Relying on the system of criticizing people to become a god in farming literature

Chapter 32 Reason beyond sensibility

"Ayao..."

Cheng Duanli was about to call her, but found that Cheng Yao's eyes had been closed, and she fell asleep with even breathing.

Cheng Yao looked particularly well-behaved while sleeping, and her fair skin was covered with a faint light under the moonlight.

After a period of good maintenance, my lips gradually became rosy.

Perhaps the water had just been drunk, and it was still stained with water stains, like flowers after the rain, alluring and fragrant.

Cheng Duanli suddenly felt that his throat was dry and he couldn't help but roll his Adam's apple and swallow his saliva.

An unknown emotion spread from the bottom of his heart. He was a little greedy and wanted to stay in this peaceful moment forever.

But he also clearly realized that now he was impoverished and had nothing.

She is even burdened with the mystery of her mother's disappearance, and everything needs an answer.

And the fastest way to get the answer is for him to become stronger first.

Cheng Duanli's outstretched hand stopped in mid-air, tracing Cheng Yao's outline from a distance.

The movements were so gentle, with obvious cherishment and love.

After a moment, Cheng Duanli lowered his hands feebly, staring at the bright moon hanging high in the sky with moist eyes.

Sadly, if everything is fine with my mother, what is she doing right now?

While he was lost in thought, he felt a warm little hand holding him gently.

He lowered his eyes and met the eyes of the sleepy Cheng Yao.

"you're awake?"

Cheng Yao held Cheng Duanli's hand, rubbed her eyes, sat up slowly, and responded in a low voice.

"Hmm... I don't know what's wrong. I always feel sleepy after eating a full meal, and I fall asleep without even realizing it."

"It's just that this rocking chair is a little hard and it hurts my neck a little bit."

Hearing Cheng Yao's cry of pain, Cheng Duanli immediately started to apply gentle pressure on his neck.

Cheng Yao was like a little kitten, squinting comfortably and enjoying the attentive service.

"Is it better now?"

While pressing, Cheng Duanli carefully observed Cheng Yao's expression, always controlling the strength, fearing that it would be too heavy or too light.

The relationship between the two has long been unknowingly intimate. Perhaps even Cheng Yao didn't realize that she had gradually become dependent on Cheng Duanli.

Feeling that it was almost done, Cheng Yao raised her hand to stop Cheng Duanli's movement, stretched and stood up.

Suddenly seeing the blue and black eyes of Cheng Duanli, he knew that he must not have had a good rest in the past two days.

In addition, during dinner, although he didn't say anything, his eyes were full of sadness, and he didn't know how many words were included in it.

Since it was difficult for him to take the initiative to speak, it was better to ask him himself.

Cheng Yao came closer and asked curiously, staring at Cheng Duanli's dark eyes.

"You spend the day in your study studying for lessons, and at night you stay up late reading. Can your body still handle the food?"

"I know you are nervous. After all, it is a life-changing event, but you must also take good care of your body."

"Otherwise, it will be a long journey and what will you do if you accidentally get sick?"

"I can't be by your side to take care of you, and you will be pitiful all by yourself..."

Cheng Yao was talking nonchalantly, but Cheng Duanli didn't feel annoyed at all and nodded yes no matter what she said.

Suddenly, Cheng Yao changed the topic and lifted the veil covering her heart.

"Ali, do you have anything else to say to me?"

"I see that you have been struggling for a while. What is it?"

"But are you worried about anything at home? Trust me, I will definitely take care of it for you!"

"Even if I have to leave for something, I will make arrangements before I leave."

"When you come back, everything here will be the same as before." Upon hearing the word "leave", Cheng Duanli held Cheng Yao's hand tightly, as if he desperately wanted to keep something.

"Leave? Where are you going?"

"Believe me, once I become successful, I will come back to pick you up immediately."

"At that time, you can enjoy the prosperity of the capital with me, okay?"

These days, although Cheng Duanli has not revealed his feelings to Cheng Yao directly, his eyes and actions cannot deceive others.

This friendship has been secretly surging, suppressed and becoming more and more surging.

Cheng Yao had a bit of surprise on her face. Maybe she was a little emotionally dull and didn't know that the other party's friendship had reached this level.

"Ali, what do you mean by this..."

Before he finished speaking, he was interrupted by Cheng Duanli's urgent voice.

"Ayao, I am happy with you!"

"I know that I have nothing now and am not qualified to make promises to you. It's understandable that you don't believe me."

"However, when I come to Beijing this time, I will definitely break into a world of my own."

"Then I can take better care of you."

Hearing this, Cheng Yao slowly broke away from Cheng Duanli's hand and said softly.

"Ali, I think your love for me now is probably just the need and cherishment for a companion when you are at your lowest point."

"You have so little now that you want to seek some sense of security from me."

"When you arrive in the capital and see the prosperous world outside, maybe your ideas will change."

Cheng Duanli smiled bitterly, his face full of anxiety and loneliness.

"No, it's not."

"Ayao, I have been thinking about this issue seriously every day for so many days."

"In my eyes, this is not something I can say casually. No matter now or in the future, you will be the only woman I like."

"The prosperity of the outside world has nothing to do with me. Where my heart belongs is still you."

When it comes to this, it would be false to be unmoved.

But aside from emotions, Cheng Yao is extremely rational.

The standard for leaving this world is to live a happy life. Cheng Yao knows that happiness can only be created by herself.

If you place your hopes on a man, the risk is too great.

For Cheng Yao, Cheng Duanli at this moment is a close friend who can talk about anything, a considerate brother in every possible way, and a man with a vague affection.

But when he arrives in the capital and enters Vanity Fair, he will more or less feel that he does not mean what he says.

Maybe at some point, we will sacrifice the small to protect the big.

Cheng Yao doesn't like to be other people's second choice, nor does she want to bring any worries to others because of her existence.

Without her, Cheng Duanli could go further.

Looking at Cheng Duanli's serious face, Cheng Yao's heart was a little swaying.

On the one hand, there is a vague good impression, on the other hand, there is a rational entanglement.

She didn't know how to face this matter, and she didn't dare to make a promise to Cheng Duanli easily.

There were no words between the two, and the atmosphere fell into an anxious atmosphere.

For a moment, Cheng Yao was confused and didn't know what to say, so she left in a hurry, leaving only one sentence.

"I'm sleepy, go to sleep first."

Cheng Duanli sighed silently. He knew that he was too reckless and did not dare to disturb him anymore.

A faint mist separated the two of them, one hesitant and the other hot.

(End of this chapter)