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Audrey originally thought her ability was to hear other people's thoughts.

Later, as time went by...

Audrey had mastered some skills on her own, which could be described as self-taught.

Some people's abilities are limited to a certain level throughout their lives.

It is no longer possible to improve through cultivation.

So what can we do? We can only learn some control techniques through practice.

It's like the same amount of force in Ye Zhen's hand and in an ordinary hand.

They are definitely two different effects.

Audrey was also considered to be a person with considerable talent.

I learned to control myself.

At first, the thoughts of the others flooded into her mind like a tidal wave.

If it's someone who is a little mentally weak.

I would have had a mental breakdown long ago, with only a little time left.

Don't say it's what everyone around you is thinking.

Even occasional tinnitus can be unbearable for some people.

There are also occasional auditory hallucinations.

These things can lead to neurasthenia, insomnia, and various mental illnesses.

After Audrey awakened her abilities, such whispers occurred constantly.

Even people with strong mental fortitude might experience a mental breakdown on the spot.

But Audrey didn't; instead, she miraculously endured it all.

It can also gradually help to sort out the various thoughts and sounds in one's mind.

It can even be used in environments that are as noisy as noise.

I'm slowly getting used to it and being able to tell whose voice it is.

This was also thanks to Audrey's stay in Angel Town for a few days after she awakened her abilities.

Only this place can possess so much Qi.

Audrey was able to gradually master her skills.

I've started to learn to block out the opinions of others.

After returning to the family, he also managed to loosen a small loophole.

We only listen to the voices of a few people.

This is just in general terms.

But ever since Audrey became the Our Lady of the Order of Our Lady.

Audrey discovered that this ability was not what she had thought.

Audrey discovered that in these specific directions, there were sounds of specific objects of prayer.

She can't block it!
That's right, Audrey couldn't block out the prayers and heartfelt words of those believers!
These heartfelt words are directed at Audrey.

In this way, Audrey's previous abilities became useless.

If Audrey, who had just awakened her abilities, was like standing in a light drizzle.

Every drop of rain would hit her.

Later, Audrey learned to use an umbrella, which helped shield her from the raindrops.

When Audrey wants a raindrop, she can reach out and catch it.

What now?
The sounds of these people praying to the Virgin Mary were no longer a drizzle.

It was targeted specifically at the water bombs.

Audrey was completely unable to shield herself from the water bullets that were deliberately aimed at her.

Fortunately, Audrey had grown and trained for about two months.

They won't be driven to idiocy by such a chorus of prayers.

But Audrey also found it very difficult.

People are praying for you and whispering in your ear all the time.

What are they?

"I'm so hungry, Holy Mother, please give me some food."

"Holy Mother, please save my daughter, she is only three years old."

"Holy Mother, I stole someone's black bread today, please forgive me, this sinner."

I receive so many prayers like this every day.

Some of the information is still very negative and dark.

Even normal people can become abnormal.

It's like having someone mentally polluting you every single moment of the day.

One or two days is fine. But the Sisters of Our Lady and the Albigensian Crusades are exaggerating every single day.

Sometimes when marching.

It is possible to go to two places to fight in one day.

Audrey, as one of the accompanying Virgin Marys, was not only responsible for expanding the Order of Our Lady.

They also need to be responsible for boosting morale in the army.

The Albi Crusaders could only worship and believe in the Virgin Mary.

Therefore, Audrey was constantly subjected to a great deal of prayer while in the army.

Going to the town means you'll suffer twice as much.

Audrey couldn't continue like this for long.

Even Audrey's awakened consciousness could not bear the prayers of so many people.

This already falls under the category of psychological interference.

Later, Audrey discovered something terrifying.

Those prayers later became a form of mental pollution, leaving a lingering feeling in her mind.

This terrified Audrey.

Later, Audrey discovered that this mental pollution was getting worse and worse.

When she reached her limit, Audrey could even hear the prayers of countless people in her dreams.

Later, Audrey had no choice but to tell her father about it.

However, Raymond VI initially adopted a very tough stance.

Let Audrey bear with it for the sake of the family.

Everything will be fine once the family becomes king.

But Audrey had really reached her limit and couldn't sleep at all.

Whether your eyes are closed or open.

The prayers from ordinary people kept echoing in my mind.

Audrey was getting thinner and thinner, and she started to seem a little crazy.

Later, Raymond VI realized that this couldn't continue.

Audrey was the face of the Our Lady of Our Lady, yet she became so thin and insane.

This is unacceptable to Raymond.

Audrey was sent to a remote, uninhabited place for a period of quiet retreat.

It really worked immediately.

When she went to a secluded place, Audrey was unable to tolerate that kind of mental pollution.

It's just that Audrey's time in extreme state was a little longer.

So those mental pollutions have already left some traces in Audrey's mind.

Fortunately, this is much better than the previous whispers of tens of thousands, or even hundreds of thousands of people.

Audrey can use time to slowly clear the mental pollution residue from her mind.

For the course of that week, Audrey lived alone in the middle of nowhere.

A place far from human habitation.

Every day, someone would bring Audrey food.

Audrey's mental state also returned to normal.

And Audrey was surprised to find that her mental strength had increased significantly.

Even their abilities have improved considerably.

Although that state was extremely torturous.

But Audrey also grew rapidly in that kind of environment.

Now Audrey seems to understand a little why in Christianity...

There will be so-called ascetics.

Because of enduring the pain, you get through it.

Their strength has indeed improved rapidly.

However, if Audrey had the choice, she would definitely not choose this path.

Because it was too torturous.

Audrey thought of running away.

But in such a medieval world, where could a frail woman possibly go?

Moreover, this is tantamount to betraying the family and bringing shame upon the family.

Audrey understood how long the Toulouse family had waited for such an opportunity. (End of Chapter)