The useless stepmother went crazy and became popular in the baby porn show

Chapter 171 I also have a lot of regrets and I dream about it every night
Jiang Suwan was stunned.

This was the first time she had heard these words in a long time.

In the past, people who pitied her told her that it was just a tragic accident and she was not to blame; people who hated her told her that it was all her fault, that she had killed her grandma, and that she was the broom star. It was a disaster star and cursed her with a bad death in every life.

Only Song Chizhou told her that grandma would not blame her. Grandma was just worried that she would be hungry and that she would not grow up alone.

It was as if a string in her heart that had been deadlocked for a long time was gently broken, and waves of warmth came overwhelmingly and collided with her heart full of cracks.While filling the cracks for her, the impact made her eyes sore.

She exhaled a deep breath, then cried uncontrollably.

"I, I have grown up," she tried hard to look at Song Chizhou's face close at hand with her blurred vision, and said obediently and seriously: "I can make money by myself, I can eat well, and I can sleep well. I also have my own home, and although I am the only one in the house, I am living a good life."

She seemed to be answering what Song Chizhou had just said. Although her voice was broken, she spoke every word clearly.

As Song Chizhou listened, he felt as if his heart was being held tightly by a pair of hands, suffocating him with pain, and making him sore.

But at the same time, he felt that there was something wrong with Jiang Suwan's words.

What does it mean to have only one person in the house?

Although the two of them are still married on paper, they are married after all. In any case, they should be a family of three!

He had some small emotions in his heart that he wanted to vent, but looking at Jiang Suwan's weak and pitiful appearance, he couldn't.

He held Jiang Suwan's face with both hands and wiped the tears from her face again and again.

But the tears were so hot that they seemed to burn deeply into his heart just through his fingers.

Unable to control his emotions any longer, he stood up from the ground, sat next to Jiang Suwan, raised his hands and pulled her into his arms firmly.

And Jiang Suwan seemed to have dropped all her guard. When Song Chizhou held her, she obediently let him hold her without resisting at all. She even rested her head firmly on his chest.

She cried for a long time, crying very pitifully and aggrieved.

While crying, she kept talking a lot of nonsense.

"I'm actually not strong or powerful at all. I have a lot of sad memories in my mind, and I want to cry a lot of the time. I also have a lot of regrets, and I have dreams every night."

"I have a lot of grievances to say, and a lot of persistent things I want to do, but I can't do them. It's not that I like to go crazy, I just don't want others to think I'm easy to bully."

"I've been bullied too much before, but now that I've grown up, I don't want to be bullied anymore."

These words were all incomprehensible, but strangely, Song Chizhou understood every word.Not only could he understand it, he could even imagine what Jiang Suwan had experienced through these words.

He stroked Jiang Suwan's head very gently and slowly with his palm, and softly echoed her words: "No one will dare to bully you in the future. With me and An An, we will protect you. You don't have to be powerful, Don’t be strong, you can be whoever you want and we will always support you.”

"Really?" Jiang Suwan asked in a muffled voice, looking up from his arms and looking at him.

Song Chizhou nodded and wiped away the tears hanging from the corners of her red and swollen eyes with his thumb: "Really." After a pause, he couldn't help correcting what she just said: "You are not alone. You have me and An An in your home. , we will always be with you and protect you."

Jiang Suwan was not very conscious now. She did not realize the emphasis in Song Chizhou's words. She only knew that she was comforted.

She said a heavy "hmm" and said sincerely to Song Chizhou: "Thank you, no one has ever said these words to me before, thank you for being willing to tell me."

"Humph," Song Chizhou smiled, but there was a hint of sadness in that smile: "You're welcome."

His hand touched Jiang Suwan's face with nostalgia, and his gaze flowed from her watery eyes to the delicate and straight bridge of her nose, and then slowly slid down from the bridge of her nose to her red and small lips, and then he could no longer move away.Suddenly, an impulsive desire arose in his heart.

But he didn't dare to do it.

Because Jiang Suwan is very confused now and can't make any decisions.He cannot take advantage of the opportunity, he needs clear permission.

However, at this moment, Jiang Suwan suddenly hugged him on her own initiative.She leaned her head back on his chest, wrapped her arms behind him and hugged him tightly, as if he was her whole support.

His heart skipped a beat and his eyes widened slightly, full of disbelief and surprise.

"I have never said these words to anyone else, and you are the first." Jiang Suwan said.

The corners of Song Chizhou's mouth raised unconsciously, and he couldn't help but lower his head and place an almost invisible kiss on the top of her hair, while asking: "Why am I the first?"

Jiang Suwan raised her eyebrows playfully: "I won't tell you."

Song Chizhou's chest shook and he laughed softly: "Okay, then when can you tell me?"

Jiang Suwan thought about it seriously: "I don't know, just wait until I want to say it. As soon as I want to say it, I will tell you."

Song Chizhou agreed cooperatively: "Then I'll wait for what you want to say."

Jiang Suwan: "Okay."

The two of them hugged each other under the dim light of the pavilion, and their figures were rendered particularly dark by the night.Fans in the live broadcast room couldn't hear their conversation clearly, but they could clearly see their close gestures.

The live broadcast screen was filled with screaming barrages.

[Ahhhhhhh Susu and Song Chizhou are hugging each other!They hugged each other!Look! 】

【Did you just see it?They just hugged each other! 】

[No, this is different!It was Song Chizhou who hugged him unilaterally just now, but now it was Susu who took the initiative to hug him!And her hands were still tightly hugging Song Chizhou's waist! 】

[Is this how excited you are?Then if I told you that there was a moment when Song Chizhou seemed to have kissed the top of Sister Su's hair, wouldn't you go crazy? 】

[Hey, I thought I was the only one who saw that scene, but it turns out you saw it too? 】

Big V with full level: [I saw it too!Song Chizhou, can you please stop being cowardly!Why are you kissing me? Why are you kissing me?kiss!I'm so anxious! 】

Assistant Xiao Li is very reasonable (rectified version): [Hey, don’t rush the big V.It's not that Boss Song doesn't want to kiss, but it's because Sister Suwan is not sober right now, and he doesn't want to take advantage of her. 】

The full-level big V was angry: [Damn it, when has it been? Can you throw away this bad demeanor! 】

Jiang Suwan: "By the way, you must pay attention to safety when setting off fireworks. Don't injure yourself, otherwise Yun Chu will be beaten."

"Yunchu?" Song Chizhou heard this name from Jiang Suwan's mouth for the first time. He didn't take it seriously and asked casually: "Who is Yunchu?"

Unexpectedly, Jiang Suwan replied: "Yun Chu is me."

　The title of the chapter draws on Xiaoying’s words

　　
　
(End of this chapter)