Pamper your waist

"As long as you are willing, I can take you out of this hellish place right away. Trust me, I will definitely be responsible for you to the end."

"As long as you say, that person is you, even if the road ahead is a mountain of swords and a sea of ​​fire, I will definitely take you there."

An Yan looked at her steadily, her eyes clearer than ever before.

"Sheng Yanchen, do you want my answer, or do you just want to hear the answer you want from me?"

Her words were like a bucket of cold water poured down on his head, chilling him from head to toe, and completely curbing his mania.

An Yan took a long sigh and said softly.

"not me."

"The person you are looking for was never me..."

"Before you returned to China, I had never seen you... let alone... never taken care of you..."

"I was in China during the time you mentioned. Sheng Yanchen... I am not the person you are looking for..."

"do you understand……"

An Yan looked at the disappointment that quickly surged in the eyes of the noble and arrogant man in front of her, and felt uncomfortable in her heart for no reason.

She looked away and looked at the distant sky.

"You are too sure of your intuition. It's just a taste. It's not unique. Maybe there are many similar ones..."

"Sheng Yanchen, you made a mistake. That person is not me. It's really not..."

An Yan tried her best to appear calm, but she couldn't suppress the endless sorrow and loss in her heart.

"The person who was with you at that time must be a very good person..."

That's why...he will always miss him...keep trying to find that person...

Just because she had a similar smell, he found her and got closer to her step by step...

It's also for this reason that he does so much for her and cares about her so much...

An Yan couldn't help but feel sore in her nose as she thought about it.

No wonder, he had asked her more than once before what perfume and care products she used. He was always very concerned about the smell of her body, and even got angry when she changed the scent.

Who does he look like when he looks at her...

For him, her existence is not a matter of liking, but just a kind of comfort.

It filled his loss and fulfilled his expectations.

Sheng Yanchen was in a very confused state now.

He looked at An Yan steadily, but his mind was spinning a thousand times.

Was the person who stayed with him and took care of him a very good person...

Yes, of course it’s good…

Because it was a ray of light in his hopeless life at that time...

Although the time we got together was very short, only a few months, every moment of that time was deeply imprinted in his memory, and he would never forget it for the rest of his life.

but……

How could that person not be her, how could it not be her!
  She denied it so firmly that she didn't even leave him any room for fantasy.

Sheng Yanchen looked stiff. He looked at her with blank eyes, obviously he had not recovered from the heavy blow she had given him.

The silence was fermenting, and the air around him seemed to be stagnant.

After a long time, An Yan tried her best to put on a stiff smile, took a deep breath, and said slowly.

"I wish you find the person you are waiting for soon."

After saying that, she turned around and wanted to leave.

Okay, that’s all.

A dull pain flashed across Sheng Yanchen's eyes. He chased after her and hugged her tightly from behind.

"Forget it, if you say that person is not you, then he is not you. It doesn't matter anymore. It doesn't matter. I don't want to continue looking for him..."

An Yan gave a bitter smile, but where Sheng Yanchen couldn't see it, her eyes were filled with coldness. How could it be that it doesn't matter? Do you just want to make mistakes like this?

Sheng Yanchen hugged her tightly, as if he wanted to melt her into his own bones and blood.

"You wait here for me. After I take care of this matter, I will come back to you."

This was his promise to her.

However, An Yan just smiled and shook her head.

She refused, very firmly.

Sheng Yanchen was unwilling to give up just like this.

"Then you come with me. Let's leave here together first. We can make plans for the rest after we leave."

This time, An Yan's answer remained unchanged. She still shook her head firmly.

A hint of despair finally appeared in Sheng Yanchen's eyes.

He knew she would never believe him again.

He felt stuffy in his chest, and even breathing seemed so difficult. For the first time in his life, he experienced what heartache was.

He let go of her and slid his hand down her arm, trying to hold her hand.

However, An Yan seemed to understand his intention and avoided it quietly...

She stood there quietly, her voice was light, and she seemed to have no emotion or warmth.

"Just do what you have to do, that is the most important thing. I hope you can successfully rescue your mother. From now on, everything will be safe and smooth..."

"After all this is over, you can go find the person you want to find, or live a good life. In short, there is no need to come back here because of me."

There is no need to come back specially for her...

Even if he comes back, he will no longer have anything to do with her...

Let everything stop here. She is so tired and wants to end it...

Sheng Yanchen's hands slowly closed into fists. He lowered his head and looked at her, his eyes filled with uncontrollable pain.

After all, An Yan said the most heartless words in the gentlest tone.

"I will always remember this time with you, no matter what, it is precious to me."

"Thank you for being by my side, doing so much for me, and accompanying me through this journey in my life."

"Let's... just stop here..."

"Be well to yourself...Sheng Yanchen...goodbye..."

She finally broke away from his arms. She didn't dare to look back and walked forward step by step...

……

After getting into Lin Xuchen's car and walking to the company, An Yan was calmer than she imagined.

In fact, she has already had this understanding.

The end with Sheng Yanchen is just a matter of time, sooner or later.

There was never a future between them.

That moment of joy was just stolen time, but they had been unwilling to face this fact.

What's more, his tenderness never really belonged to her.

She couldn't accept that in his eyes, she was just a being similar to others, and she couldn't accept that it was because of this that their relationship started.

She couldn't help but mind that he approached her with a purpose.

Therefore, they are destined to never go back to the past.

In this case, it's better to let everything end here.

At least if you stay here, you won't have too much resentment, and the good things can still remain in your heart, still warm.

He was going to leave anyway, and everything seemed so, just right...