It's a diary

Chapter 61d7.1
It should still be raining outside, but it's warm inside, not cold.

It has been raining, cold and troublesome.The clothes can't be dried.Rainy days, that's the bad part.

It's not as good as when the weather is nice. Although you have to go out for exercise, listen to the leaders' nonsense, and you may have to queue for a long time to get food.But it's better than rain.

If I were in Beiyu, I would probably take leave and stay at home to sleep.

Yesterday I fell asleep writing this.

To this day, I have forgotten what I wanted to say yesterday, so naturally I can no longer continue speaking along with what I wrote last night.

It rained all day yesterday, and it also rained today.

Started on Tuesday, Wednesday, and now Thursday.The rain keeps falling as always. When I was in Beiyu, whenever it rained like this, Jiajia would say, "There must be another scumbag swearing randomly!"

Fake doesn't like rain.In fact, many people probably don't like it.

Clothes that won't dry, wet roads, puddles that can be encountered within a few steps... The most important thing is, for a poor guy like me who drives an electric car and an idler who likes to wander around.

Jiajia doesn't like rain, but sometimes she can sleep soundly.When I feel upset, I blame the noise of the rain.

But I won't do this. I will quietly watch the rain outside the window and watch it quickly wet the painted wall outside the window.

In schools in Beiyu, most of the teaching buildings are painted with light orange paint.Qingzhou, I don’t know.

Quite tired.

Some time ago, before the weather got colder, I thought about something. Then I went for a walk and sat by the river in a daze for a while... I didn't want to vent, and I couldn't.

I'm wondering if I did something wrong, if I was too anxious, if I shouldn't step out yet, if I should wait a little longer, a little later, a little slower.

Are you not ready yet? Are you really not able to do it?

So troublesome, so troublesome.Everything is troublesome. The word "living" means trouble, and it means countless troubles.

It's really difficult.

Everyone is so brave, which is good, but you can't be like me.

It has been raining for several days, but I heard it will stop tomorrow.Who knows if it is true or not, there are too many liars.I have seen quite a few, and among them, I am both the stupidest and the smartest.

School sports meeting next week.

I don’t know what the weather will be like and whether it will be delayed, although this has nothing to do with me.At most, a classmate would go running, and I would wait for her at the finish line and hand her a bottle of water.

Not interesting.

But I have to come every day and check in on my mobile phone.The teacher also said that if you don’t do it once, you will be deducted two quantitative points.I really don’t understand. I’ll ask you when the time comes. If it doesn’t work, I won’t use quantification.

When the weather gets cold, the wind blows, and I feel uncomfortable and sleepy, I don’t want anything anymore.It's only suitable to be a mute who doesn't speak, but that's not okay.

I hate trouble, but no matter what I do, it is troublesome.

I don’t want to talk, I don’t want to communicate... maybe it’s probably because I have lost the ability to communicate with society.I don't feel like I've lost my qualifications as a human being. I respect others, don't break the law, and try my best to become a better version of myself... This is definitely better than many people, absolutely.

To be honest, I would rather be a bird, a cat, or a gust of wind.

I had birds when I was a kid, not domestic birds.But sparrows, the kind of little sparrows that like to jump up and down on telephone poles.

Sparrows are small, cautious, and fly quickly.I couldn't catch it. The sparrow accidentally flew into the second floor of my house and was trapped. My grandmother caught it and gave it to me.

It’s not difficult to raise. I’m happy, but it’s not.

In the end, it didn't matter. It flew away, which was not a tragedy.I still prefer to watch birds flying in the sky and don’t want to leave them around.Birds also want to fly in the sky rather than stay in a cage.

There is always a lot of trouble.

I can’t go back to Beiyu, and I don’t want to stay in Qingzhou. I don’t know what I want to do.

There will be time to talk more tomorrow. I am going to donate wx steps and get zfb seaweed.

It's also funny.

(End of this chapter)