The beauty next door is like a flower

Chapter 80
In Li Zhiyan's heart...

I was very uneasy, knowing clearly that this was impossible.

But there was still a glimmer of hope in his heart.

After all now...

But it's about your own children.

Zhao Manman looked at Li Zhiyan.

I don't know how...

She felt that maybe what Li Zhiyan said was true.

However, I don't have so much emotion to resist my rationality.

and……

It's really impossible for me and him.

It is impossible for him to have anything called love for Li Zhiyan in his heart.

"Have you ever thought about it?"

"What will be the fate of this child if he is born?"

"First of all, there's no way I'm going to marry you."

"I will always treat you as a little friend."

Zhao Manman said softly.

Zhao Manman's words...

It seemed that Li Zhiyan saw some light.

Anyway...

As long as Aunt Zhao is willing to give birth to the child.

Then you can slowly pursue her.

For the sake of the child.

someday...

She will marry herself.

"His fate will be very good."

"Whether it's a son or a daughter, I will always love him or her very much."

"Because this is the child born to Aunt Zhao and I."

There was a hint of longing in Li Zhiyan's voice.

Just like a child who likes to listen to fairy tales.

Listen to Li Zhiyan's voice.

now……

Zhao Manman couldn't bear it anymore.

This feeling...

It was as if Li Zhiyan's dream was shattered.

It made her feel a little cruel.

But Zhao Manman knew it very well.

anyway……

Even he couldn't give Li Zhiyan hope.

Otherwise, it will be a disaster for you in the future.

"You feel……"

"If your classmates find out that you gave birth to a child with a 37-year-old woman."

"When you were in college and had a child, do you think they would treat you as an alien?"

Li Zhiyan shook his head...

"I know some people may have some opinions."

"but……"

"I don't care, I never have."

"Perhaps... I have experienced more suffering."

"So deep inside of me."

"It's always been very, very clear to the world."

"Reputation is not important..."

"Only those things that can be seen and grasped."

"That warmth you can feel."

"That's the most important thing in life."

"at this point……"

"I am very convinced in my heart."

"So, even if everyone looks at me strangely, I don't care."

Li Zhiyan's voice became more and more disappointed.

he knows……

It is really difficult to convince Zhao Manman.

It's even close to impossible.

What she decided...

Basically nothing has been changed.

"But have you ever thought about me?"

"From now on, I will be the laughing stock of everyone."

"Others will say that I can't see myself clearly."

"My mother... will probably go completely crazy."

"At that time."

"What will everything be like?"

"You should also think about it carefully."

"The birth of this child has no meaning."

"It will only bring endless annoyance and trouble."

"In the future...you will have to find a girlfriend, get married and have children."

"You are just under 19."

"Now there's a baby."

"What to do in the future?"

"At that time..."

"The troubles are endless."

"You can imagine..."

"What kind of scene would that be?" Zhao Manman looked at Li Zhiyan...

She felt more and more that Li Zhiyan was like a child.

At this age...

Extremely childish in my heart...

I haven't even figured out many basic things.

At this age...

All ideas, or all things done.

They are all naive and do not have long-term ideas.

Later, when Li Zhiyan regrets it.

It was completely too late.

Zhao Manman really couldn't imagine it.

How on earth can you trust Li Zhiyan?

and……

I have no reason to consider giving birth to this child.

"Aunt Zhao..."

Li Zhiyan had too many things in his heart that he wanted to say.

He wanted to convince Zhao Manman.

But it was discovered again...

It seemed like I really couldn't say anything.

for a while...

He was very confused.

"Okay, stop talking and rest first."

"I'll go to my senior sister's place tomorrow."

"Take care of this matter."

Hear the word "process"...

Li Zhiyan felt very cold in his heart.

Although it is not yet formed...

But in Li Zhiyan's heart, this is life after all.

Use words like handle.

He felt really uncomfortable in his heart.

"Aunt Zhao..."

Zhao Manman did not let Li Zhiyan continue talking this time.

perhaps……

If you continue talking, your heart will really be shaken.

Zhao Manman would not allow such a thing to happen.

"I'm going to sleep first, I'm sleepy."

Zhao Manman lay down directly.

After a while, he seemed to fall asleep...

Li Zhiyan looked at Zhao Manman as if he didn't want to give him a chance.

He was completely confused.

Is it...

I really don't have any chance.

Can you keep your child?

Li Zhiyan felt desperate in his heart.

But he was very confused.

He didn't know how to make Zhao Manman change his mind.

"In the end how to do……"

Li Zhiyan sat on the carpet and tossed and turned.

Eventually, he drank a bottle of red wine.

I planned to drink to drown my sorrows, but I didn't dare to drink too much.

I am afraid that something will happen if I am negligent.

……

on the second day.

When Li Zhiyan slowly woke up.

Subconsciously, I felt a little yellow in my heart, and found that Zhao Manman was still sleeping soundly, maybe because of fear in her heart.

and so……

Li Zhiyan never dared to sleep too late.

I looked at my phone...

It's already eight o'clock.

"It seems that Aunt Zhao was really tired yesterday."

"At this time in the past..."

"She's already up."

Li Zhiyan said softly...

Another half hour later, Zhao Manman slowly woke up.

Just got up...

The memories of the past seemed to have been swallowed up by one night.

But soon...

Those memories began to linger in Zhao Manman's heart.

It made her feel down.

After all, something like that happened to him and Li Zhiyan.

And she was pregnant, with Li Zhiyan's child.

There is no way he can save it, everything is done, and there is a life gestating in his belly.

Seeing Zhao Manman wake up...

After washing up and having breakfast, Li Zhiyan brought the dinner plate to Zhao Manman.

"Aunt Zhao, let's have breakfast."

"In these special times, you must take good care of yourself."

Zhao Manman sat up slowly.

(End of this chapter)