I can always think of many things in the past.I can remember the large clusters of roses in full bloom, the well under the pear tree, and the four or five kinds of wild flowers blooming on both sides of the field...

The chances of going back there are much less, and the time spent there is much less.

Time passed through my fingers little by little.

I did some meaningful things, and also did a lot of things that had no special meaning but were willing to do so.

I think so.In this way, I can be me.

Is this really the case?
I was fooling around and running around.Sometimes I am too lazy to say a word and am full of anger.Sometimes, just looking at the wild flowers and grass can make me smile.

After all, I still don't understand who I am and what I am like.

Can't understand, can't understand.

I always like to get into the thick of things on issues that seem meaningless to others.

Like a fool.

I wouldn't call him a true "idiot", but at least he doesn't look particularly smart.

I am open-minded about everything I look at and don’t care about anything.

I don’t know how much longer I can keep writing, but during the holidays, I’ll probably spend almost all the time fishing.

Two months.It seems very long, but is it really long?

　I plan to sleep for two months and update as the situation arises.Mail:[email protected].You are welcome to talk nonsense to me. I will reply when you see + when you have time.

　　
　
(End of this chapter)