It's a diary

The exam was approaching, and I was anxious and worried, but it seemed that I was not so nervous anymore.

It has been raining a few days ago, and I was lying at home.

Lying on the sofa, lying on my own bed, lying on my sister's bed, and occasionally curling up with my legs bent on the slightly narrow bay window - together with a new shark doll I bought.

So in just three and a half days, I made up for all the sleep I missed during the week at school.

In three and a half days, my mother made soup for me four times.

Simmer the lotus root in the soup for thirty or forty minutes and it will become soft and sweet. It not only absorbs the umami flavor of the soup, but also retains the original taste of lotus root.

On the last day, I went to the temple.

It was raining, I held an umbrella and walked towards the mountain step by step.

I want to tell others about the changes in my mentality along the way. I want to tell him my struggles, my hesitations, my confusions, my worries...

But I couldn't say it.

After lighting the incense, I sat on the bench under the eaves and watched the rain.

On a rainy day, not many people came, but the sound of wooden fish kept coming.

Then I went back to school and started my boring life day after day.

After returning, I became more and more anxious.

Like yesterday, I couldn't listen to the class and didn't want to do the questions.

From six o'clock to nine o'clock, I sat in the classroom, dazed for a long time, flipping through the test papers from time to time.

I reread Bai Xianyong's "The Tree Is Like This"

"In an instant, heaven and man are separated, and the relationship between life and death is vast..." I also read "A Handful of Green" in "Taipei People".

These are two of my favorite articles.

I couldn't stand these boring books before, they were too out of the ordinary at that time.

Later, after I couldn't run or jump, my temper became much calmer, and I was able to slowly continue reading. Only then can we understand the deep meaning.

This morning the teacher talked about the second internship. Let's think carefully about filling out the documents and sign the contract in the evening.

No one wants to go.

He came in the evening... emm was the same, no one wanted to go.

So it doesn’t matter, just enjoy the next few months.

I have already thought about it. Next month I will bring my badminton racket over and play happily with my classmates every now and then.

If I have enough time, I plan to buy a guitar.

Many things have two sides, which is good and bad.

Most of the time, I am too obsessed with answers.

Maybe I’ve figured it out, but I can’t do it yet.

Good and bad.

Actually,
Just be happy