After kicking out my ex-husband, his brother and I got back together.

Chapter 351 I’m not optimistic about her
Feeling bad in his heart, Feng Yian straightened up and sat up, reaching for the safety buckle on the bedside table.

The jade stone that was originally born to heat up is now in your hand, and it can't be stained by Feng Yian's questions.

He held it in his hand and squeezed it tightly for a long time before he realized that it was not that the stone had no temperature, but that his hands were already cold.

"no no……"

Feng Yian panted slightly, put down the safety buckle, and hurriedly picked up the envelope on the side.

The moment he opened the envelope and saw Xia Yizhen's beautiful handwriting, his heart suddenly hit rock bottom.

With his hands trembling slightly, Feng Yian pursed his lips tightly and finally looked at the content of the letter.

Once you are safe, you can see the words as if they were on the face.

When you open this letter, I may have left T city.

Please don't feel bad and don't look for me.I know it may be hard for you to accept it for a while, but I never question your sincerity and love for me. It is the most precious thing I have ever received from birth to now.

Yi'an, although I really want to stay by your side, there is always a voice in my mind that reminds me that you are an excellent man with a great future, and when I am by your side, not only can I not help you, On the contrary, it will put you into some difficulties.

You have saved me many times during our long time together.

From the beginning, you led me to study, used your rest time to teach me, and later protected me and helped me get rid of my unkind parents.And later when we were camping, you patiently listened to me, and when I was kidnapped, you rushed out to protect me without hesitation.

I am a person who is used to escaping. A child who has not been surrounded by love since childhood will not have the confidence to face difficulties when he grows up.

But when you are by my side, you give me endless courage.

I learned to face my heart and love you the way you love me. I thought everything would get better slowly.

Even when I was choosing a full moon gift for Xiao Quanquan, I imagined our future children...

But now, it is useless to say this.Because we're not going to have any more kids of our own, right?

In fact, I woke up when you were talking to the doctor. At that time, I almost collapsed and didn't know what kind of expression and mood I should use to face you.

During the days when I came back from the hospital, I thought a lot, and finally decided to separate from you.

……

When he saw this, Feng Yian's eyes were already covered with tears, and he could no longer see clearly what was in front of him.

"Why? Why don't you tell me? I can solve anything for you, but you just leave me here."

The nails of the hand holding the letter were already embedded in the flesh, but Feng Yian seemed to feel no pain.

I don't know how long it took for Feng Yian to wipe the tears from his eyes and start to read the second piece of letter paper.

……

You have always been a gentle and polite person.At least that's how it seems to others.

I love you very much, so when I see you treating Sister Xiao Ning’s child well, I can clearly feel your love for the child.

Maybe in the past, you also hoped that we would have a well-behaved child.You can teach him to ride a bicycle and take him on trips. If you are only free on weekends, we can go out for an outing as a family.

However, our child was taken back before he came into this world. I can't stand it, and I know you can't accept it either.

But what can you do?You can't be so cruel as to throw me away, and many years later, maybe you will feel regretful when you think of our unborn child.

So please forgive me for making my own decision. After realizing clearly that you are different from Feng Yian in the eyes of others, and that you actually need someone who thinks of you and loves you in everything, you still chose to leave.

I've thought about it for a long time, and I can't imagine how I would explain it to you if we didn't have children in the future and looked at the disappointed eyes of your parents.

Sorry, I can only choose to escape.

No need to look for me, there are so many people in this world, you will always find another girl who loves you more and you like her more.And I will bless you devoutly from a distant place.

Leaver: Xia Yizhen

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"Aunt Sun, it's almost ten o'clock. Why haven't Xiaozhen and An An gone downstairs for dinner? It's not okay to skip breakfast. Please go up and call them."

Li Shuyi and Feng Zhun were sitting at the dining table. Li Shuyi looked at the wall clock hanging on the wall and said to Aunt Sun.

Aunt Sun nodded and was about to go upstairs to call someone when she heard footsteps on the stairs.

"Hey, Cao Cao is here. It's normal for young people to like to sleep in. I just came downstairs now."

She leaned her head over and looked up the wooden stairs from the living room door.

Feng Yian was still wearing pajamas, the same one Xia Yizhen had made for him some time ago.

His hair was messy and his eyes were haggard and lifeless, with heavy red bloodshot eyes.

He held a letter stained with blood in his hand, and the slippers on his feet were casually put on, with the heels exposed.

The stubble on his chin had grown, but he ignored it.

According to his past style, he would never wear pajamas downstairs.

Every time Feng Yian went downstairs after getting familiar with it, he looked energetic and capable.

As soon as Aunt Sun saw his appearance, she realized something was wrong.

"Oh, Xiao An, what's wrong with you? Why do you look so bad and your eyes are red? Let me see where you feel uncomfortable?"

Feng Zhun and Li Shuyi heard the sound and rushed over. They were already stunned while standing at the door of the restaurant.

"An An, what happened? What is that in your hand?"

Li Shuyi walked quickly to Feng Yian, first saw the letter in Feng Yian's hand, and then saw his bloody fingers.

"Your hand is bleeding."

Li Shuyi exclaimed, and Aunt Sun quickly ran to the room to get the medical kit.

Feng Zhun walked up to Feng Yian, took the letter in Feng Yian's hand, and after just reading the first sentence, he understood why Feng Yian had this reaction.

Li Shuyi quickly pulled Feng Yian to sit in front of the sofa, and Aunt Sun brought iodophor to disinfect his palms.

Feng Yian was like a puppet, sitting on the sofa, motionless.

After reading the entire content of the letter, Feng Zhuncai sat next to Feng Yian and handed the letter in his hand to Li Shuyi.

Li Shuyi originally opened her mouth and was about to ask Xia Yizhen, but seeing Feng Yian like this, all her attention was focused on her son's injured hand.

After receiving the letter from Feng Zhun, Li Shuyi's mind froze.

The more she looked behind, the more unbelievable she became. When she finally looked at her son, there were tears in her eyes.

"An'an, no matter what happens, you can't hurt yourself."

Looking at Feng Yian's scarlet palms, she couldn't imagine how painful it would be to have her nails embedded in the flesh and then pull them out alive.

Feng Yian chuckled lightly, as if laughing at himself.

"Mom, I didn't take her seriously."

(End of this chapter)